Bayou Moon (The Edge #2)(97)
Author: Ilona Andrews

Pete’s stare pinned Kaldar like a dagger. "So, ask yourself, nephew, do you really want to hand that monster-making blueprint to the world in exchange for one life?"

"It’s not our problem," Erian said. "Why are all of you ignoring me? It’s not our problem!"

Mikita shook his head. "It is our problem. We are the Mars. It was made by our in-law on the land that’s now in our family. We are responsible."

Aunt Pete stomped her foot. "There is a bigger responsibility here. Human responsibility. Vernard knew enough to hide this thing – mad as he was, he locked it away and hid it from humanity. It’s not right to let this knowledge out!"

Kaldar threw his arms out. "Who the hell cares if the Weird’s nobles kill each other? What did they ever do for us?"

"What he says does have some merit." Richard drummed his fingers on the desk.

Aunt Pete studied him as if he were an insect. "Who are you people?"

William looked at the Mars and knew Aunt Pete would lose. They wanted Gustave back. They were family and family looked out for their own first. He looked at Cerise’s face, lit from within by hope. He remembered her head against his chest, how it felt to hold her, the smell of her hair, the hot, sweet taste of her mouth . . .

"We can arrange an exchange someplace public …" Kaldar said.

William rose from his chair. "No."

Cerise’s eyes found him.

Kaldar frowned. "You said something, blueblood?"

William ignored him. "Adrianglia and Louisiana are grinding against each other. They can’t afford to let the other side have any advantage. Once Spider learns that you’ve got the journal, he will try to wipe you out. Once Adrianglia learns that you have it, they will do the same."

He found Cerise’s gaze. "Listen to me. Everyone in this room will die. Everyone. They will kill you, they will murder your kids, they will burn your house, they will shoot your dogs. They will obliterate you. It would be as if you never existed."

"You seem very sure of that." Richard’s quiet voice echoed through the silent room.

William almost snarled. Because they will order me to do it.

"Adrianglia doesn’t know about the journal," Erian said.

"They will very shortly. Burn it. Burn the fucking journal and never speak of it again."

Cerise was looking at him. There was something in her eyes, suspicion, hurt, anger, he couldn’t tell. Whatever it was, it reached deep down into his chest and jerked at his heart.

If he told her the whole truth now, if he told her about the Mirror, he would lose her. But if he could make her understand, she would live.

"How will Adrianglia know about the journal, William?" she asked, her voice very soft.

The wild howled and screamed inside him. No! Shut up. Shut the hell up. Don’t lose the woman!

"Last night I used a drone bug to send the complete report to Zeke Wallace," William told her.

The room shrank to the two of them. He was ice calm. There was no going back.

"You’re not a bounty hunter," she said.

"No."

"Is Adrianglia paying you to kill Spider?" she asked.

"No. They don’t mind if I kill him, but I’m not here for him. I’m here for the Box and the journal. That’s what the Mirror wants, and they will order me to slaughter the lot of you to get it."

"You lied to me."

"I meant the rest of it," he snarled. "Wolves mate for life and you’re my mate."

"Wolf?" Erian jumped off his chair. "William Wolf? The one the freaks are so scared of? And you brought William Wolf into the family? Are you out of your mind? He’s a fucking changeling."

William bared his teeth.

Erian caught himself but it was too late. Cerise was staring at him, half-risen from her chair, her face bloodless.

"Erian," she said.

Erian stumbled backward, looking lost.

"It was you." Cerise’s voice brimmed with pain. "You sold my father and mother to the Hand."

"My own brother." Richard’s face contorted and for a moment he couldn’t speak. The desk creaked under the pressure of his white-knuckled hands. "Why?"

"Because somebody had to," Erian snarled. His hands shook. "Because neither you nor that fucking waste of space that’s our other brother would do anything. I saw our father die. I remember everything: the shot, the blood, the look in his eyes, everything! You know what Gustave told me at the funeral? He told me, ‘You will get your revenge.’ I waited for revenge. Years I waited, but he didn’t give a fuck about it, oh no, he was happy squatting in this house, our father’s house, letting his spoiled brat daughter run the place. He would’ve grown fat and happy, while our father rotted in the ground. Every year I came to him, and every year he told me, ‘It’s not time, Erian. We can’t afford a feud right now.’ It would never be time, so yes, I fucking did it. I gave the Sheeriles an edge. I gift-wrapped Gustave for them, because if he stayed here, the feud would never end. Now the Sheeriles are dead. Our father is watching from above and he’s happy, Richard. You hear me? He is happy!"

Richard’s face turned white. "I must kill you," he said very calmly. "Somebody give me a sword."

Cerise rose. "Uncle Hugh and Mikita, take Erian out. Lock him in the north building. Make sure he can’t hurt himself."

Erian bared his teeth. Hugh hit him on the back of the head. Erian’s eyes rolled back in their orbits, and he sagged down in Mikita’s arms. They carried him from the room.

Cerise turned to William.

"If you bargain for the journal, you will die," he said. "If you go to fight Spider, you will die, too. Don’t. Don’t do it."

"I don’t have a choice," she said. "I can’t live knowing that I had a chance to keep thousands of people from dying and I did nothing."

CERISE clenched her teeth. Her heart pounded in her chest. Her mouth tasted bitter. Erian. Of all people, it had to be Erian.

Her legs had turned to wet cotton. Her chest constricted. She wanted to bend over and cradle the hot knot of pain in the pit of her stomach, but the entire family was here, watching her, waiting to see what she would say, and she held it in.

William stood alone, in the middle of the room, his face pale. She looked into his eyes and saw it all: pain, grief, fury, fear, and resignation. He thought she would leave him. Why not, everybody else in his life did.

"You’re a Mirror spy?" she asked softly.

"Yes." His voice was low and ragged.

She sighed. "I wish you had mentioned it earlier."

It took a second to penetrate. Amber rolled over his eyes. Shock slapped his face. It lasted only a moment, but the relief in his eyes was so obvious, it filled her with anger. Anger at the monsters who had damaged him, anger at Erian, anger at the Hand . . . Her hands shook, and she clenched them together.