#Nerd

I crossed to pick them up and he handed them to me. Everything came into focus when I slid them into place.

“What are you doing?” I said, noting my phone in Romeo’s hand.

“Putting my number in here.” I watched him deftly type away. “In case you need me.”

“I’m not going to need you.”

He grinned and looked up. “Okay, then. In case you want me.” Then he produced his phone and held it out. “Put your number in.”

Well, I guess it couldn’t hurt. What if he needed to cancel tutoring?

I was a lousy liar. I totally wanted to give him my number. Just like I totally wanted him to kiss me again.

I was in so much trouble.

I punched it in and handed the phone back. “Give me the nameplate,” I said and held out my hand.

His smile lit up the entire room, and I found myself smiling back. After he handed it to me, he stepped up close so barely any space separated us.

He kissed me slowly. His lips were gentle as they took over mine. He kissed me until my knees went soft and everything in my head had gone blank.

“I’ll see ya later,” he whispered against my lips.

He leapt out of my window like he was some kind of cat. The muffled sound of laughter floated up as he and Braeden took off.

I shut the window and hid the nameplate beneath my mattress. Then I climbed back in bed. His scent was on my blankets.

I knew I shouldn’t. I knew he was nothing but trouble. But I still fell asleep with a smile on my lips.

Ivy stumbled in the door just before seven a.m. Her shirt was buttoned up crooked and her shoes were on the wrong feet. Her hair looked like she rolled around half the night in bed…

Which she probably did.

Just not her bed.

Someone else’s.

“I’m so tired.” She groaned and collapsed on her bed.

I was standing in front of my dresser, looking for something to wear. For the first time in a long, long time, I wasn’t grabbing the first thing my hand closed around.

I’m not sure what that meant.

Okay, yes, I did. I just wasn’t ready to admit it to myself.

“Did you get any sleep last night?” I asked her.

“Ugh. Not enough.” She groaned and rolled around on her blanket. “I can’t even skip because I have a test this morning.”

“Want me to make you some coffee?” I offered.

“I love you,” she moaned. I knew she was only kidding and grateful for the coffee, but even still, her words made me feel a pang.

For years I’d told myself it was okay to be a loner. That I didn’t need friends because they just hurt you anyway.

But deep down, sometimes I thought it would be nice to have one.

I pushed away the thoughts and went over to the little coffee maker in the corner of the room. It was a Keurig, so all I had to do was add in a little pod and hit a button.

Seconds later, the scent of coffee filled the room. It smelled good, and I decided to have one too. I grabbed a bottle of creamer out of the mini fridge and poured a generous amount in both mugs, then carried one over to Ivy.

“You’re my hero,” she said, taking the cup and swallowing some down.

I went back over to my dresser and stood sipping out of my cup, pondering my meager wardrobe.

“Are you trying to decide what to wear?” Her voice was sort of awed.

I sighed.

She appeared beside me and reached deep into the bottom drawer and pulled out a pair of dark jeans with the tags still on them. I looked at them curiously. I didn’t even remember I had those.

“How’d you know those were there?” I asked.

She rolled her bloodshot eyes. “I went through your clothes.”

My mouth fell open. She shrugged. “Please,” she said, like I should be surprised. “You know I had to see if you had anything worth borrowing.”

“I’m sure you found lots,” I said and grinned.

She cringed. “You need a serious wardrobe overhaul.”

Apparently she isn’t the only one who thinks so, I told myself as I grabbed the jeans. My grandmother sent me these like a year ago. She was always trying to send me cute, trendy outfits, and I never wore any of them.

I yanked the tag off the pants and slid them up my bare legs and under the large T-shirt I had on. “Ugh, they’re too tight,” I said once they were buttoned.

Ivy laughed. “They’re skinny jeans. They’re supposed to fit like that.”

I went to the full-length mirror and lifted the shirt to study my reflection. They didn’t look too bad. At least with these, I wouldn’t trip and fall over the too large hem.

“I wish I was that skinny,” Ivy said from her bed.

“I look like a boy,” I muttered. I didn’t have many curves. I’d been small all my life.

“There’s a shirt that goes with the jeans in there too,” she said.

It was really sad that she knew more about what was in my drawers than I did.

I rifled through the drawer again and sure enough, there in the back was a plain long-sleeve cotton top. It was sinfully soft to the touch and a shade of blue that reminded me of Romeo’s eyes.

I pulled off the shirt I’d covered up with after my shower and added a tank top over my bra. The blue shirt wasn’t tight, thank goodness, but it wasn’t overly large either. It sort of skimmed over my body and ended at my hips. The sleeves were too long (as usual) and that made me feel a little more comfortable because I was able to tuck my hands inside like I did with everything I wore.

“Nice,” Ivy said with a yawn.

I decided standing here worrying about my clothes was a waste of time and I turned away from the mirror and grabbed my lip balm to smooth over my lips. I remembered how cold it was last night and fished around under my bed for a pair of cozy boots that really looked more like slippers to me than shoes. But a lot of people wore them around here, and I had to admit they did keep my toes from freezing. I pulled them on, enjoying the way my jeans fit down inside them with ease. Usually, I had to jam my pants down in there and it was uncomfortable and lumpy.

Ivy was watching me with a curious look, and I suppressed the urge to blush like a mad woman. She got up and grabbed a large brush off her dresser and came toward me. Without saying anything, she started brushing through the thick mass that was still partially damp from my shower. It took too long to blow-dry it all completely, so I rarely did.

“You know your hair would be gorgeous if you spent a little time on it,” she said as she worked.