Sophomore Switch(19)
Author: Abby McDonald

All right.

“Morgan?” After a loop through the house, I spot a familiar mane of blond hair in the lounge. I greet her with relief. “Hi, how are you?”

“Em?” Morgan squints at me from the couch. She’s wearing a draped, glittery top and sitting on a muscular blond boy who is most definitely not Ryan. “You came?”

“Yup.” I remind myself to smile. “What have I missed?”

“Nothing much.” She giggles. “Right, Ben?” He nods, jiggling her on his lap so she squeals and pretends to bat his hands away.

“Stop it!”

“You stop it.”

“I’m serious!”

I wait awkwardly while they flirt until I spy Brooke by the loudspeakers, swaying rhythmically in the middle of a group of guys.

“I’ll see you later.” Leaving Morgan to her hunk, I watch the makeshift dance floor for a moment before approaching. A couple of girls are grinding away like they’re in MTV videos, but the rest look casual enough, nothing but bobbing in time with the loud beat. I can do this.

“Emmy!” Brooke squeals immediately, hugging me tight and pulling me into the group. “I’m so glad you’re here!”

Dancing is a good move. Nobody tries to talk over the shaking bass, and soon I’m breathless and having something close to fun.

“I need a break,” Brooke calls, miming a drink. I nod, following her out of the tangle of people and through to the crowded kitchen. “Wow,” Brooke gasps, grabbing a red plastic cup from the table by the keg and pushing a space for me beside her. “Cool crowd, right?”

“Right,” I agree, taking my own cup. It is a party, I suppose, and after all that dancing, the beer is cool and refreshing. “Do you go to these often?”

“Every week, sometimes more.” Brooke scans the room quickly. “It’s what college is for.” She grins. “That and fifty grand of student loans.”

I gasp. “That’s terrible!”

“Tell me about it.” She shrugs, her loose red top shimmering with the movement. “So I may as well have as much fun as I can before I’m doomed to earn it all back.”

“Good plan.” I tip my cup to hers in a toast. She quickly downs the rest of hers.

“Screw this, how about some shots?”

I hesitate.

“C’mon, just the one. Trust me, it’ll be fun.”

There it is again, the F-word, dangling just out of reach.

“Sure,” I decide, linking my arm through hers. “Why not?”

“Yay!” she cries, tugging me out onto the back porch. It’s slightly quieter there, and some boys are playing a strange game involving beer cups and Ping-Pong balls. “Sam, you still got that Cuervo?”

I stop with a jolt. I haven’t seen him since the scene at the beach, but I’ve definitely thought of him — and my complete ineptitude. I wonder if he considers me an utter idiot. Thankfully, Sam doesn’t seem to notice any awkwardness. He hugs Brooke and then turns to me.

“Emily.” He grins, blue eyes gleaming. “How’ve you been?”

“Great,” I answer as he pulls me into a long embrace. His jeans actually fit instead of falling around his crotch, and his black shirt makes those ice-blue eyes stand out even more.

“Get a room,” another male voice exclaims, and I draw back to see an athletic-looking guy with close-cropped black hair. He’s tossing a Ping-Pong ball from hand to hand. “Are you in this game or not?”

“Lay off,” Sam calms him. “Let’s give these girls what they came for, OK?”

Brooke blushes. “Hey, Louis.” She grins, broadcasting her crush for everyone to see. His eyes graze her body, and evidently she passes his test because soon he’s chatting and flirting with her.

“So, you ever done tequila shots before?” Sam looks down at me intently.

“Of course.” I laugh, deciding I’ve seen enough films to fake it. “Lime and salt?”

“The lady’s demanding.” He laughs. “I like it. OK, everyone, it’s on!”

He produces a row of shot glasses and lines them up on the edge of the table. Louis fetches the accessories, and soon I’m staring at the glass of innocuous-looking amber liquid.

“One.” The three of them lick salt from the back of their hands. I follow, half a beat behind. “Two!” Sam yells, downing his shot. I do the same and almost choke from the oily, bitter taste. “Three!” I stuff the lime slice in my mouth, shuddering, and suck hard to rid myself of that awful tequila taste.

“Ugh!” Brooke’s face is screwed up. “Why doesn’t that get any easier?”

“No pain, no gain.” Louis slips an arm around her. “Now what do you say we whip these pussies at beer pong?”

“Emily?” Sam raises his eyebrows. I nod, feeling the strange warmth in my chest as the tequila burns its way down the inside of my body.

“You’ll have to teach me, though.”

“My pleasure.” Sam grins, and I think that perhaps I haven’t ruined it with him after all.

A victorious beer pong game leads to more dancing, and soon the night is a blur of laughter and Sam’s body is pressed warm against me. “I’ll be right back,” I promise, levering myself up from the porch seat when the need for a toilet break can no longer be denied.

“You better.” Sam keeps his fingers intertwined with mine as I back away. “Otherwise I’ll send out a search-and-rescue team.”

With a glow that has nothing to do with alcohol, I go in search of a free bathroom. It’s a futile task, I know, and eventually I’m resigned to crossing my legs at the back of a long line. Nonetheless, I’m grinning.

He likes me.

“Hey, Ryan!” I call out, seeing a familiar Thermals T-shirt wind its way through the crowd.

“Emily.” He stops, confused. “Having fun?”

“Tons!” I exclaim before I register that his tone is sarcastic. “What about you?”

He shrugs, scruffy in skinny black jeans. “Have you seen Morgan? I kind of need to talk to her.”

“Umm.” I lean back against the wall and try to think. “She was in the lounge last time I saw her, but that was hours ago.”

“Thanks.” He’s gone before I remember what Morgan was doing the last time I saw her — and who she was doing it with. Evidently she’s still at it, because my bathroom line has barely inched forward before Ryan storms back down the hallway, his face set and furious.