Slowly We Trust (Fall and Rise #3)(30)
Author: Chelsea M. Cameron

I ran my hands up and down his chest before undoing the button on his jeans.

“Shit, Aud,” he said, his eyes closing for a moment. “Do you have something? I didn’t exactly plan on this, so I’m not prepared.”

Well, I didn’t plan on having sex ever again, so I didn’t have anything either. And I wasn’t on the pill.

“Can you hold on for two minutes?” I asked, motioning for him to let me up.

“I’ll do my best. No promises.” He slid off me and started muttering to himself as I grabbed a sweatshirt and threw it on before grabbing my key card and dashing through the door.

The RA had a little basket of condoms taped to her door for just such emergencies. A group of girls walked by me and I pretended to read something posted on the bulletin board before I snatched a handful of condoms and raced back to my room.

“Problem solved,” I said, holding up the stash.

“Did you get those from the RA?” I tossed them on the bed and whipped off the sweatshirt.

“Yeah. I hope they’re not from the dollar store.” I was dubious about trusting strange condoms.

“They’re name brand. We’re good.” For a moment, I remembered the scene in Pretty Woman where Julia Roberts asks Richard Gere to choose which condom he wants.

I sat down next to Will and reached for him.

“We’re doing this,” he said, brushing the rest of the condoms to the floor.

“We’re doing this,” I agreed and he kissed me again, moving so he was straddling me again. His hands went back to my ni**les, pinching them until they stood up. Our movements were more frantic this time, and soon his hands were moving down to my pants and pulling them over my hips, along with my underwear.

We didn’t have time for slow seduction. There would be time for that later. I lay bare before him as his eyes raced up and down my body, taking me in. He’d said he wanted to devour me, and his eyes were. I flushed and hoped he didn’t linger too long on the scar that marred my stomach. But he seemed too distracted by other parts of my body to notice.

“You have the most gorgeous skin, Aud. I want to taste all of it.” I wouldn’t mind that.

He dragged his hands from my chest downward, before getting up and pulling me to the edge of the bed so my legs hung down.

“Kandy didn’t like me going down on her. She was really self-conscious about it, so I stopped trying.” He kneeled and pulled my legs apart. “It was kind of a relief, because, honestly, it made things go quicker. That probably should have been a red flag.” He leaned forward and licked my opening with his tongue, causing my hips to thrust toward his mouth. I tried not to think about the fact that he was talking about his ex while he was going down on me. She didn’t matter.

“But you, Aud. You’re different.” He licked again and a moan escaped my mouth.

“I could do this,” lick, “forever,” lick. A sweet burning sensation spread through my body as Will kissed and licked me, paying special attention to where I needed him most. Then he added one finger, slowly pushing inside me, before pulling out and thrusting in again.

For a guy who said he didn’t do this very much, he knew what he was doing. He added a second finger to the first, stretching me.

I moved my hands into his hair for something to hold onto. I tried not to rip his hair out as I felt myself rising, rising, rising.

“I’m almost there,” I moaned.

“Come on, baby. Come for me. Let go.” I couldn’t remember saying anything during my previous sexual encounters. Talking seemed strange and awkward somehow. But everything was different with Will.

“Come on baby,” he said again and thrust one more time with his fingers and that was it.

“Oh f**k, Will!” I came hard. Harder than I had in a while. I’d been in a mast***ation rut lately, and more often than not, I gave up and fell asleep before I could finish. Being with another person was so different than being by yourself. Seeing him as he kissed me, worshipped my body, was a better turn-on than anything else.

“Shitfuck, you face is so beautiful when you come. I want to see you like that every day. Every f**king day, Aud.”

He kissed me at the intersection of my legs and then started kissing his way back up my body.

“Ready?”

I only nodded and brought his mouth back to mine, before breaking away to roll on the condom. He adjusted himself and brushed my hair away from my face with his thumbs.

I was ready for him. I’d been ready since the first day I’d met him.

“Please, Will.” That was all it took for him to push inside me.

“Oh, God,” I moaned as he kept pushing. As if he was afraid of hurting me.

“Am I hurting you?” he said, his voice tight with concentration.

“No. Will, I’m not a virgin.” Shock flashed across his face. This was probably a conversation we should have had before this moment, but we hadn’t.

“I’m not a virgin Will.” To further prove my point, I crossed my legs behind his back and thrust my hips upward, taking all of him inside me.

“You’re not going to hurt me. Please, Will.” I dug my nails into his back, hoping it would spur him into action.

It worked.

He leaned down and kissed me once before pulling out and thrusting into me. This time he wasn’t as gentle.

“Harder, Will. More.” I urged him and coaxed him and that was all it took for him to move the way I wanted him to.

“You feel so good, Aud. So good.” So did he. His body fit perfectly inside mine, hitting all the right spots with each thrust and I knew I was going to come again. Under my fingers, Will’s muscles tensed as he pounded into me.

“Shit, Will.” I almost never swore, but I couldn’t help the curse word from coming from my lips as I reached orgasm again.

Will thrust into me a few more times and then groaned above me. He’d said my face was beautiful when I came, and his was too.

He smiled down at me and leaned down to kiss my nose before he rolled to the side, still inside me. I kept my arms wrapped around him. I never wanted to let him go. Now that we’d been together, I knew that trying to just be friends with him was ludicrous. Will and I would never just be friends.

“I love you,” he said.

“I love you, too.”

13

I still couldn’t believe that she was naked in front of me, let alone the fact that we’d just had sex. No, that wasn’t sex. Being with Audrey was something else entirely.