Twinsequences (Twisted Twin #1)(19)
Author: Jennifer Foor

He got quiet for a second, like he dazed away. “I don’t want to have to wait long to be with you everyday. I can work from home. We can live wherever your new job is. Just tell me you’ll consider it. Tell me we have a chance.”

I picked at my pizza. “I hope we do.”

“You don’t sound convinced that it could happen.” I hated to see him look confused. I can’t imagine what the last couple months had been like for him. I understood why he hated her so much. There was just pieces to the puzzle that made no sense.

“Baby steps, Stosh.”

We dropped the topic of being together, probably because I was just so unsure. He was sick of hearing me say the wrong things. He didn’t understand that my heart had always belonged to him. Something was just off. I needed to figure out what it was.

A little later, after the sun went down, we cuddled up on the couch. He had his arms around me and held me tight. I kissed him with passion and let my lips linger over his. “Make love to me.”

He grabbed my face with both of his hands and held them there as he kissed me slowly. “My pleasure.”

We went slowly, removing one article of clothing at a time. He carried me into the bedroom and laid me down on his bed. I tried not to think about what he’d done with my sister there. It was hard not to picture it. Of course, it only made me want to try harder. I had this idea that I needed to be the best. I wanted to be unforgettable, so that he never had regrets. I teased him with my tongue, sliding it all the way down to his stiff erection. My palm massaged his balls, while I took his girth into my mouth. He closed his eyes and held onto my head as I used my mouth to pleasure him. My other hand jerked the bottom of his shaft. I got a rhythm going between my hand and my mouth. He started moving his hips as he got closer to exploding. I bobbed my head up and down harder and faster. The more I worked, the louder he moaned. He held my hair and pulled it as he held my head still. I tasted his release on my tongue and swallowed his whole load, before licking my lips and looking into his eyes. I kissed the tip and smiled.

“Wow!”

He pulled me up and kissed me. I backed away, not understanding that he could actually want to kiss me after that. But, he did. He kissed me hard, like he wanted to eat me. I loved how erotic it seemed. I grabbed at his shoulders and dug my nails into his back. He reached down and used his fingers to penetrate me. I could tell how wet I was. Sucking him off turned me on and I was ready to do it again. I enjoyed feeling his soft foreskin against my lips. Our tongues brushed and teased, while his thumb rubbed hard against my clit. My body began to buck. I filled with emotional bliss as I felt myself letting go. He pulled his fingers out of me and licked them while I watched. “Promise me, that whatever happens, you’ll come to me for an explanation first. When Ivy finds out that you know, she’ll make me look like the bad guy.”

“I promise. I won’t let her keep you from me, Stosh. Not this time!”

Chapter 10

You are dead to me.

It was hard for me to think about walking away from someone that I’d fantasized about being with my whole adult life. It didn’t help that he was everything I imagined and more. Stosh had swept me away in just two short days. There would never be enough time for me to be able to walk away from him and not be a mess over it.

We made love all night, never taking each other for granted. He invaded my soul and I let him. I memorized the musky scent of his skin and the way he felt against my fingers. We laughed together, and even cried together, knowing that I wasn’t going to be able to stay. As much as we tried to not think about it, I knew it was on both of our minds. I had to keep telling myself that it wasn’t forever. When the smoke cleared, we’d be together again.

Nothing was going to stand in our way this time.

In the middle of the night his phone rang. I knew it must have been important, since he hopped out of bed and went running into the living room.

I tried not to listen, but when he didn’t come back for five minutes, I started to worry that something bad happened.

I walked into the living room and saw him sitting there. He was holding his phone with his hands over his face. I rubbed his back while sitting next to him. “Are you alright?”

He shook his head but wouldn’t look up.

“Stosh, please talk to me. What is it? Did Ivy call you?”

He shook his head again. “I can’t tell you. You won’t understand.”

I grabbed his hand, but he pulled away and walked into the other room. It was important for me to give him a few minutes to calm down. Whatever happened, had really gotten to him.

I noticed his phone was still on the table. It was wrong for me to grab it. I shouldn’t have done it, but I couldn’t help myself.

I opened up the newest message. It was from the number that Ivy had been calling me from. My heart started beating so fast that I thought I was going to pass out. I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that whatever it said was going to devastate me.

I opened up the message and saw a picture. Stosh was between my legs, on his bed. The picture looked like it was taken from the window. I put my hand over my mouth, shocked that she had been watching us.

I hope you enjoyed yourself. Did she taste as good as me? Remember what we agreed upon. See you tomorrow. Xoxo

I dropped the phone on the table, causing a loud bang.

Without even thinking about what I was doing, I ran out of the house in my underwear. To say that I was hysterical would have been an understatement. I was so distraught that I didn’t even realize I had made it halfway down the long driveway.

I heard Stoshua calling my name, but I refused to turn around. He’d shattered my heart worse than the first time. Tripping wasn’t in the plan, but I fell to the ground hard. Pain ripped through my chin and the palms of my hands stung, as if the skin had been scraped off. I felt strong arms pulling me up. “You’re bleeding!”

“Screw you.” I flung myself off of him. “I saw the message.”

“Let me explain.” He tried to grab me again. I pulled away and started running, but I wasn’t as fast as he was. He grabbed me again and forced me to stop. “I know you’re mad. Just, please, let me at least take you where you want to go. Please, Willow.”

Knowing that I wasn’t dressed, and I had no vehicle of my own, I agreed to let him drive me to my parents. From there, they could take me to my car that was parked at the airport, in the morning. All I wanted to do was get out of there.

After getting my things together, I met Stosh in the car. I refused to look at him and I was crying too hard to hear what he was blabbing about. I couldn’t believe he’d used me.