Love Story
Love Story(58)
Author: Jennifer Echols
He closed his eyes and put up his hand. Just. Stop. Talking.
I was about to point out to him that he was the one whod started talking to me, when I heard quick steps toward us down the halltoo quick to be Gabe. Isabelle jogged up to us and panted, Erin. Gabe will be here any second. I dont know what will happen to you or whether Ill see you again, so I thought it was important to tell you something.
Okay, I said, careful not to stare accusingly at Hunter. This had to be about him.
I love your stories, she gushed, bending to put her hand on my forearm. Love them. I look forward to them every two weeks. Ive told my whole family about them.
Thank you, I said instead of what I really meant, which was, I dont believe you. I would have believed you at the beginning of the semester, but not now. This must be a joke. Where is the camera?
I havent defended you in class because Manohar seems so sure of himself, she said. Hes hard to argue against and Ive felt awful that Ive failed you. But you have inspired me. I didnt know an English major was allowed to write a story like that.
Apparently were not. Thats why Im in trouble. I patted her hand. I appreciate this, Isabelle. Gabes white head appeared in the stairwell. I stage-whispered, Ill write you stories from prison.
Okay! She laughed like I was joking and passed Gabe on her way back down the hall.
I tensed as he approached us, and I could feel Hunters muscles draw taut, too, even though he didnt touch me. But Gabe was back to his friendly self. He even grinned at us as he unlocked his office door and ushered us into two chairs in front of his cluttered desk.
He grew scarier again as he wedged himself into his chair and leaned on his elbows on his desk. With a stern look at me and then at Hunter, he said, I do not lose my cool. Do you understand me?
Yes, sir, Hunter said. I grimaced and nodded.
We are going to talk this out so it never comes up in my class again. Gabe shifted his weight back in his chair and steepled his hands. So. Hunter. Youre Erins stable boy?
Neither of us wanted to spill our guts or our family secrets to an old man who would probably flunk us both. But when I explained the impetus for my stable-boy story, Hunter had a dissenting opinion. When Hunter defended his bathroom story, I piped up that he wasnt telling the whole truth. We went round and round like this until Gabe finally said, Im from California and I thought those people were screwed up, but Kentucky takes the cake, doesnt it? You could write a story about this. He laughed.
Hunter and I did not.
Gabe rubbed one eye. Which brings us to Erins story today, and what happened over the weekend that finally broke Hunter.
Hunter frowned. He did not like that characterization one bit.
I kicked while Hunter was down. I asked him, What exactly was your directive from my grandmother?
I thought he would deny it, even now. But Gabe stared at him expectantly, too, and with a slow look up at Gabe and a slow look down at his hands again, Hunter began to speak.
I was supposed to get into some of your classes. He glanced up at Gabe, looked away. Try to become friends with you again. Become friends with your friends so I could keep tabs on you. Take you out to eat as often as possible so you didnt starve. Keep you away from any no-good piece of shit who tried to get in your pants.
Come on now, I said. My grandmother said piece of shit?
She may have said scalawag.
That sounded more like her. Is that all you had to do?
He shook his head no. Bring you home for the Breeders Cup.
Even if that meant lying to get me there?
We didnt discuss methods. I was desperate at that point. He turned to face me for the first time in an hour. Im sorry.
Speaking of methods, I said, were you supposed to sleep with me?
His eyes widened, then slid to Gabe and back to me. No. I mean, I knew already that your grandmother doesnt think Im good enough for you. But in case that wasnt clear, she spelled that out specifically.
I grinned devilishlywhich was only fitting, because I felt like hell. So, all I have to do is call her
You dont have a phone.
and tell her we slept together, and youre as cut off as I am.
I already did, he said.
I gasped audibly. When?
This morning, before my anatomy test. Sighing, he closed his eyes and put his elbow on the armrest of his chair and his chin in his hand. He had looked tired the past few weeks. Now he looked beaten.
I studied him, this handsome, brilliant young man whose life should not have been so hard.
Remembered him staring at himself in the mirror at my grandmothers house. At least, thats what Id thought at first. Id taken a few more steps and realized his eyes were closed, perhaps examining himself from inside.
Hunter, Gabe said, why dont you get us a couple of sodas?
Hunter nodded shortly and stood.
Hold on. Gabe sat forward, drew his wallet out of his back pocket, and waved a bill between his fingers. Sounds like you may need this.
Funny, Hunter said. But he took the bill. As he backed out the door and closed it behind him, he was watching me.
Erin, Gabe said, turning to me.
Yes, sir? I asked in my best imitation of Hunter.
You have a problem with authority.
Yes, sir.
You cant take criticism.
What do you mean, I cant take criticism? I demanded. Gabe did not laugh, so I said, Ha-ha, joke.
But Im trying to give you the benefit of the doubt, he said. Lloyd Peters tells me youre a brilliant student and wrote a phenomenal paper for his early American literature survey.
Bleh! I said automatically. I mean, I am thrilled that Dr. Peters enjoyed my paper.
He said you tore Nathaniel Hawthorne a new one.
Like shooting fish in a barrel, I said gravely.
And in my class, Gabe said, though your demeanor has on occasion been less than professional, youve given terrific advice to your fellow writers. In fact, according to the statements of your peers, youve been more helpful than any other student. Brian has commented to me on how much your suggestions have helped him. Summer. Isabelle. Hunter. He snapped his fingers. Whats-his-name, what-do-you-call-him, Wolf-boy.
Kyle.
And very recently, Manohar. I was particularly amazed by that. If Id been you and Manohar had said those things about my first story, I would have knocked his block off.
All of this was said with a jovial smile on his cherubic face.
And you have a gift, he said.
Those words meant much more to me now, after everything that had happened, than they had when hed written them on my stable-boy story. I let the words hang in the air between us like the unexpectedly lovely scent of an aromatherapy candle in a funky SoHo shop. I had a gift.