Into the Woods: Tales from the Hollows and Beyond
Into the Woods: Tales from the Hollows and Beyond(29)
Author: Kim Harrison
"So was he someone from school?" she prodded, a small smile dying to come out.
I gestured for her to eat the sticky black mass if she wanted it, and while she was occupied, I glanced nervously at Robbie. He was ignoring me. "Just a guy I met at the square," I offered.
My mother huffed again. "And that’s another thing, missy," she said, but it was Robbie who got the thwack of the back of her hand on his shoulder. "You said you were going to the concert."
Robbie shot me a black look. "Aw, Mom, I had to scalp the tickets to get your solstice gift."
It was a lie, but she accepted it, making happy-mom sounds and giving him a marshmallowy kiss on his cheek.
"That’s where we met Pierce," I said to give some truth to the story. "If we hadn’t helped him, no one would."
"You did the right thing," my mom said firmly. "If I toast you a marshmallow, will you eat it, honey?"
I shook my head, wondering if she knew exactly how we had made his acquaintance. Probably, seeing as by the time I got into the kitchen, all evidence of my spelling had been boxed up and was back in the attic.
Robbie took the stick and put a new marshmallow over the fire. He liked them so light brown it was almost not worth doing. "So, I imagine your little adventure has cured you of wanting to go into the I.S.?" he asked, and my head jerked up.
Shocked he would bring it up in front of Mom, I stared at him from across her suddenly still figure. "No."
Silent, my mom eased back into her chair and out of the way of the coming argument.
"Look at you," my brother said after a cautious glance at our mom. "You passed out. You can’t do it."
"That’s enough, Robbie," Mom said, and I flicked my gaze at her, surprised at her support. But Robbie turned in his seat to face her. "Mom, we have to look at it logically. She can’t do it, and you letting her believe she can only makes it worse."
I stared at him, feeling like I’d been kicked. Seeing me floundering, Robbie shifted awkwardly. "Rachel is a damn fine witch," he said, suddenly nervous. "She stirred a level eight hundred earth magic arcane spell. Mom, do you know how hard those are? I couldn’t do it! If she goes into the I.S., it’s going to be a waste. Besides, they won’t take her if she passes out at the end of a run."
It had been an arcane spell? He hadn’t told me that. Surprise kept my mouth shut, but it was that damned fatigue that kept me in my seat and not pummeling him into the snow. He’d told her. He never said he wouldn’t, but it was an unwritten rule, and he had just broken it.
"You put a level eight hundred arcane spell in front of her?" my mom said crisply, and I paled, remembering her equipment used without her knowledge.
Robbie looked away, and I was glad I wasn’t under her angry expression. "I can get her into a great school," he said to the ground. "The I.S. won’t accept her, and to keep encouraging her is cruel."
Cruel? I thought, tears starting to blur my vision. Cruel is throwing my hopes in the dirt. Cruel is giving me a challenge, and when I meet it, telling me I lose because I fell down after it was done.
But he was right. It did matter that I had fainted. Worse yet, the I.S. knew it. They would never let me pass the physical now. I was weak and frail. A weak prissy face.
I sniffed loudly, and my mom glanced at me before turning back to my brother. "Robbie, can I have a word with you?"
"Mom-"
"Now." Her tone was sharp, brooking no complaint. "Get in the house."
"Yes, ma’am." Pissed, he stood, dropped his marshmallow and stick into the fire, and stomped inside. I jumped when the screen door slammed.
Sighing heavily, my mom took the stick out of the fire and rose. I didn’t look at her when she handed the marshmallow to me. It was all out now, and I couldn’t even pretend I had the ability to do what I wanted, do what made my blood pound and made me feel alive.
"I’ll be right back," she said, giving my shoulder a squeeze. "I was saving these for the sunrise, but I want you to open them now-before the day begins."
Her thin but strong hands drew from her coat pocket a card and small present, which she set into my lap.
"Happy solstice, sweetheart," she said, and a single tear slipped down my cheek as she followed Robbie into the house. I wiped the cold trail away, heartbroken. It just wasn’t fair. I had done it. I had summoned a ghost, though not Dad. I had helped save that little girl’s life. So why was mine in the crapper?
Setting Robbie’s marshmallow to burn, I took off my mittens and ran a cold finger under the seal of the card. Eyes welling, I opened it up to find my I.S. application, signed by my mother. Blinking furiously, I shoved it back in the envelope. I had permission, but it didn’t mean anything anymore.
"And what are you?" I said to the box miserably. "A set of cuffs I’ll never get to use?" It was about the right size.
I stared at the brightening pink clouds and held my breath. Exhaling, the fog from my lungs seemed to mirror my mood, foggy and dismal. Setting the envelope aside, I opened the box. The tears got worse when I saw what was in it. Cradled in the black tissue paper was Dad’s watch.
Miserable, I glanced back at the silent house. She knew what spell I had done. She knew everything; otherwise why give me the watch?
Missing him all the more, I clenched Dad’s watch in my hand and stared at the fire, almost rocking in heartache. Maybe things would have been different if he had shown up. I was glad he was at peace and the spell wouldn’t work on him, but damn it, my chest seemed to have a gaping hole in it now.
A warm sensation slipped through me, and startled, I sniffed back my tears and sent my eyes to follow a small noise to the side yard. A pair of hands was gripping the top of the wooden fence, and as I wiped my face, a small man in a long coat vaulted over it. Pierce.
"Oh, hi," I said, wiping my face in the hopes he couldn’t tell I’d been crying. "I thought you were gone." I dried my hand on my blanket and folded my hands in my lap, hiding my dad’s watch and my misery all at the same time.
Pierce looked at the house as he approached, boots leaving masculine prints in the snow. "After seeing your mother at that spawn’s house, I had a mind to heed the better part of valor."
A faint smile brought my lips curving upward despite myself. "She scares you?"
"Like a snake to a horse," he said, shuddering dramatically.
He glanced at the house again and sat down in Robbie’s spot. I said nothing, noting the distance.
"I couldn’t find your home," he said, watching the fire, not me. "The drivers of the public carriages . . . ah . . . buses, won’t be moved by pity, and it took me a space to figure the Yellow Book."