Twinsequences (Twisted Twin #1)(16)
Author: Jennifer Foor

I didn’t know the person that had wrote in that diary. She wasn’t the sister that I’d loved since birth.

“We need to head back today.”

I nodded. “Okay. I know you have to get back to work.”

He smiled and leaned over to kiss me slowly on the lips. “I don’t want to go anywhere, but the longer this goes on, the worse it’s going to get. She’s up to something. She wouldn’t have gone to extremes to get you here if she weren’t. We need to be prepared, Willow.”

“For what? What can she possibly do to us?” I didn’t understand. I got that they had to get a divorce, but what wasn’t he telling me?

“Willow, I’ve been married to your sister for four years. At first it was just an arrangement, but at some point, before I knew what she’d done, we tried to build a relationship. We…we did what married people do.” He looked so disappointed in himself.

“Stosh, I know. I don’t hate you for that. You did what you thought was the right thing.” Just the thought of him being intimate with her made me cringe. It wasn’t anything new. I’d thought they were together after Prom. For some reason this was a little easier to take. “It doesn’t change the way I feel about you. I’ve been with other people, too. If we’re going to be together, we need to live for the future and leave the past behind us.”

He stood up and started walking around the room, scratching his head. “I want to be with you. I just don’t see it being easy. Have you even considered what our parents are going to say? Ivy will make them all hate us. Are you willing to give up your parents to be with me?”

I opened my mouth to answer, but my cell phone started to ring.

We both looked at each other. “It’s her. What do I say?”

“She doesn’t know I have the diary. You have to make her think everything is fine. Tell her you’re miserable.”

I let it ring four times before I picked up.

Hello?

Will, it’s me. How are things going?

I guess they’re fine. He sat me down last night and talked about us not being on the same page. I guess you were right when you said things weren’t good.

Well, what did you say? Did you tell him you still want to be together?

Of course. He drank a few beers and passed out. I guess he didn’t want to talk about it anymore.

Stosh was in the corner winking at me. I could hardly contain myself from laughing.

Change of plans, sis. I need you to do whatever it takes to get him back in good graces with me. I don’t care how far you have to go. Do you get what I’m saying?

You want me to sleep with your husband? What if he doesn’t want to sleep with me?

I had to cover the phone so she couldn’t hear me laughing. Stosh got down on his knees and started kissing my inner thighs.

Jesus! When do you guys get back?

Today.

I have hot outfits in my dresser. Seduce him tonight. I can’t lose him, do you understand?

Yeah, I get it. I just don’t think I can go through with something like that. I can’t just sleep with someone for the hell of it.

Please! She started to cry. I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t desperate. I am hoping to be back in two days.

Just hurry up. I should have never agreed to this.

I will be back as soon as I can.

I tossed the phone on the bed after she’d hung up. “She thinks we haven’t been together, but she wants me to try and sleep with you.”

He kissed my neck. “You don’t have to try. I’d give you anything.”

“Aren’t you curious to know where the hell she’s at? What kind of wife wants someone else to sleep with their husband? She claims to know how we felt about each other, but she’s purposely pushing us together. Do you think she’s had a change of heart? Maybe she’s trying to make it up to us?”

He stopped kissing me and placed the palm of his hand on my cheek. “I doubt it. You need to read the rest of the diary. You need to know everything, even if parts of it hurt you even more. I don’t want secrets between us.”

“What are you talking about? Why would I be mad at you?”

He picked up the diary and kissed me on the top of the head. “Just remember that I’ve only ever truly loved you. The words mean nothing without the actions.”

He left me sitting there, wondering what was happening. I was more afraid to open the book than ever before.

Feb 11th

Things have finally calmed down. My friends have gone off to college and I’m stuck in marriage hell. I can tell he’s as miserable as me. He puts on a fake smile and pretends to be happy, but I know a liar when I see one.

I can’t go back to my parents, so I need to do whatever it takes to make him happy. It’s time I started trying to be a real wife.

Feb 14th

I gave Stosh the best night of his life. He’s sleeping like a baby next to me. I know he liked it, because he went down on me for a good half hour. He couldn’t get enough of my sweet pu**y. At least he’s good at something. I wish my stupid sister didn’t delete her Facebook page. I’d love to rub that shit right in her face.

She says she met someone and they’re serious. Who knows with her? I guess I don’t care anymore anyway. I stole the guy. He’s eating out of the palm of my hand. As long as he’s willing to do what he did last night. I think this arrangement can work out.

March 26th

Stosh took me out to my favorite restaurant. For the past month, we’ve been a real couple. I think he’s really falling for me and maybe I’m falling for him too. I can see why Will loved him. He’s kind and generous and well endowed. Good thing he’s all mine.

April 7th

We talked about getting pregnant again. I think I’m ready. We’ve been so happy and I know we can make a beautiful family. I’d never pick favorites with my own children. Stosh will be a great father. I’m so in love with him.

She didn’t write anything until that following June.

June 13th

We took the test this morning. He held me in his arms until both lines filled that little stick. It’s too soon to tell the family, but I’ve never been happier. Maybe all I needed was to feel loved. I know I was wrong for the way I stole him away, but I don’t regret it. He’s everything to me.

I was vomiting in my mouth reading about her devotion to Stosh, so I ignored the next few months.

Sept 1st

We spent the night in the hospital. The doctor said there was nothing he could do. Our baby is gone and my chances of having another baby are slim to none. He suggested we look into other options for conceiving. Maybe this is what I get for being an awful person. Maybe I don’t deserve to be a mother.