Unconditional Love (Journey of Love #1)(10)
Author: Kelly Elliott

It didn’t take long before she had her hands in my hair and was pushing my face deeper into her. Oh yeah, she likes this.

“Lark, oh God…not again…it’s…oh God! Yes! Feels…oh…” When I pushed two fingers inside her she began calling out even more and I could feel her squeezing my fingers. I spread her open just a bit to stretch her and she about jumped off the bed.

Fuck. She was so tight. I wasn’t going to last long.

I quickly jumped up and grabbed my pants and reached for the condom inside my pocket.

I crawled back onto the bed and looked into her eyes as she came down from her high.

“Baby, I’m going to make love to you now.” Her eyes widened as she watched me open the condom packet.

She quickly sat up and said, “Wait. Stop.”

Oh dear God, please don’t let her change her mind.

“Have you always used a condom when you’ve had sex?”

What? I can’t believe she’s asking me this.

“Always, even with Nik…” My voice trailed off and she tilted her head slightly and gave me a strange look.

Fuck. What in the hell made me almost bring up Nikki?

I quickly shook the feeling I had deep in the pit of my stomach and said, “I’ve never had sex before without wearing a condom.”

She smiled and said, “Never?”

I shook my head and said, “Never. I get tested a few times a year and I’m clean.”

She looked down and then back up to my eyes. “I’ve never been with anyone, so obviously I’m clean and I’m on the pill. I don’t want anything to be between us.”

My heart slammed in my chest. I’d never in my life felt this way. For the first time in my life, I didn’t want a barrier between a girl and me. “Azurdee…” I whispered.

Her face dropped and she quickly said, “It’s okay. I’m sorry I even suggested it.”

Everything was spinning around in my head. I wanted nothing more than to make love to her and feel her completely, but I had to guard my heart.

Guarda mi corazón.

This was my barrier. No condom would make the emotions too raw. Too real. Every girl I’d been with since Nikki had always been just about the sex. Nothing more.

I looked down into her beautiful eyes and saw how confused and scared she was. This girl was doing things to me that had me so damn confused. I closed my eyes and felt her lay back down.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have even asked such a thing…I just…” Her voice trailed off.

“Maybe we should just stop,” she said as she began to move away from me. I snapped my eyes open and whispered, “Don’t. Please don’t leave.”

She froze in place and slowly took in a deep breath. I took the condom and dropped it to the floor.

“I want to feel you completely, mi amor. I need to feel you. If you’re sure.” I couldn’t even believe what I was saying. My head was screaming for me to stop but my heart…my heart was screaming for her. “Lay back, Azurdee. Please.”

She slowly laid back and her beautiful brown hair spread across the pillow.

I placed my hand on her leg and she jumped slightly. I moved in between her and pushed her legs open as I reached over and in one swift move unclasped her bra in the front, allowing her breasts to spring free.

“Motherfucker. You’re perfect in every way,” I said as she smiled, a slight pink flush moving across her cheeks. She sat up a little and I removed her bra and tossed it on the floor. I leaned down and took one of her nipples into my mouth as she let out a soft low moan that moved through my body like a warm sensation.

“Oh God, Lark,” she said as her hands moved through my hair. When she grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled it I almost moved and slammed my dick in her.

Slow. Must go slow.

I gently bit down on her nipple as she softly said my name. I moved over to her other nipple and gave it equal time.

I looked up at her and she had her eyes closed and was moving her head back and forth, letting out sweet moan after sweet moan. I couldn’t wait a minute longer. I began kissing up her chest and along her neck. She opened her eyes and gave me that smile that had been haunting my dreams for months.

“Azurdee, I’m going to make love to you now,” I said as I stared into her eyes.

She smiled bigger and said, “Okay.”

I wanted to laugh at how innocent she was. I knew she was scared, but she tried so hard to seem like she wasn’t.

I brushed my lips against her lips and was shocked when she sucked in my lower lip and gently bit down on it. Shit. I couldn’t wait to fuck her and fuck her hard. I had a feeling she would like it rough.

I reached down and slipped two fingers inside of her and began moving my fingers in and out.

“Jesus…you’re so wet, Azurdee. Do you want me?”

Her eyes flashed with nothing but pure lust. “Yes. More than you know.”

I pulled my fingers out and put them in my mouth and sucked on them as Azurdee let out a gasp. “You taste like heaven.”

I placed my hand on the side of her face and gently kissed her as I slowly began to push myself into her a little bit at a time.

I felt her tense up so I pulled out some. “Mi amor, you need to relax.”

She nodded her head, and as I pushed in a little more, she let out a whimper so I stopped. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop,” she whispered.

I ran my thumb across her cheek and pushed in a little more. Her eyes locked onto mine. “I’m almost all the way. Relax, Azurdee.”

I literally felt her whole body relax as I pushed in all the way. I dropped my head and let out a moan. I’d never felt something so amazing in my life. I wasn’t sure if it was just because I was having sex for the first time with no condom or if it was because I was making love to Azurdee.

I slowly began moving in and out of her body. I wasn’t going to last long but I needed to give her an orgasm, and I would hold off as long as I could to make her feel good.

“Lark…” she whispered, and my heart dropped at hearing her say Lark. I wanted to hear her say Michael so damn bad. I closed my eyes and continued to move in and out, pushing those feelings deep down inside. I pushed a little deeper and she let out a gasp and I snapped my eyes open. “Did I hurt you, mi amor?”

The moment I saw the tear slide down her face my whole world stopped. If I had hurt her I would never forgive myself.

She slowly shook her head and whispered, “No. I’ve never felt…something so amazing in my life. Please don’t stop.”