Fallen Too Far

I cried out and pulled him closer, afraid he’d move away from me. I had what I’d wanted since I’d seen him out of the porch with that girl. It was me whose legs he was between now. This was my fantasy.

"Sweet Blaire," he whispered, pulling my bottom lip into his mouth and sucking on it.

I shifted underneath him in an attempt to get his hardness pressed between my legs. I was throbbing and I wanted to feel his erection against me. Rush slipped his hand down to caress my knee and then ran it up the inside of my thigh. I let my leg fall open even further needing him to get closer. The ache was growing and the idea of his hand being near my needy ache made me lightheaded.

The moment his finger ran along the silk crotch of my panties I jerked and let out a whimper. "Easy. I just want to see if it’s as f**king sweet down there as the rest of you," Rush said in husky voice. I tried to nod but I couldn’t manage anything other than remembering to breathe. I stared into Rush’s silver eyes as they took on a smoky glow. He didn’t look away from me as his finger slipped inside the lace edges of my panties.

"Rush," I whispered, squeezing his shoulders and holding his gaze.

"Shhh, it’s okay," he replied. I wasn’t scared. He was trying to ease my fear but there wasn’t any. The excitement and need were too much. I needed him to hurry. Something was building inside me and I needed to reach it. The clawing ache was growing.

Rush buried his head in my neck and let out a long heavy sigh. "This is too f**king much," he groaned. I started to open my mouth and beg him not to stop. I needed him. I needed that release I knew was coming.

His finger slid over my wetness and my toes curled as my body buckled uncontrollably. Then his finger slid inside. Slowly. I froze, afraid of what this would feel like. The thickness of his finger eased in further and I wanted to grab his hand and push it in harder. This was good. Too good.

"Shit. Mother f**king hell. Wet, hot… so f**king hot. And Jesus you’re so tight." Rush’s breathing had gotten heavier against my neck as he said things to me that only excited me more. The naughtier his words were the more my body responded.

"Rush. Please," I begged, fighting the urge to grab his hand and force him to bring me relief from the throbbing underneath his touch. "I need…" I didn’t know what I needed. I just needed.

Rush lifted his head and ran his nose up my neck then pressed a kiss to my chin. "I know what you need. I’m just not sure I can handle watching you get it. You’ve got me all kinds of worked up, girl. I’m trying hard to be a good boy. I can’t lose control in the back of a damn car."

I shook my head. He couldn’t’ stop. I didn’t want him to be good. I wanted him inside me. Now. "Please, don’t be good. Please," I begged.

Rush let out a rugged breath, "Shit, baby. Stop it. I’m going to explode. I’ll give you your release but when I finally bury myself inside you for the first time you won’t be sprawled in the back of my car. You’ll be in my bed."

His hand moved before I could respond and my eyes rolled back in my head. ‘That’s it. Come for me, sweet Blaire. Come on my hand and let me feel it. I want to watch you." His words sent me spiraling over the edge of the cliff I’d been trying so hard to reach.

"RUUUUUUSH!" I heard the loud cry that came from me as I went falling into complete bliss. I knew I was crying for him, screaming out his name and maybe even clawing at him but I could no longer control myself. The ecstasy was too much.

"Ahhhh, yeah. That’s it. Fuck yes. You’re so beautiful." Rush’s words washed over me but they felt so far away. I was limp and gasping for air when my senses came back to me.

I forced my eyelids back so I could see if I’d mauled Rush in my wild reaction to what I knew was my very first orgasm. I’d heard enough about them but I’d never been able to make myself have one. I’d sure tried a few times but I didn’t have the imagination for it. After tonight, I had a feeling that issue would no longer be a problem. Rush had just given me enough material to work with and he still had his jeans on.

I looked up at Rush who was staring down at me with his finger in his mouth. It took a moment to register exactly what that finger was. The shocked gasp following my realization only made Rush chuckle as he pulled it out of his mouth and grinned. "I was right. You’re just as sweet in that hot little pu**y of yours as you are everywhere else."

If I wasn’t so spent I’d have blushed. All I could do was close my eyes back tightly. Rush laughed louder. "Oh come on, sweet Blaire. You just came wild and sexy all over my hand and even left some claw marks on my back to prove it. Don’t go getting shy on me now. ‘Cause baby, before the night is over you will be naked in my bed."

I peered up at him, hoping I’d just heard him correctly. I wanted more of this. Much more.

"Let me get you dressed then I’ll go find Bethy and see if she needs a ride or if she found a cowboy to take her home."

I stretched and then managed a nod. "Okay."

"If I wasn’t hard as a damn rock right now I’d consider staying right here and enjoying the sleepy little pleased look in your eyes. I like knowing I put it there. But I need some more."

Chapter Fifteen

Rush wasn’t lying when he said he wanted to dress me. He put my bra back on me and then pressed a small kiss to my shoulder before slipping my shirt over my head.

"I’d prefer you stay out here while I go find Bethy. You have that well pleased look on your face and it’s seriously sexy. I don’t want to end up in a fight."

More compliments. I wasn’t sure I’d ever get used to this from him.

"I came here with Bethy because I was trying to encourage her not to sleep around with guys who would never look at her for more than a fun time. Then you came with us and now here I am in the backseat of your car. I feel like I owe her an explanation."