Risking Fate (Mitchell Family #4)(74)
Author: Jennifer Foor

“You have it,” she whispered.

My thumb separated her lips right before my tongue dove into her heat. I was trying so hard to be easy on her body, but the more turned on she got the hornier it made me. Pleasing my wife made me happy, but I needed to be inside of her and I knew we couldn’t. One good thing came out of Miranda’s C-section and that was that her perfect little pu**y was untouched. I devoured her into my mouth, sucking and licking every single inch of it until she cried out and clenched her hands into the covers.

I kissed my way up her body, but it wasn’t fast enough as she grabbed me by my hair and pulled my mouth onto hers. I noticed two things. She was tasting herself on my mouth and she wasn’t holding back anymore. Miranda’s hands were all over my chest and suddenly diving down into my pants. I felt her nails sliding over my dick before she took it into her hand. When she pulled away from my kisses I got confused.

“What’s wrong?”

She looked down at my fully erect c**k that she was still holding and broke into a crying fit again. “Babe, I’m so sorry, I just can’t do this. I can’t stop seeing you with her.”

Yeah, I pretty much went limp instantly and boy did I feel like a real piece of shit.

I pulled Miranda into my chest and held her tight against me. “It was too soon. I just miss you so much. I thought if we could reconnect, you wouldn’t have any more doubts. I’m trying so hard here.”

She sniffled and ran her fingertips over my chest. “I know. I’m sorry too. I do want you, Ty. I miss you so much it’s killin’ me inside. I just keep seeing it in my head. It won’t go away.”

I couldn’t be mad at her. I kept picturing it too. Over and over again I saw Heather sitting on my face. “I know. I hate this.”

She put her chin on my chest and looked up at me. I lifted my head on one of my arms and looked down at her. “Ty, we can get past this.”

My other hand ran through her beautiful blonde hair. “You can’t know that.”

“I do know, because I know you and I are forever. I can’t promise it will be tomorrow, but I know I can’t live without you. I can’t lay here with you and not be moved by your love for me. Whatever happened that night, it has nothing to do with our love, I know that for sure. I can’t forget, but I forgive you Ty. I forgive you because you make my life perfect. I forgive you because you’re the best father to our children. I forgive you because you’re a father to Bella, when you never had to be. I forgive you because when you touch me a fire ignites between us that nobody else could ever make me feel. I forgive you because I know in my heart that you’ve always belonged to me and because you always will.” She kissed my chest and let her head lay down against it.

I picked her up and pulled her to be side by side with me. “Always.”

“Yeah.” She reached over to kiss me, but the baby monitor started screaming at us and we froze at first contact. We both started laughing.

“Guess we should get used to this.” I stood up and started getting dressed.

Miranda took her time and I handed her the clothes off the floor so she didn’t have to bend down. Since I only put my pants back on, I helped her slip her clothes back on and get off the bed. As we walked into the boy’s room and I picked up a very soaked Jake, Miranda caught my attention. “After we get them changed and fed, I want to continue where we left off.”

“Okay, we can talk more later.”

“I don’t want to talk at all. We need to push through this. I have needs.”

“Smack my ass and call me Sally, are you saying what I think you are, you sexy as shit mother of my kids?” I handed Miranda Jake and he took to her tit like he was underneath a milkshake machine. “Damn, look at my boy go.”

She started laughing. “Just remember, they now have first dibs on the melons.”

“Only my spawn get that privilege, ain’t that right boys?” I kissed Jax before changing his diaper, while my wife sat in the rocking chair, finally giving me one of my favorite things she had been keeping from me.

Her beautiful smile.

Chapter 28

Miranda

I thought I didn’t want Ty to touch me, that I needed more time before I could get over my initial shock of what he’d done, but the more I pushed him away, the more I longed to be with him. After talking to Colt, I realized that if I wanted to get back to where we were, I had to move forward. When my husband came in the house and told me he wanted me, I can’t even describe how I felt. It was both exciting and terrifying for me.

At first I held back, because I was so focused on trying to not think about those pictures. My body began to shake when his hands touched my skin for the first time. It wasn’t like he hadn’t touched me lately; he just hadn’t tried to touch me like that.

I must have been fooling myself when I thought I could resist him. Ty could look at me and make me want him, especially when I was angry with him. He knew exactly what to say to get to me and where to touch me to make me beg for more.

I was surprised it had taken him so long to make an attempt, although with my health being in question, I could understand why he’d waited. Two weeks may have not been a long time, but for our sex life, it felt like an eternity. I may have been angry with my husband, but I had needs too and he was the only man who could fulfill them.

Technically, Ty and I were supposed to wait at least four weeks to have sex. He didn’t know this, but I’d had sex one week after having Bella. It wasn’t anything he would ever want to know anyway, so I just never told him. Besides, Tucker wasn’t exactly big in the, what Ty would call, meat department. I hardly think he could have even done damage at all. Ty on the other hand was the perfect size, but knowing that I hadn’t had a vaginal delivery with the twins, I knew that I wasn’t in any danger of ripping anything down there. My only concern was the healing staples on my stomach, but as long as we took things slow, I knew we could do it.

After Ty’s kisses and him going down on me, the last thing I wanted to do was stop, but our boys were awake and they needed to be fed. Since they were feeding so often, my milk was coming in faster than they were drinking it and I found myself pumping just to keep from changing my shirt every five minutes. I found it to be exhausting, but Ty was happy to be able to feed our sons too.

Being the amazing father that he was, he went out and bought two matching chairs when we found out we had two boys instead of just one. When they both woke up at the same time, it was nice to have room for both of us to be in.