Fall into Me (Heart of Stone #2)(62)
Author: K.M. Scott

You made my days happier than you’ll ever know. Before I met you, I had never loved anyone. My life was empty. That was my fate, and I accepted it. I was a Stone, and it was better for me to be alone than to hurt people like my father had.

Then I met you and all that changed. I didn’t want to accept my loneliness anymore. I wanted to believe I could make someone happy. I tried, but what I had to give wasn’t enough. Money, trips, clothes—none of it made you love me. I didn’t know anything else, and for that I’m sorry.

But somehow you made me understand none of that mattered and if I gave my heart I had a chance to have someone like you love me. I gave you my heart, and you gave me love. I know it wasn’t easy to be with me. I’m all closed off and I need to have control more than other men. I don’t know why I’m so fucked up, but you freely gave me your heart, and your love was the best thing of my life.

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you the truth in the beginning. I’m sorry that when I had the chance to make things right when you came home from the hospital that I didn’t. I know you may not believe it, but I never wanted to hurt you. That was the last thing I wanted to do.

I will always love you. I can’t fix the mistakes I’ve made. I can only say I’m sorry and hope you’ll forgive me someday. You can’t accept my love after what I’ve done, but I hope you’ll accept what I promised. Enclosed you’ll find a legal document that will ensure you’ll want for nothing. This house will be transferred to you, and I’ve made sure that each month money will be deposited in your account to ensure you have everything you can possibly desire.

I’m sorry that all I am is money and things. For a short time, I was more because of you.

I love you, Nina. Someday, I hope you’ll believe me.

                                                             Yours always,

                                                             Tristan

Tears clouded my eyes so I couldn’t read the words anymore, but I’d seen enough. I didn’t need to read some legal document to know Tristan was gone. Instantly, I felt alone. I couldn’t let him give up on us like this.

I tore down my hallway screaming his name, but I instinctively felt the emptiness of the house now that he’d left. I ran from room to room but found nothing.

"Tristan! No! Tristan!"

All there was in return was silence.

His room looked like it always had, like he hadn’t even been there that night. Something in me said to check Rogers’ room, and I raced there, stopping dead in the doorway at the sight of the bed. Neatly made the last time I’d been there, now the bedspread and blankets lay crumpled as if someone had spent a restless night there.

I checked the garage to see if Tristan’s Jag was still there, but I knew better. He was gone. Jensen stood in the corner ready to take me wherever I desired.

"Where is he?"

"Miss?"

"Where is Tristan, Jensen? Where did he go?"

"He drove on his own, miss."

"Do you know where?"

Jensen stood silent as he stared at me. Tristan had likely told him not to tell me where he’d gone. I didn’t care. I needed to find him and let him know I forgave him, even if I didn’t understand everything that had happened. I needed to tell him I still loved him.

"I have to find him. Tell me where he went!" I yelled across the garage, shocking the driver.

"He’s gone, Nina," a voice behind me said quietly, and I turned around to see a strange man standing there.

"Who are you? Where is Tristan? Tell me! I need to know."

"Come with me. We can talk inside."

I followed the large man with too much red hair and beard to a sitting room. As I took a seat on the couch, I remembered being in that room with Tristan. We’d first kissed right there after he’d taught me how to tie a Windsor knot. I remembered everything. Our first night together. How crazy I was in love with him just days later. Everything was back now.

"My name is Daryl Knight. I work for Tristan. I guess ordinarily Rogers would have had the job of telling you this, but it’s fallen on me now."

"I hope you don’t hate me like Rogers did because I need you to tell me where Tristan is. I have to see him."

"That can’t happen, Nina. All I know is that he’s gone. Karl and his friends on the Board want him dead now that your sister gave them her copies of your father’s notes. Because Tristan wouldn’t give them the original notes, they can’t let him stay alive."

"I don’t understand. What’s so important about my father’s notes? Tristan knows what happened with his father and brother. He knows what they did and why my father was murdered. Why doesn’t he just give them to Karl and be done with this whole horrible thing?"

"I don’t know why. All I know is that he’s not done with those notes yet."

"Well, I don’t care about that. I just need to see him. Where is he, Daryl?"

He frowned and shook his head. "I don’t know. All I know is what he told me when he called. He wanted me to make sure you read the papers he left you."

I angrily waved the envelope Tristan had left me in front of him. "I don’t care about the papers. I want Tristan, not things. Please tell me where he is."

"I can’t."

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw two huge men who seemed to be hovering just outside the door to the sitting room. Pointing at them, I asked, "Then can they tell me?"

Daryl turned to look at the them and shook his head. "No. They’re not here for that."

"Then what the hell are they here for? Who are they?"

He waved them into the room and they took their place in front of us like two giants eying their next victims. The one who stood on the left had very short, cropped dark hair with some streaks of grey, and his face said he was all business. He was enormous, like a bouncer at a club, and he looked as if he could pick me up with two fingers. The man on the right wore his lighter brown hair slightly longer and had no grey in his, but his eyes were the darkest blue I’d ever seen.

"Nina, these men protect you. They’ve protected you since your accident. When you leave this house, they’re always nearby making sure you’re safe."