Wanting More (Mitchell Family #5)(52)
Author: Jennifer Foor

I looked down at my own hands and closed my eyes. “I never thought he would be that way.”

Finally, she reached across the table and grabbed my hands. She spoke in a whisper and kept looking into the other room to make sure we weren’t heard. “You need to leave, Amy. Take what you can and get away from him. There’s more that you don’t know about him.”

“What do you mean? More what? What don’t I know?”

The recliner squeaked and we knew he was awake. We both pulled away from each other and started laughing for no apparent reason to make it look like we were just catching up.

Shelby gave me a look like I better keep my mouth shut and I intended to.

Rick came in the room and gave me a wink that made me want to gag. He wasn’t going to touch me, if that’s what he was thinking.

For the rest of the evening, until Shelby and Devon said they were tired, Rick wouldn’t let us out of his sight. I was frustrated because I needed something on the man and she may have the answer.

I had been hiding my cell phone under the sink in the powder room. I used duct tape to attach it to the underneath of the sink, so even if someone went to look in the cabinet, they would never be able to see it. I sat down on the closed toilet seat and checked it one last time.

Three messages waited for me.

I miss kissing you. – C

I miss touching you – C

I miss f**king you. – C

My heart skipped as I read them. I could even picture his face as he typed them.

I miss you kissing me. – A

I miss you touching me. – A

I miss you making love to me, because that’s what it is for me. I love you. – A

I sat there chewing on my nails, waiting for him to respond. It was making me crazy.

After a few minutes, Rick knocked on the door. “You okay in there?”

“Yeah, I’ll be out in a second. I think I just ate too much.”

I looked down at my little phone, trying to compel a message to come through. At the very last moment before covering it with tape, I saw one come through.

I’m done sharing you. You belong in my arms, not his. If I have to come get you myself, I will. You’re mine! – C

I got butterflies reading it. The past months had been horrible for me. I honestly believed that I would never be with him again. It killed me inside.

From the first time you touched me, I think I’ve been yours. I used to say you were shallow, but maybe you were the one who was right. – A

Yeah, I was just trying to get into your panties back

then. – C

I stopped wearing them. – A

Get the f**k out of here, for real? – C

I could feel myself getting hot just thinking about playing around with Conner. Rick was obviously waiting for me to come out of the bathroom, but all I could think about was how horny I was feeling.

You make my body tingle. I keep thinking about your lips touching me. – A

I’m picturing it too. Touch yourself, Amy. Tell me how it tastes. – C

I thought about what I should do. Coming from Conner, this request wasn’t that crazy. I think with the combination of the fact that I missed him so much and the fact that this was all I could get, I reached my hand down my pants and touched myself.

Can I call you? – C

I’m in the bathroom. He will hear me talking. – A

You don’t have to say anything. I want to talk you through what I know you’re doing. –C

Yes. –A

I bit down on my lip and accepted the call when it came in.

Don’t say anything, Amy. Just let me do the talkin’. I can hear you breathin’, so I know you’re there listenin’ to me. I’m thinking about that first night I had you in the hotel room. I climbed up on that bed and told you that my back hurt, but I really just wanted to be close to you. When you finally rolled over and touched me, I knew that one day I’d be able to have you. It was hard not takin’ you that first night, Blaze. I thought about the way you were going to taste on my tongue. Mmm, I’m thinkin’ about it right now. I crave your pu**y. You taste like honey and heaven.

I kept rubbing myself, even faster when he talked about the way I tasted.

I can hear your breathing getting heavy. Use two fingers and rub them in a circle around that little clit of yours. I bet it feels good. Close your eyes and pretend it’s my tongue. Rub yourself the way my tongue licks you.

I rubbed harder and was so darn turned on that I dropped the phone on the rug and threw my head back as I tried my hardest not to scream out with pleasure.

“Shit,” I whispered I picked up the phone.

Conner was laughing.

Yeah, you miss me. Call me tomorrow, Blaze.

I realized I was sitting the bathroom panting and got up and hid my phone quickly. As I opened the door, Rick was approaching it. “You sure you’re okay? You’ve been in there for thirty minutes.”

I shook my head and grabbed my stomach. “I feel like I have to go to the bathroom and I can’t. My stomach is killing me.”

His grin changed and he walked with me to the bedroom and grabbed me a nightshirt. “Go take a nice bath. Maybe the warm water will help.”

I didn’t really know who this man was, but I was starting to really wonder how he could change and be the caring person he had become. Was it really because I’d fallen for someone else?

I climbed in the tub and thought about hearing Conner’s voice. I should have been thinking about Rick and what he was up to, but Conner flooded my mind and I wouldn’t let him leave.

Chapter 33

Conner

This was the first time in my whole life where I didn’t want to be in Kentucky with my family for Thanksgiving. I should have waited to call Amy, knowing damn well it was just going to make me want to see her more than I already was.

By the time I got home, I wasn’t sure just exactly how to approach seeing her in person after having been away for so long. I didn’t know about her, but I knew just looking at her was going to make me rock hard, which could stir up a fuss if we were in someplace with other people.

I thought about going to the salon and seeing her like I said I was going to, but just saying hello wasn’t going to be enough for me. I had to touch her and to be able to be inside of her.

When I woke up the next morning, and started my daily routine, I sat down and sent her a text asking if she could meet me.

I got excited when she said that she was planning on stopping by to the see the twins and Bella anyway. I knew that my sister wouldn’t be okay with us talking in my room, so I told her to drive down the lane and hide her car when she left and I would meet her in the barn.