Fifty Shades Freed (Fifty Shades #3)(97)
Author: E.L. James

"You know," I mutter between mouthfuls, "Blip might be a girl."

Christian runs his hand through his hair. "Two women, eh?" Alarm flashes across his face, and his dark look vanishes. Oh crap.

"Do you have a preference?"

"Preference?"

"Boy or girl."

He frowns. "Healthy will do," he says quietly clearly disconcerted by the question. "Eat," he snaps, and I know he’s trying to avoid the subject.

"I’m eating, I’m eating . . . Jeez, keep your hair on, Grey." I watch him carefully. The corners of his eyes are crinkled with worry. He’s said he’ll try, but I know he’s still freaked out by the baby. Oh, Christian, so am I. He sits down in the armchair beside me, picking up the Seattle Times.

"You made the papers again, Mrs. Grey." His is tone bitter.

"Again?"

"The hacks are just rehashing yesterday’s story, but it seems factually accurate. You want to read it?"

I shake my head. "Read it to me. I’m eating."

He smirks and proceeds to read the article aloud. It’s a report on Jack and Elizabeth, depicting them as a modern-day Bonnie and Clyde. It briefly covers Mia’s kidnap, my involvement in Mia’s rescue, and the fact that both Jack and I are in the same hospital. How does the press get all this information? I must ask Kate. Christian finishes.

"Please read something else. I like listening to you."

He obliges and reads me a report about a booming bagel business and the fact that Boeing has had to cancel the launch of some plane. Christian frowns as he reads. But listening to his soothing voice as I eat, secure in the knowledge that I am fine, Mia is safe and my Little Blip is safe, I feel a precious moment of peace in spite of all that has happened over the last few days.

I understand that Christian is scared about the baby, but I don’t understand the depth of his fear. I resolve to talk to him some more about this. See if I can put his mind at ease. What puzzles me is that he hasn’t lacked for positive role models as parents. Both Grace and Carrick are exemplary parents, or so they seem. Maybe it was the Bitch Troll’s interference that damaged him so badly. I’d like to think so. But in truth I think it goes back to his birth mom, though I’m sure Mrs. Robinson didn’t help. I halt my thoughts as I nearly recall a whispered conversation. Damn! It hovers on the edge of my memory from when I was unconscious. Christian talking with Grace. It melts away into the shadows of my mind. Oh, it’s so frustrating.

I wonder if Christian will ever volunteer the reason he went to see her or if I’ll have to push him. I’m about to ask when there’s a knock on the door.

Detective Clark makes an apologetic entry into the room. He’s right to be apologetic – my heart sinks when I see him.

"Mr. Grey, Mrs. Grey. Am I interrupting?"

"Yes," snaps Christian.

Clark ignores him. "Glad to see you’re awake, Mrs. Grey. I need to ask you a few questions about Thursday afternoon. Just routine. Is now a convenient time?"

"Sure," I mumble, but I do not want to relive Thursday’s events.

"My wife should be resting." Christian bristles.

"I’ll be brief, Mr. Grey. And it means I’ll be out of your hair sooner rather than later."

Christian stands and offers Clark his chair, then sits down beside me on the bed and takes my hand, squeezing it reassuringly.

Half an hour later, Clark is done. I’ve learned nothing new, but I have recounted the events of Thursday to him in a halting, quiet voice, watching Christian go pale and grimace at some parts.

"I wish you’d aimed higher," Christian mutters.

"Might have done womankind a service if Mrs. Grey had." Clark agrees.

What?

"Thank you, Mrs. Grey. That’s all for now."

"You won’t let him out again, will you?"

"I don’t think he’ll make bail this time, ma’am."

"Do we know who posted his bail?" Christian asks.

"No sir. It was anonymous."

Christian frowns, but I think he has his suspicions. Clark rises to leave just as Dr. Singh and two interns enter the room.

After a thorough examination, Dr. Singh declares me fit to go home. Christian sags with relief.

"Mrs. Grey, you’ll have to watch for worsening headaches and blurry vision. If that occurs you must return to the hospital immediately."

I nod, trying to contain my delight at going home.

As Dr. Singh leaves, Christian asks her for a quick word in the corridor. He keeps the door ajar as he asks her a question. She smiles.

"Yes, Mr. Grey, that’s fine."

He grins and returns to the room a happier man.

"What was all that about?"

"Sex," he says, flashing a wicked grin.

Oh. I blush. "And?"

"You’re good to go." He smirks.

Oh, Christian!

"I have a headache." I smirk right back.

"I know. You’ll be off limits for a while. I was just checking."

Off limits? I frown at the momentary stab of disappointment I feel. I’m not sure I want to be off limits.

Nurse Nora joins us to remove my IV. She glares at Christian. I think she’s one of the few women I’ve met who is oblivious to his charms. I thank her when she leaves with my IV stand.

"Shall I take you home?" Christian asks.

"I’d like to see Ray first."

"Sure."

"Does he know about the baby?"

"I thought you’d want to be the one to tell him. I haven’t told your mom either."

"Thank you." I smile, grateful that he hasn’t stolen my thunder.

"My mom knows," Christian adds. "She saw your chart. I told my dad but no one else. Mom said couples normally wait for twelve weeks or so . . . to be sure." He shrugs.

"I’m not sure I’m ready to tell Ray."

"I should warn you, he’s mad as hell. Said I should spank you."

What? Christian laughs at my appalled expression. "I told him I’d be only too willing to oblige."

"You didn’t!" I gasp, though a memory of a whispered conversation while I was unconscious tantalizes me. Yes, Ray was here while I was laid out . . .

He winks at me. "Here, Taylor brought you some clean clothes. I’ll help you dress."

As Christian predicted, Ray is furious. I don’t ever remember him being this mad. Christian has wisely decided to leave us alone together. For such a taciturn man, Ray fills his hospital room with his invective, berating me for my irresponsible behavior. I am twelve years old again. Oh, Dad, please calm down. Your blood pressure is not up to this.

"And I’ve had to deal with your mother," he grumbles, waving both of his hands in exasperation.

"Dad, I’m sorry."

"And poor Christian! I’ve never seen him like that. He’s aged. We’ve both aged years over the last couple of days."

"Ray, I’m sorry."

"Your mother is waiting for your call," he says in a more measured tone.

I lean over and kiss his cheek, and finally he relents from his tirade.

"I’ll call her. I really am sorry. But thank you for teaching me to shoot."

For a moment, he regards me with ill-concealed paternal pride. "I’m glad you can shoot straight," he says, his voice gruff. "Now go on home and get some rest."

"You look well, Dad." I try to change the subject.

"You look pale." His fear is suddenly evident. His look mirrors Christian’s from last night, and I grasp his hand.

"I’m okay. I promise I won’t do anything like that again."

He squeezes my hand and pulls me into a hug. "If anything happened to you," he whispers, his voice hoarse and low. Tears prick my eyes. I am not used to displays of emotion from my stepfather.

"Dad, I’m good. Nothing that a hot shower won’t cure."

We leave through the rear exit of the hospital to avoid the paparazzi gathered at the entrance. Taylor leads us to the waiting in the SUV. Christian is quiet as Sawyer drives us home. I avoid Sawyer’s gaze in the rearview mirror, embarrassed that the last time I saw him was at the bank when I gave him the slip. I call my mom, who sobs down the phone. It takes most of the journey home to calm her down, but I succeed by promising that we’ll visit soon. Throughout my conversation with her, Christian holds my hand, brushing his thumb across my knuckles. He’s nervous . . . something’s happened.

"What’s wrong?" I ask when I’m finally free from my mother.

"Welch wants to see me."

"Welch? Why?"