Belonging to the Steer Brothers

Seeing the disgust on Paul’s face had been more than she could bear.

“So you decided to come home?” David said. She smiled and nodded her head. His gaze moved up and down her body. He’d see the extra pounds she’d put on from eating too much chocolate ice cream. Her br**sts were larger from the extra weight, and her clothes she’d left behind wouldn’t fit either. “Aren’t you going to talk to me?”

“Hi, David.” She left the taxi door open and made her way towards him. After a second of debating whether to give him a cuddle, the thought was taken out of her hands as he embraced her.

For a second she closed her eyes and simply enjoyed the feeling of being held. While she’d been away she hadn’t found anyone to replace the comfort her Steer men could provide.

“It’s so good to have you back,” he said.

A lump formed in the back of her throat, and it took all of her willpower to keep her emotions in check.

“I’ve missed you, too.” Anna turned back to the taxi and pulled her bag from the bag. She handed over the cost of the fare and asked him to open up the boot. David stood waiting for her. “Two bags?”

“I travel light.”

There was a difference between them. The easy banter wasn’t present, and the conversation seemed strained.

“Paul’s missed you,” he said.

“I doubt it.”

“Don’t, Anna. He’s missed you, and it hasn’t been the same the last few years. You didn’t come back for your birthday or Christmas. We’ve missed those times.”

She licked her lips and glanced at the floor. What more could she say? How could she have stuck around after that last argument?

“Times change. People moved on. Have you got a girlfriend?” she asked. If he did, she had the time to get back into the taxi and leave. She hadn’t thought to ask if he did.

Waiting for an answer was the worst kind of torture.

“You know me better than that.” He grabbed her bags, and they headed for the front of the door. Paul stood there watching them.

Anna couldn’t move. The reason why she left stood in the doorway.

“Hello, Anna,” Paul said.

His voice sent shivers through her body. How could he do that with words? Did he have a special kind of magic which he reserved for her and her alone?

“Hello, Paul.”

Again with the awkwardness.

“Why don’t we get inside? We can all catch up.”

Anna started up the steps, and Paul moved out of the way to let her pass. “Do I still have the same room?” she asked.

“Yes. You don’t have to do that. We can sort it out,” Paul said.

“No. I want to put my things away. David, would you mind following me up?”

“Lead the way, princess.”

She smiled and walked up the flight of stairs. Her heart thudded against her chest. No place had ever felt more like home than the Steer house, a decadent building with furniture dating back as long as a hundred years ago. She recalled David telling her the importance of heritage and how vital it was to keep the blood of your line flowing in your veins. After living in a city, the town of Cape Falls seemed really small and backward. In the past three years she’d seen so much. The support out there was nothing like the ridicule people found here. Just on the taxi ride through the town, she’d seen a difference. Not a single woman walked round in a mini-skirt.

Conscious of David behind her, she tried to get her thoughts in check. She opened the door and stared at her room. Nothing had changed. The furniture sat in the same place with her bed in line with the window. Her curtains were closed, and her en suite bathroom door was open.

“We kept it the same way you left it. Paul and I figured you might come back.”

Tears welled in her eyes. She was touched that they’d cared enough to leave the stuff she’d left behind. “Thank you.”

“Don’t worry about it.”

He brushed past her and placed the bags on her bed. “Do you want me to give you a hand unpacking?”

She shook her head. “I’d like a few minutes by myself. If that’s all right?”

“Yeah. Take all the time in the world.” He stopped next to her on the way out. “I meant what I said. I’m glad your home.” David laid a kiss against her temple before he left.

Anna stared at the closed door of her bedroom. How she wished she could have leaned into his touch. Three years she’d starved herself.

Going to her bags, she pulled one up and began to unpack. In her drawers, she found the clothes she’d left behind. Shirts, jeans, dresses and skirts. One by one she pulled them out and placed each item against her body. Some would have to go. Pulling all of her old clothes out, she stacked them on the desk next to the far wall. She’d go through them next week and see what still fit her. The rest she’d bag up and take to a second hand clothing store. Someone else might find some use in her old clothes.

Turning round to go back to the bed, she knocked something off the corner of the desk. Frowning, Anna bent down and picked up the picture frame.

The picture was a photo of Paul, David and herself, taken on the day of her eighteenth birthday. She stood between the two brothers. Paul had one arm wrapped around her waist, and David had one across her shoulders. Taking the picture, she sat on the edge of her bed. They looked like a happy family. Who would have thought within two years, she’d have left?

A splash of water hit the glass, and Anna was shocked to find herself crying. The biggest mistake of her life had been running out of the house. She should have taken the time to think her actions over, not react at the first hint of trouble. Growling at her own stupidity, she put the framed photo by her bed and finished unpacking her stuff.

So much time had passed. Loving the Steer brothers seemed to cause her nothing but trouble. In the photo she’d been so happy. Her life had been perfect. In her own little ideal world she’d imagined being married to them. A fairy tale if she’d ever heard of one. No one married two men. The idea was scandalous.

Running fingers through her hair she went into her bathroom and started the shower. Travelling had left a nasty feel to her skin.

****

David found his brother in the kitchen pouring a drink.

“Where’s our house guest?” he asked.

“Getting herself together. She might take some time.” David sat at the counter and took the cup offered to him.

“How do you think she’s feeling?” Paul asked.