Destined for an Early Grave (Page 19)

"You’re the only one admitting to looking for a loophole," Bones replied with equal fury. "Fancy the look of Gregor? Wonder if you might have preferred shagging him to me? Is that what you want to remember?"

I was so insulted, it made me incensed.

"You’ve lost your mind!"

I shoved him, but he didn’t move. "I bled my first time with Danny, got it? Or do you need me to draw you a picture?"

Under normal circumstances, I would never say something so personal with a crowd, but rage is funny. It makes you oblivious to everything else.

Bones drew his face right up next to mine. "That sod could have shagged you all night, and you’d have still bled with Danny later. All Mencheres would have needed to do was give you his blood once he found you. Heals all wounds, right? If they took you from Gregor shortly after the first time he’d bedded you, you’d have had a simple wound that could have been healed."

"That’s…" I was so aghast at the idea, I couldn’t begin to respond. "That’s bullshit!" I finally managed.

"Really?" Bones leaned closer. "I happen to know differently, because I’ve done it."

The soft way he said the words made them even more emphatic. Fury, denial, and jealousy spat out my words faster than I could think.

"Damn you for being a conscienceless whore."

Bones didn’t take his eyes off me, nor was his response any louder.

"That’s what you married, Kitten. A conscienceless whore. But if you recall, I never pretended to be anything else."

Yeah, I knew he’d been a gigolo when he was human, but that’s not what stung. If only his screwing around had stopped once he didn’t need the money to survive, I thought bitterly. But no. After he became a vampire, he did it for fun, as he just reminded me.

I didn’t want him to know how much his past still had the power to hurt me, so I drew my mental shields around me. They were my only defense to shut him out. Then I looked out the window. I couldn’t bear the sight of his beautiful face at the moment.

Bones let go of me and sat back. We didn’t speak the rest of the trip.

Chapter Nine

YEE-HAW!"

The cry made me shake my head. A bar with an inside rodeo. Nope, I wasn’t kidding. It even had a live, snorting bull. For the listed price, proof of prior experience, several signed waivers, and a complete lack of common sense, anyone could ride it, too.

Bones and I were still barely speaking. I told him about the rumor of me wanting to turn into a ghoul, but beyond that, we didn’t talk much. Nothing else was going on, either, and that may have been mutual. When we reached the Fort Worth motel after a straight day of driving, I swallowed the pills Don had sent to me and passed out. The most intimate moment I’d had with Bones was when he woke me with his wrist against my mouth. I’d swallowed his blood, declared that I needed to shower, and that was that. He was dressed and waiting for me when I came out, coolly detached with nothing but business to discuss. The invisible wall between us was worse than fighting, in my opinion.

Bones was meeting a ghoul contact at this bar. He didn’t like the ghoul rumor going around about me and wanted to see how seriously it was being taken. Spade was meeting us here, too, since Hopscotch, Band-Aid, and Liza were being quarantined.

Fabian proved helpful by checking out the bar first, making sure this wasn’t a setup with the ghoul. Only two things cheered me from my current depressed mood. My best friend Denise lived in Texas now, so she was coming tonight. The other plus to the evening was that Cooper, my friend and former team member, was coming, too. Spade was picking both of them up.

When they walked into the bar, I was so glad to see them that I almost shoved past people in my way. Denise returned my hug, albeit with less desperate fervor, and Cooper was somewhat taken aback by my fierce embrace.

Spade came in behind them. He cast an appraising glance at Bones and me while he said hello. No doubt mentally weighing our friction.

"I say, Crispin, you’d look better if you were being nailed inside a wooden box," he commented. His gaze flicked around the bar with mild distaste. "No doubt this wretched music’s to blame. I don’t know why country singers feel the need to set depression to a melody."

Denise smiled. "I think this place is great. Is that a bull?"

"You bet." As if commanded, the animal snorted unhappily. He and I were in perfect agreement.

"Oh, I wish I could ride it," she said.

It was good to see Denise smile. In truth, I hadn’t seen her much at all recently, smiling or otherwise. After her husband Randy was killed, Denise stayed with Bones and me for a few weeks. Then she went back to Virginia, saying she wanted to get away from everything supernatural.

I couldn’t blame her. It was a supernatural attack that had killed Randy; why wouldn’t Denise want to get away from the reminders of that? Then she moved to Texas about two months ago, remarking it was the only way she could keep her mother from trying to set her up with other men. Denise wasn’t ready to come out of mourning yet. I couldn’t blame her there, either.

"Cooper, mate, good to have you with us," Bones said. "Stick with the ladies whilst Charles and I go off for a moment. I’m sure Kitten wants to hear all about what’s going on with her old team."

With that, he turned away. Spade went with him, leaving the three of us standing on the outskirts of the bull ring.

Son of a bitch.

Not that I didn’t want to spend time with Denise and Cooper, but it was my ass they were discussing with the ghoul contact. Seemed only fair that I got to be in on the details.

"…remodeled the Wreck room to include…are you listening, Commander?"

Only then did Cooper’s stream of dialogue penetrate. "Ah, sorry, Coop. I need a drink," I said, heading for the nearest bar.

I ordered a gin, no tonic, and drank it before it even hit the wooden counter. The bartender gave me a look as I slid the empty shot glass at him for a refill.

"That’ll be nine-fifty, ma’am."

"Of course," I began, reaching into my jeans before I froze in embarrassment. I didn’t have a wallet on me. No, the only currency I carried was about ten pounds of silver under my shirt and in my pants. God, this was the last straw. Wait, bartender, while I find Bones so I can get my allowance.

"Here, keep the change. And pour two more just like it."

Cooper threw money on the table. Denise sat next to me, her hazel eyes wide.

"Cat, are you okay? You look like you might blow a fuse."

The bartender filled the drinks and passed them over. Cooper handed me the third one after I gulped the second as quickly as the first.