Knightfall (Page 46)

“Yes, Ryan!” I whispered his name.

He kept up the movement against my clit with his thumb as he slid a finger into me. That send me over the edge and I screamed, bucking hard against his hand, drawing out the moment, the mindless haze of sensation. Until it faded and I collapsed, my head falling to Ryan’s shoulder.

“That was quite a show,” Declan’s dry voice made my eyes pop open.

My other husbands stood, watching, as Ryan slowly let me slide to the floor. Ryan grinned at them. Then he stuck his wet fingers in his mouth.

Connor moaned.

Ryan smacked his lips as he pulled his fingers out. “I was just rewarding our wife. She came up with a plan for Willard and Lady Agatha.”

“Good.” Declan nodded curtly. “Because we have one for Abbas.”

Chapter Thirty-One

Shite. Shite this is heavy, I thought.

I made my way to the Great Balcony at the front of the palace, where my coronation would be held, so that the crowds gathered below could see.

The stupid golden collar of my dress was as high as my head and served as a blinder, so I couldn’t see behind me unless I turned my entire body. The dress I wore was a daringly low-cut gold brocade, sewn with so many pearls that I felt I might as well be wearing armor. Armor that was so heavy it was about to fall forward and expose my nipples to the entire kingdom. I cursed my mother and the dressmaker, who had conspired together to create this awful ‘statement piece.’ And even as I cursed them, tears filled my eyes. This was the last thing my mother had done that I could curse. I fingered the sleeve of my dress, as if touching it would somehow connect me to her.

The sun was setting in the distance, painting the sky a blushing pink. Burnt orange clouds hovered above the horizon. The sky was too beautiful for the day. But the wind, the wind was just right. The wind bit at my eyes. It turned my nose red and chapped my lips. I stepped to the rail of the balcony and waved as I was supposed to. I gazed down at my people. They smiled and laughed and joked with one another. Nobles and commoners from the capital Marscha mingled together. They carried lanterns, wore fur-lined hats, and held steaming mugs of hot cider passed out by vendors. The sweet scent of warm apples drifted up to me where I stood. I inhaled, wishing I could share in their joy.

Instead, I waved, with a painted-on smile as I watched those who had gathered to swear allegiance to the new queen. Sometime in the past, someone had decided that continuity was more important that heartbreak. Stability was more important than mourning. Evaness couldn’t go a single full day without a new queen.

I would be crowned before the sun dipped below the horizon.

I saw Ryan’s contingent below. I spotted Lady Agatha, who looked rather tipsy. My lips curved at that, assuming Quinn’s people had helped her along, so she could start spouting nonsense. Willard was nowhere to be seen. She kept trying to speak with Lord Aiden and his wife, and the pair kept edging away from her.

The other nobles from the other provinces all had at least one member representing them.

The ambassadors from the seven kingdoms all stood together. I gave a polite nod to Meeker, determined not to show the anger I felt. I quickly moved on to smile to Mateo and his father and the delegation from Macedon.

Then I made a game of smiling at Ryan’s contingent of palace guards and random commoners. Until I spotted Kylee in the crowd and couldn’t resist a happy wave. Not that the tavern owner remembered me as myself. But he seemed delighted to have gotten a smile from the queen. And so at least there was that.

I also gave a discreet wave to one woman in the crowd who wore a hood. The woman I’d asked Ryan to fly out and fetch this afternoon. The woman I’d decided would be my new castle mage.

Cerena nodded back at me, signaling that everything was ready.

I bit down on my grin and focused once more on my people.

Seeing the crowd below me only increased my sense of responsibility. Only increased the weight of the crown. It made me more certain that I needed to quash the threats I faced in order to keep them safe. The innocents below knew nothing of the perils that plagued Evaness. Nothing about how we teetered on the precipice of war. They knew nothing of my fear or the twisting misery that crawled through my stomach, pinching and showing no mercy. My sweet people only saw their Beast Tamer Queen, about to take her crown. That’s what Connor told me the locals had started calling me. My stomach roiled.

This plan better work, I worried internally, though I smiled brightly.

I didn’t look at my knights or Avia, knowing they were standing off to my side, tense and hopeful. They all stood in full armor, except Quinn, who wore his traditional black, along with a clean and gleaming elven chain around his neck.

Knowing it was there made my fingers twitch, eager to rip the evil thing right off him. But I couldn’t. Not yet.

Abbas appeared at my side. I hadn’t even seen him approach.

"Your Majesty, your personal butler, Jorad, has asked me to have the honor of escorting you up to the platform as you are crowned,” he leaned closer than was necessary to speak softly into my ear.

I didn’t flinch, though I wanted to.

Jorad had asked Abbas to assist on my orders. The game had begun. My heart hitched.

“I would be honored if you’d escort me, Prince Abbas,” I replied, making eye contact.

He looked handsome. He was in a deep blue jacket that offset his tan skin. The sunset gleamed against his black hair, which curled slightly at his shoulders. He held out a hand with a glowing blue ring on it.

I smiled and took his hand.

I fought my nerves. I had to play this just right, like a musician. This was a performance. Or like a gambler. This was poker. For a minute I wished I’d taken Kylee up on his offer to work in the gambling hall. I’d only seen bits and pieces of the bluffs that players pulled. I’d seen courtiers and grown up with them. But this was the biggest wager I’d ever made.

Quinn’s life—and the future of the kingdom—depended on it.

"Your Majesty," Abbas purred. "How are you feeling this evening?"

“Rather disappointed. My mage died this afternoon.”

“What a somber day,” Abbas’ mask of polite indifference didn’t crack.

“Yes. It was particularly disappointing to discover he’d betrayed me.”

“Betrayed you?”

“He was spelled to explode upon betrayal.”

Abbas’ raised a thick black brow. “Well, that’s one way to ensure loyalty.”

I waved at the crowd. “An unfortunate way, don’t you agree?”

“Very.”

“What I found even more interesting than his betrayal was the elven chain that he’d been wearing.”

Abbas’ eyes glittered. “I’ve heard such chains are powerful.”

“They’d have to be, to overcome the geas my mother placed on anyone who knew about my power.”

Abbas hid his smirk almost immediately, but I saw the minuscule quirk of his lips. He was growing smug. Good.

“I found it interesting that you left the chain behind. It was rather a mess, true. But I wondered all afternoon why you’d leave such a valuable weapon. I concluded that you wanted me to know it was you.”

“Sedara has plenty of those elven chains,” Abbas said.

“I have a Sedarian husband who could just as easily have told that country what they wanted to know.”

“Your husband would betray you?” Abbas put a hand to his chest in mock horror. “May I suggest an upgrade?”

“I believe you have, several times.”

“Well, perhaps, you’ve now come to your senses and will take me up on my offer.”

“You are now aware,” I paused and gave a special wave to two jumping children in the crowd, “that the alliance you seek with me, may not be entirely beneficial for you.”

“I disagree.”

I turned to face him and study his expression for a moment in the torchlight. He seemed earnest. But that was the problem with nobles. They always seemed earnest.

“This evening …” I began slowly, dragging the words out through my teeth as if they were painful for me, “there was a mistake. A servant mistook your chain for ornamental coronation chain. They placed this chain on one of my husbands.”

Abbas held still. I knew he was already aware of this ‘mistake.’ Quinn had been dull and lifeless since the chain had been placed over his head, against my vehement protests.

“Darling princess, I find it as hard to believe that was a mistake as you found my leaving the chain behind to be.”

I wasn’t certain if Abbas realized his admission. I did. He’d admitted to killing my mage. And it made my stomach twist as we moved into the next steps of the game. He’d already taken a life. And Quinn had bet his life the moment my hair-brained husbands had agreed on this scheme. I swallowed my emotions and kept my face passive as I asked, "What do you really want, Abbas?"

Abbas grabbed my hand and brought it to his lips. "I’ve already told you."

"You want Evaness? Is that it? You want our fertile crops? Our land? Our ports? Access to the treaty with Sedara? What?"

"My family may be interested in all those things. But … as I’ve said. I’d like you."

"What do you need peace power for?"