Finding Us (Finding #1)(27)
Author: Megan Smith

I hiss as his warm tongue makes circles around the nipple. Knox bites down on my nipple, hard but not too hard, and my back arches towards him. He looks up at me with hooded, lustful, blue eyes and I see the hunger that burns in them. I shiver at the thoughts running rampant through my mind about going further with Knox.

“Jas…”

I take a deep breath to steady my erratic heartbeat.

“We should go.” Knox says as he pulls up my bra.

I wink at him, “Yeah, we probably should. I’m sure no one wants a show.”

“This isn’t over.” He states matter-of-factly. The underlying sensuality of his words captivates me and my legs start to tremble.

When we pull up to the house it’s quiet and all the lights are off but the front porch.

“Looks like everyone decided to go out without us.” Knox says as he shuts the car off.

I don’t make an attempt to get out of the car right away.

“You ok?”

I give him a small smile, “Yeah. Perfect actually. Thank you for taking me there today.”

Knox gets out of the car without answering and stalks over to my side. The rain has let up. He opens the door and bends down, and then places an arm under my arms and knees to scoop me out. He bumps the car door closed and leads us to the house. “Can you open the door?”

I reach down and turn the door knob; the door opens with a little push. Knox again bumps the door closed with his ass. I think he’s going to set me down but instead he takes the stairs two at a time with me still holding on to him.

We walk into Knox’s dark room; the only light coming in is from the moon shining in from the windows. He slowly lets my legs down and the back of my legs brush up against the bed.

His hungry expression makes my body vibrate with liquid fire from all the pent up sexual tension from the garden.

I reach up to cup Knox’s face and place a soft kiss on his lips. I let my fingertips run from his cheeks, down his neck and start to unbutton his shirt. After I’ve discarded it I reach down to the defined bulge in his black cargo shorts. I got a feel of it back at the garden so I smile through the kiss knowing he’s probably had a hard on the whole time.

Knox hisses and shifts to add more pressure. Things are different now than they were in his office at Club Mango. Then we were in the moment, now we are fully aware of what’s about to take place.

I turn and push Knox back against the bed and reach for his belt. He grabs my hand when I finally get it unbuckled. “We don’t have to do this, just let me hold you.”

My eyes mist over from his thoughtfulness, he doesn’t want to push anything on me.

I want this and I want it with him. I’m not going to screw him, not here, not now, but there is no reason why we can’t have a little fun. I unfasten his pants and start to pull them down and he helps by lifting his hips. He springs free from his boxer briefs, thick and heavy.

I swallow and Knox chuckles at my reaction to the size of him. I slowly wrap my hand around his c**k and Knox moans. A delicious heat settles over my body. My panties are soaked, wetter than I have ever been before.

Desire rushes through me and I bite down on my lip. I’m experienced and I know what I’m doing but the fact that I’m doing this with Knox makes me nervous. What if he doesn’t want anything to do with me after this? What if by doing this it makes our relationship real? Do I want that with Knox? I take a calming breath and push those thoughts aside for now; it’s too late to back out.

My heart is beating so fast against my chest.

“Damn, Jas.” He moans as I slide my fist down and all the way back up his shaft. “Fuck.”

The corner of my lip pulls up in a smile and I stroke him again, just as slow as before but with a little more pressure. His groan sounds tortured, like he’s battling himself again. I don’t want to lose him or this connection we have right now.

I sink down to my knees between his strong thighs and reach up to cup his balls, caressing them gently. His legs start shaking and he puts a fist up to his mouth and bites down on it. I hold the base of him and dart my tongue out to lick the tip, swirling my tongue around his head. His c**k jumps and his legs tense. He lowers the hand that he was biting and runs it though my hair that is still braided. I circle the tip of him again before taking him fully in my mouth.

“Ah, f**k…”

Fueled by his groans of satisfaction I keep going. I’m doing this to him, me. I don’t feel like he expects me to do this or even wants me to do this.

“Jas…” He moans my name and I hum against him. “Oh, shit…” Knox lifts his h*ps off the bed, setting the tempo. I hum again and take everything he gives me. His free hand grips the comforter and he squeezes his eyes shut tightly.

“Jas…ahh…I’m gonna come, baby.” He moans my name again. “If you don’t want me to come in your mouth you’ve gotta stop right now.” I suck a little harder and its Knox’s undoing as he yells out my name. His h*ps jerk as his release hits and I drink everything he has to the last drop.

His grip on my hair loosens and I pull back with a smug smile on my face. I climb to my feet and grab for the button down shirt that Knox had on earlier. I hear him taking a few deep breaths, trying to slow down his racing heart. I turn and strip my damp tank top off. I reach behind my back to unfasten my bra but Knox’s warm hands stop me. My head falls back against his chest and I feel his still hammering heartbeat. He unhooks my bra and slowly slides it off one shoulder and then the other one before it falls to the floor.

I stand in only a black pair of lacy underwear before Knox. He rests his callused hands on either side of my h*ps and gently starts to rock us both to the beat of the music. I didn’t even realize he had turned it on.

“You ok?” He asks before placing a kiss on my shoulder.

“Perfect.” I reach back with my right hand and squeeze his thigh.

His hand slides from my h*ps and his fingertips dip into the front of my panties. My skin breaks out with goose bumps and I start to tremble.

“Relax.” Knox says between kisses on my shoulder.

His hand slips further down. A moan of ecstasy slips from my lips, I just can’t help it. The anticipation of what’s to come is slowly killing me. His fingers brush the bared skin between my legs and Knox lets out a curse. Before I even realize what’s happening he has me pushed up against the wall just next to the windows.

Knox kisses me until I’m completely breathless and then steps back, but only slightly so that he has enough room to slide my panties off. They fall to the floor and when I think Knox is bending over to pick them up he reaches behind my right knee and lifts it over his shoulder and he quickly grabs my other leg and does the same. My hands go around his neck as he stands with me straddling his face. I feel his hot breath against my core and my whole body trembles. Knox leans his head forward inch by tortuous inch and places a kiss on my clit. My legs immediately tense around his neck.