Wanting More (Mitchell Family #5)(48)
Author: Jennifer Foor

I watched the two of them interacting with each other and even though I joked about it grossing me out, I wanted it for myself. I wanted to be able to share every moment with the woman I loved.

“You’re goin’ to get sick of seein’ me all the time.” My sister was being dramatic. I think Ty would attach her to his belt if he could.

“There is no way I could ever get tired of seeing my beautiful wife. If I haven’t proved myself to be a devoted husband and father then I don’t know what else to do but spend every moment giving you everything your little heart desires. I love our life, Miranda.” I finally got why he looked at her the way he did; the way she was his whole world, even when he was joking around.

I never thought anyone was good enough for my sister, but, I was wrong. Ty had turned out to be more than I ever wanted for her. I knew they would always be in love like they were. It was special and no matter what tried to come between them, they would survive.

“I love you too, Ty.” Seeing her happy again let me know that everything I had done was worth it. As they hugged their daughter and appreciated that they’d made it through so many bad things, I couldn’t help but sit back and watch.

Their boys were healthy. My sister was recovering and Bella had the family that she always deserved. The best part of it all was that Ty would always be Bella’s father, which was what started this whole thing in motion.

If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn’t have changed a thing if I knew I’d get to see what I was seeing.

I ended up not seeing Amy until Bella’s birthday party. Ty and I had gone out and got her a puppy. Amy knew I was keeping it in the barn, so she found me before she went into the house. I felt her arms around me and knew exactly who it was. “God, I miss your pretty face.”

I pulled her close to me and wrapped my arms tight around her back. Amy’s hands wrapped around me, but she slid them under my shirt. “I’m going to go crazy if you don’t kiss me, Conner.”

Our lips collided and just like every time, I forgot about how long we’d been apart. The puppy was jumping at my feet, so I walked us to another area in the barn. When Amy was backed up against a wall, I stepped back and took her in. She was wearing a summer dress and her hair was half up and half down. “I need to be inside of you.”

She bit down on her lip and nodded her head. That was enough for me. I unbuttoned my shorts and let them fall to the barn floor, before picking her up and lifting that little dress to her waist. Amy wrapped her legs around me and made it easy for me to slide right inside of her already wet pu**y. She cried out with my first thrust, but wrapped her legs tighter as I picked up my pace. Her lips burrowed into my neck, while her fingernails dug through the skin of my back. I could feel the sweat running down my face as I watched drops sliding down Amy’s neck. Her hair was getting wet on the sides, but she never let go of my body. She was so light in my arms and pumping into her felt so good in the position we were in.

As I felt myself releasing, I pressed my lips into her shoulder. She opened her eyes and met my gaze, while we both stayed locked together. “I need to catch my breath, darlin’.”

“Take as long as you need.” She placed kisses over the side of my head, even though I knew it was sweaty. “Don’t let me go, Conner.”

I shifted so I could kiss her salty lips again. The barn was hot and it was the wrong place to have sex after a fresh shower, but nothing was going to stop me from touching Amy, not even the possibility of passing out from a heat stroke. “Don’t go back. Just stay with me.”

I felt her legs loosening as she slipped down to the ground. It took her a second to steady herself and fix her dress. “I can’t do that and you know it.”

“I ain’t goin’ to beg you to stay, but just know it’s what I want.”

She picked up the bag that held Bella’s present and started walking toward me again. “Conner, I love you, I swear I do, but we talked about this. I just need a month at the most.”

I fixed her hair from where it had fallen down to her face. “I hate waitin’ to be with you. Do you know how hard it is for me to walk in that house and know you’re there but I can’t touch you? I want everyone to know how we feel about each other.”

“Please don’t say anything. You have to go in there and pretend we mean nothing to each other. If you can’t do that then I’ll have to leave and I really don’t want to miss Bella’s birthday party. I love being around your family.”

“I can pretend that there’s nothin’ between us, but it’s you that’s goin’ to have a problem. When you go inside don’t tell me you’re not goin’ to think about me havin’ you out in this barn.” I reached down and kissed her, keeping my lips there.

“I’m not.” Her eyes were closed and I knew she was lying.

“How about how much you want me licking that sexy pu**y of yours? You’re not going to be thinkin’ of that?” I licked her bottom lip and watched as her eyes stayed closed.

She moaned and smiled. “That’s just mean. Now it’s all I’ll be thinking about.”

“Good, because you drive me wild and you taste like heaven. Get in there and put on a straight face. My family is tough to fool, so I wish you the best of luck.” I smacked her on the ass and sent her on her way. “Love you, Blaze.”

She smiled and shook her head as she exited the barn. At the very last second she poked her head back in. “Love you too.”

Chapter 30

Amy

I kept promising Conner that we’d be together in a month’s time, but it turned out that I needed a lot more than one month.

Rick had become a new man. He’d stopped drinking, started going to meetings, which he took me with him, and he even started taking care of the house. He got a job working the midnight shift at a shipping company right outside of town. It was some warehouse that produced and distributed some diet shake.

His new schedule helped me to keep up with my part of the deal of trying to mend our marriage, since I didn’t have to see him all the time. At first he didn’t try to be physical, but as the weeks passed, I could tell he wanted to be a real married couple. I kept using the excuse that I wanted to go slow, because of what had happened before, but his frustration level was growing and I needed him to trust me.

I hadn’t been with Conner since Bella’s birthday party and it had been almost two months. Conner and I still talked every single day and we snuck little lunch meetings here and there, but I refused to have sex with him until I was finished with my little plan.