Shades of Twilight
The physical impact of his presence nearly staggered her. To see him standing there with the same natural assumption of authority, as if he’d never left, gave her an eerie sense of time having stood still.
But the differences in him were sharp. It wasn’t just that he was older or that he was dressed in jeans and boots instead of linen slacks and loafers. Before, he had tempered the force of his personality with southern good-old-boy geniality, the way business was done down here. Now, however, he tempered it with nothing. It was there, sharp and hard, and he didn’t give a damn if anyone didn’t like it.
Her chest felt oddly restricted, and she struggled to breathe. She had seen him naked, had lain naked in his arms. He’d sucked her nipples, penetrated her. The sense of unreality made her dizzy again. In the week and a half since she had seen him, their lovemaking had begun to seem like a dream, but at the sight of him, her body began throbbing anew as if he had just withdrawn from her and her flesh still tingled from the contact. She found her voice.
"Why didn’t you call? Someone would have met you at the airport. You did fly in, didn’t you?"
"Yesterday. I rented a car at the airport. Mother and I spent the night in Huntsville with Aunt Sandra, then drove back this morning."
The intense green gaze was on her now, taking inventory of the suit and pearls, perhaps comparing the sleek stylishness of her clothes with the fashion failure she’d been as a teenager. Or perhaps he was comparing her now to the naked woman who had writhed beneath him, screaming as he brought her to climax. He’d rejected her fast enough, so the vision couldn’t have been an enticing one.
She flushed hotly, then felt the color fade as fast as it had come.
She couldn’t continue to stand there like an idiot. Carefully regulating her breathing, Roanna came down the last few steps to pause at his side.
"Lucinda’s in the study. We were going to go over some papers, but I’m sure she’ll want to talk to you instead."
"I came back to take care of business," he said briefly, already striding down the hall to the study.
"Bring me up to speed. The homecoming party can wait."
Somehow she kept her unruffled facade in place as she followed him. She didn’t throw her arms around him, brokenly crying, "You’re home, you’re home," though that had been her first impulse. She didn’t shriek with joy or cry. She merely said to his back, "I’m glad you came. Welcome home."
Lucinda seldom sat at the huge desk that had been her husband’s, finding the overstuffed sofa more comfortable to her old bones. She was there now, leafing through several printouts of recent stock performances. She looked up when Webb entered, and Roanna, right behind him, saw the bewilderment in the faded blue eyes as she stared at this big, rough stranger who had invaded her domain. Then she blinked, and recognition dawned as brilliantly as the sunrise, bringing with it a flush of excitement that chased away the grayness of ill health. She struggled to her feet, printouts scattering across the thick Aubusson rug.
"Webb! Webb!"
This was the enthusiastic, tearfully gleeful welcome Roanna had been longing to give him and couldn’t. Lucinda rushed toward him with her hands out held either not seeing or ignoring his shuttered expression. He didn’t open his arms to her, but that didn’t stop her from throwing her own arms around him and hugging him tightly, her eyes swimming with tears.
Roanna turned toward the door, intending to give them some privacy; if she and Webb had had a special relationship when she was younger, at least in her own mind, he had definitely had a strong, special relationship with Lucinda that rivaled his feelings for his mother. Even though Webb had come back for Lucinda’s sake, there were hard feelings between them that needed to be settled.
"No, stay," Webb said when he noticed Roanna’s movement. He put gentle hands on Lucinda’s fragile old arms and eased her away but continued to hold her as he looked down at her.
"We’ll talk later," he promised.
"For now, I have a lot of catching up to do. We can start with those." He nodded to the papers on the carpet.
If there was anything Lucinda understood, it was the concept of taking care of business. She wiped her eyes and nodded briskly.
"Of course. Our broker will be here at nine for a meeting. Roanna and I have made it a practice of going over our stock performances beforehand, so we are in agreement on any actions before he arrives."
He nodded and bent down to pick up the papers.
"Are we still using Lipscomb?"
"No, dear, he died, about … oh, three years ago, wasn’t it, Roanna? Heart trouble ran in his family, you know. Our broker now is Sage Whitten, of the Birmingham Whittens. We’ve been pleased with him, for the most part, but he does tend to be conservative."
Roanna saw the wry expression cross Webb’s face as he readjusted to the nuances of southern business, where everything was tinged with personal information and family relationships. Probably he had become accustomed to a much more straightforward method of doing things.
He was already studying the papers in his hand as he strolled over to the desk and started to drop into the massive leather chair. He halted and gave Roanna an inquiring glance, as if checking her reaction to this abrupt takeover of both territory and authority.
She didn’t know whether to cry or shout. She had never really enjoyed business but had nevertheless staked out her own territory. Because this was the only thing in her life for which she had ever been needed, by Lucinda or anyone else, she had worked doggedly to understand and master the concepts and applications. With Webb’s return she was losing that territory, and her usefulness. On the other hand, it would be a relief not to have to sit through any more interminable meetings or deal with businessmen and politicians who questioned her decisions with barely veiled condescension. She was glad to be rid of the duty but had no idea how she was going to replace it.