Fallen Too Far

"God, you’re sweet," Rush panted as he lowered his head to put his tongue on me again. I’d heard of this. I knew about it but I never imagined it could feel this good.

"Rush, please," I whimpered.

He paused over me. The warmth of his breath bathed the throb he had created. "Please, what, baby. Tell me what it is you want."

I shook my head back and forth and squeezed my eyes tightly. I couldn’t tell him. I didn’t know how to say it.

"I wanna hear you say it Blaire," Rush said in a strangled whisper.

"Please lick me again," I choked out.

"Damn," Rush cursed before running his tongue back through my folds. Then he pulled my swollen clit into his mouth and sent me spiraling off into space. The world erupted in color and my breathing stopped while pleasure coursed through me.

It wasn’t until the descent down from my high that I realized Rush had left me and was now stripped down and lowering himself back over me.

"Condom is on; I need to be inside," Rush whispered against my ear as he pulled my legs open with his hands and I felt the tip of his shaft penetrate me.

"Holyfuck, you’re so wet. It’s gonna be hard not to slip right in. I’m going to try to go slow. I promise." His voice was strained and the veins in his neck stood out as he pressed further into me. It was stretching me but it felt good. The pain I had expected wasn’t there. I shifted my body opening my legs further and Rush swallowed hard and froze.

"Don’t move. Please baby, don’t move," Rush pleaded, holding himself very still. Then he pushed further into my tightness before the pain hit. I tensed and so did Rush. "That’s it. I’m gonna do it fast but then I’ll stop once I’m in and let you get used to me."

I nodded and closed my eyes and reached up to grab a hold of his arms. Rush pulled back and then his hips moved forward with one hard thrust. Hot pain sliced through me and I cried out, squeezing his arms tightly and holding on while the wave of pain rocked through my body.

I could hear Rush’s fast hard breathing as he held himself very still. I didn’t know exactly how this felt for a guy but I could tell it wasn’t easy. Rush was in some sort of pain.

"Okay. I’m okay," I whispered as the pain eased.

Rush opened his eyes and looked down at me. His eyes were smoky. "Are you sure? ‘Cause baby, I want to move so damn bad."

I nodded and continued to hold onto his arms in case the pain came back when he moved. Rush’s hips moved back and it felt like he was leaving me then he thrust forward slowly and filled me up again. There was no pain this time. I just felt stretched and full.

"Does it hurt?" Rush asked as he held himself still once again.

"No. I like it," I assured him.

Rush moved his hips back again and then plunged forward causing me to moan from pleasure. It felt good. More than good.

"You like that?" Rush asked in amazement.

"Yes. It feels so good."

Rush closed his eyes and threw his head back and let out a groan as he began to move faster. I could feel my body climbing higher again. Was that possible? Could I have another orgasm so soon?

All I knew was, I wanted more. I lifted my hips to meet his thrust and that seemed to make him frantic.

"Yeah. God, you’re incredible. So tight. Blaire you’re so f**king tight," he said through pants as he moved inside me.

I pulled my knees up so I could wrap my legs around his waist and he began to tremble. "Are you close, baby?" he asked in a strained voice.

" I think," I replied, feeling the building inside of me. I wasn’t there yet though. The pain had slowed down any pleasure in the beginning. Rush slipped his hand down between us until his thumb rubbed against my throb.

"AH! Yes right there," I cried out and clung to him as the wave crashed over me. Rush let out a roar and went rigid and very still then he pumped into me one last time.

Chapter Nineteen

Rush’s heavy breathing in my ear as his body weighed down on mine was wonderful. I wanted to hold him here. Still inside me. Just like this.

When he moved his arms and lifted himself off me, I tightened my arms around him and he chuckled. "I’ll be back. I need to take care of you first," he said and then kissed me on the lips before leaving me alone on his bed.

I watched his naked butt in all its perfection walk across the room and into what appeared to be the bathroom. I heard water running and then he was walking back out completely bare in the front. My eyes immediately went south. I heard Rush chuckle and I closed my eyes embarrassed to be caught looking.

"Don’t get shy on me now," he teased then reached to reopen my knees. "Open up for me," he said softly and pulled my knees open. I noticed the washcloth in his hands for the first time.

"Not too much," he said, washing between my legs as I watched him in fascination. "Does it hurt?" he asked with concern in his voice as he gently wiped the tender area. I shook my head. Now that we weren’t wild with passion this was embarrassing. But having him clean me up was sweet. Was this what guys did after sex? I’d never seen this in a movie.

Rush seemed pleased with his clean up job and he threw the used wash cloth in the trash can beside his bed. He crawled back on the bed beside me and pulled me against him.

"I thought you weren’t a cuddler, Rush," I said as he ran his nose along my neck and inhaled loudly.

"I wasn’t. Only with you Blaire. You’re my exception," he whispered then tucked my head under his chin and pulled the covers up over us. Sleep came fast. I was safe and I was happy.

Slow kisses being placed on the inside of my calf and along the arch of my foot was the first thing that registered with me. I forced my eyes open. Rush was on his knees at the end of the bed kissing my feet and up the side of my leg with a wicked grin on his face.