Noah (The Mitchell/Healy Family #1)(35)
Author: Jennifer Foor

He shoved it all the way in and held still. “When I tell you to stop movin’ you need to listen. I don’t have protection, and I ain’t ready to be a daddy yet. Hell, I don’t even know what I’m ready to be. Your pu**y feels too damn good to be able to last a long time, darlin’. It’s been a real long time since anything has felt this good.”

I appreciated the compliment so much that I felt myself blushing. He was telling me that my pu**y was tight and I was turning red.

I was pathetic.

Noah leaned down and kissed me so passionately that I forgot how aggressive we’d done it just moments before. This time when our tongues met they moved gracefully together. I savored his passion and felt him start to move in and out of me. I know I’d come on strong, but it had all been an act. I had no idea how to be sexy, and most certainly no experience with seduction. All of my actions in the past couple of days I’d learned from watching late night Skinemax with my ex, who never seemed to notice that they weren’t really having sex at all.

I for one, couldn’t help but notice that the man was always humping the woman’s belly button.

“Look at me, darlin’. Doesn’t it feel good?”

I nodded, unable to still accept that I was having sex with Noah. It was really happening and it felt so darn good. “Yes. Don’t stop. Just keep going.”

He kissed me again, and I ran both of my hands through his dark hair. Noah sucked hard on my lip, while moving his hips at a steady pace. He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around his back before sitting up and holding onto my hips. “Yeah, that’s it. Relax, Shalan. I can feel that pu**y respondin’ to me.”

I could feel the walls of my vagina contracting as he trudged deep and then pulled back out. His thumb rubbed on my clit, like he’d done outside earlier. Tiny cries escaped me as my legs began to shake. Noah held them up and smiled, obviously knowing that I was going into sudden convulsions for a reason. “I’m coming!” I screamed loudly, not caring if the person in the next room could hear me.

I closed my eyes and focused on what was happening. It was almost like I was having an out-of-body experience. I knew it was happening, but it was as if I was watching it happen from the ceiling. My body tightened and I let go, allowing the waves of pleasure to take control of my mind, body and soul.

I’d had orgasms before, but only the ones I’d given to myself. I’d never had one from plain intercourse alone, or any other way with a man.

Noah continued rubbing my clit, causing my body to jerk each time with new waves of enjoyment. He kept his eyes fixed on mine, even when I struggled to keep them open. I watched him licking his lips and getting off on the euphoria he was taking me to.

How could someone like him, so strong and loyal, want someone like me, so pitiful and hopeless?

Why was I thinking about all of these things while this amazing specimen of a man was having sex with me?

He caught on quick, stopping in place and looking down at me. Then I did something that ruined the night completely.

I started to cry.

“I’m so sorry. I don’t mean to –“

“Shh.” He wiped my eyes and kissed me softly, while pulling out of me and resting his head next to me on the same pillow. “Don’t do this, Shalan. Don’t regret tonight.”

I reached up and touched his face. “I wouldn’t ever.”

He kissed me again, letting his lips linger once more. “Then what?”

“I’m nothing, Noah. Tonight won’t change that. I can pretend to be sexy, and give you the best night of my life, but it isn’t me. All of that stuff from earlier was just a show. I’ve never been with someone like you, someone so experienced.”

“Jesus, woman. It ain’t like I wrote the book on all things sex. Sure I’ve had a few partners. That don’t mean I can’t experience new things. You think I care about that?” He rolled over and wiped his face, and then turned his attention to me. “I’ve been with my share of women, that much is true, but never have any of them made me want them the way that I want you. Maybe it’s because we’re away from home, and for once there ain’t any rules. Does it really matter why I want you, and why you want me? Does it matter when I can make you feel as good as you felt a couple seconds ago?”

I shrugged and sniffled, knowing he was being nice when I was a blubbering mess. “I feel like a whore. I mean, I just broke up with my boyfriend and now I’m here, in bed with you. We barely know one another. I don’t want you to think I’m doing this so I can stay with you.”

He took both of my hands and brought them to his lips. “Are you sleepin’ with me so you can stick around?”

I shook my head. “Of course not.”

“I want you, and I don’t give a damn if this is your first time, or your ten-thousandth. I still want you. Now climb back on top of me and quit that cryin’. The only time you should be cryin’ is when you’re callin’ out my name.”

“What if I suck?”

He laughed again. “Can I tell you a secret?”

“Yes.”

“You give head like a champion, and act or not, that thing you did with your pu**y was the f**kin’ hottest damn thing I’ve ever seen. I don’t want you to pretend, Shalan. I want you to spread those legs and let me f**k you, because you want me as bad as I want you. It’s your decision. I’ll take a cold shower and try again tomorrow if I need to. Say the word and I’ll get out of this bed.”

I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I couldn’t help myself. Noah wasn’t just a sexy man. He’d given me more in two days than anyone I could even remember, or have known longer. In some ways he was like an angel, a dark one of course, to take me to the brink of ecstasy and leave me with fulfillment.

I tried to deny my attraction, though it seemed like every time I did he was doing something else that made me want him more.

Knowing that he could walk out of my life at any moment, I decided to throw caution to the wind and give him my all, even if it were only for this one night. Though he’d promised to stick around to fill in for the band member that was sick, he and I both knew he could still walk away at any time. Nothing was keeping a man like him put in this city. I could only assume that he was sticking around to make sure I had enough cash to get by on my own. I didn’t know everything about him, but I knew that much.

Before I could answer, I felt my body being lifted and placed perfectly over his so that my pu**y was right smack in his face. “Close your eyes and let me show you what it’s like to be with a real man.”