Iron Kissed (Mercy Thompson #3)(45)
Author: Patricia Briggs

I deliberately misunderstood. "Because it’s not my stick – and that sheep thing won’t do me any good."

She gave me an irritated look. "I don’t mean the stick. I mean why are you pushing your nose into fae business? You are undermining my standing with the police – and that may be dangerous for them in the long run. My job is to keep the humans safe. You don’t know what is going on and you’re going to cause more trouble than you can handle."

I laughed. I couldn’t help it. "You and I both know that Zee didn’t kill O’Donnell. I just made sure that the police were aware that someone else might be involved. I don’t leave my friends out to swing in the wind."

"The Gray Lords will not allow someone like you to know so much about us." The aggressive tension she’d been carrying in her shoulders relaxed and she strode confidently across my living room and sat in Samuel’s big, overstuffed chair.

When she spoke again, her voice had a trace of a Celtic lilt. "Zee’s a cantankerous bastard, and I love him, too. Moreover, there are not so many of the iron kissed left that we can lightly lose them. At any other time I would be free to do what I could to save him. But when the werewolves announced themselves to the public, they caused a resurgence of fear that we cannot afford to make worse. An open-and-shut case, with the police willing to keep mum about the condition of the murder victim, won’t cause too much fuss. Zee understands that. If you know as much as you think you do, you should know that sometimes sacrifices are necessary for the majority to survive."

Zee had offered himself up as a sacrifice. He wanted me to get mad enough I’d leave him to rot because he knew that otherwise I’d never give up, I’d never agree to leave him as a sacrifice no matter what the cost to the fae.

"I came here tonight for Zee," she told me earnestly, her blind eyes staring through me. "Don’t make this harder on him than it already is. Don’t let this cost you your life, too."

"I know who you are, more or less, Nemane," I told her.

"Then you should know that not many get a warning before I strike."

"I know that you prefer justice to slaughter," I told her.

"I prefer," she said, "that my people survive. If I have to eliminate a few innocents or – stupidly obtuse people – in the meantime, that will not live long on my conscience."

I didn’t say anything. I wouldn’t give up on Zee, couldn’t give up on Zee. If I told her that, she’d kill me right now. I could feel her power gathering around her like a spring thunderstorm. Layer upon layer it built as I stared at her.

I wouldn’t lie and the truth would get me killed – and leave no one to help Zee.

Just then a car turned into the gravel of the driveway. Samuel’s car.

I knew then what I could do, but would it be enough? What would it cost?

"I know who you are, Nemane," I whispered. "But you don’t know who I am."

"You’re a walker," she told me. "A shapeshifter. Zee explained it to me. There aren’t many of the native preternatural species left – so you belong nowhere. Neither fae nor wolf, vampire or anything else. You are all alone." Her expression didn’t change, but I could smell her sorrow, her sympathy. She was alone, too. I don’t know if she meant me to understand that, or if she was unaware how much I could glean from her scent. "I don’t want to have to kill you, but I will."

"I don’t think so." Thank goodness, I thought, thank goodness that I had told everything to Samuel. He wouldn’t have to play catch-up. "Zee told you part of who I am." Maybe because he thought it would make her hesitate to kill me, knowing that I was alone. "You’re right, I don’t know any other people like me, but I’m not alone."

Samuel opened the door on cue. His eyes were bloodshot and he looked tired and grumpy. I could smell the blood and disinfectant on him. He paused with the door open, taking in Dr. Altman’s appearance.

"Dr. Altman," I said pleasantly, "may I introduce you to Dr. Samuel Cornick, my roommate. Samuel, I’d like you to meet Dr. Stacy Altman, police consultant, the Carrion Crow. The fae know her as Nemane."

Samuel’s eyes narrowed.

"You’re a werewolf," said Nemane. "Samuel Cornick." There was a pause. "The Marrok is Bran Cornick."

I kept my gaze on Samuel. "I was just explaining to Dr. Altman why it would be inadvisable for them to eliminate me even though I’m sticking my nose in their business."

Comprehension lit his eyes, which he narrowed at the fae.

"Killing Mercy would be a mistake," he growled. "My da had Mercy raised in our pack and he couldn’t love Mercy more if she were his daughter. For her he would declare open war with the fae and damned be the consequences. You can call him and ask, if you doubt my word."

I’d expected Samuel to defend me – and the fae could not afford to hurt the son of the Marrok, not unless the stakes were a lot higher. I’d counted on that to keep Samuel safe or I’d have found some way to keep him out of it. But the Marrok…

I’d always thought I was an annoyance, the only one Bran couldn’t count on for instant obedience. He’d been protective, still was – but his protective instinct was one of the things that made him dominant. I’d thought I was just one more person he had to take care of. But it was as impossible to doubt the truth in Samuel’s voice as it was to believe that he’d be mistaken about Bran.

I was glad that Samuel was focused on Nemane, who had risen to her feet when Samuel began speaking. While I blinked back stupid tears, she leaned on the walking stick and said, "Is that so?"

"Adam Hauptman, the Columbia Basin Pack’s Alpha, has named Mercy his mate," continued Samuel grimly.

Nemane smiled suddenly, the expression flowing across her face, giving it a delicate beauty I hadn’t noticed before.

"I like you," she said to me. "You play an underhanded and subtle game – and like Coyote, you shake up the order of the world." She laughed. "Coyote indeed. Good for you. Good for you. I don’t know what else you’ll run into – but I’ll let the Others know what they are dealing with." She tapped the walking stick on the floor twice. Then, almost to herself, she murmured, "Perhaps…perhaps this won’t be a disaster after all."

She raised the staff up and touched the top end to her forehead in a salute. Then she took a step forward and disappeared from the reach of any of my senses between one moment and the next.

Chapter 9

Wednesday night I ate dinner at my favorite Chinese place in Richland then drove out to Tim’s house. Since O’Donnell’s killer was almost certainly fae, I didn’t know how much good it would do me to attend a Bright Future meeting – but maybe someone would know something important. I only had until Friday to prove Zee innocent or Tad would be putting his life on the line, too.