Once Dead, Twice Shy (Madison Avery Trilogy #1)(19)
Author: Kim Harrison

"You do that." Giving us a salute with his glass, he ambled toward the archway. "Josh, you’re welcome to stay for dinner if you want."

"Thanks, Mr. A.," Josh said, "but I told my mom I’d be home by six thirty."

My dad bobbed his head in acknowledgment, smiling at the informal term of respect. I was sure he’d never been called that before. Barnabas was always very formal the few times he’d talked to my dad. "I’ll be in my office," my dad said. "I’ve got a few things to finish up for today, but I can do them from home."

I sighed as he left the kitchen. I could hear his footsteps in the entryway, and the creak of his office door not quite shutting. He didn’t do much work at his home office, but it was right across from the kitchen, and he could keep an ear on us.

"There once was a girl from Zaire – "

"Please don’t," I moaned softly, and Grace snickered. Maybe I could find a bell for her to live in. Seeing that traffic light crash down had been scary.

"He doesn’t trust me," I said softly as I sat across from Josh. Six thirty? We had almost five hours for Barnabas to turn up and make this nightmare go away. Where was he anyway? It couldn’t take that long to talk to seraphs. Just drop to your knees and have at it.

Josh snorted and ate another chip. "He doesn’t trust me, that’s who he doesn’t trust."

I smiled thinly, elbows on the table as my dad talked on the phone. Black wings didn’t clock out at the end of business hours, and if Barnabas wasn’t back by then, it was going to get ugly. It had been a while since I’d been grounded for breaking curfew, but if I didn’t stay with Josh all night, he might not make it. It wasn’t as if Grace could play messenger girl.

"I don’t suppose you have any ideas about how to keep Kairos away after six thirty?" Josh asked, and I gave him an apologetic look.

"Nothing that won’t get me grounded." I glanced at Grace, knowing the only way she’d leave to get Ron would be if I was in danger that she couldn’t handle, and in that case, I’d probably be dead. This is so not good. "One of them should be back by now. Maybe something’s wrong."

From the light, Grace chimed out, "Nothing’s wrong. If you aren’t allowed past heaven’s gates, it takes a while to get a seraph’s attention."

"I feel so helpless!" I said, collapsing in my chair again.

"Helpless? You want to talk helpless?" Grace grumbled, her thin voice growing louder as she landed on the table. "I don’t even know why I’m here. Barnabas can do a better job guarding you than I can. Why Ron twitched him away instead of asking another reaper’s help to talk to the seraphs is beyond me."

"You’re doing a great job," I said, giving Josh an eye-rolling look when he stared at me, hearing only half the conversation. "You scared the crap out of me when you sent that light down on Kairos. That had to be second-sphere stuff, easy."

Josh smiled and finished off his sandwich. "Scared the crap out of me, too. Thanks for saving my life."

The glow from her wings brightened. "It was clever, wasn’t it?"

I nodded as I stood up, gathering the empty plates and taking them to the sink. Why had Ron taken Barnabas with him? It was almost as if he didn’t want the reaper with me anymore.

Ice sloshed as Josh took a drink, and he reddened as he wiped his chin. "I don’t want to get grounded," he said. "There has to be something we can do between now and six thirty."

"You mean like come up with a plan to get rid of Kairos?" I asked as I rinsed the plates off. "Sure, like I can take on the king of the dark reapers," I said, but then I thought about it. "Actually, that’s not a bad idea," I admitted, drying my fingers off. "If I swiped his new amulet, he couldn’t tap into the time stream until he made a new one. He’d have to leave. He wouldn’t have a scythe then, either."

Josh’s expression was puzzled when I turned around. "Can’t he just borrow one of his reapers’ amulets?"

I smiled, realizing I’d said "time stream," and Josh was still sitting there listening to me. "No. Kairos can touch a reaper’s amulet," I said, remembering Ron holding Barnabas’s, "but not use it. Neither can Ron." I went silent, holding my amulet as I remembered Nakita’s stone glowing the same shade as the jewel on her sword. "My getting close to him probably isn’t a good idea. He’ll just drag me off. And if you try to take it, he’ll just scythe you. There’s got to be a way to make this work."

My foot started to jiggle, but Josh calmly pushed his glasses up and ate a chip. I could tell he felt guilty about being afraid, but we were talking about walking death, and in no way was it even his problem. It was mine.

"You can’t use a reaper’s amulet, but you can use Kairos’s?" he said despite his full mouth. "What makes his so special?"

"Uh, because Kairos’s amulet isn’t really a reaper’s stone," I said hesitantly. "It’s a timekeeper’s," I added, emboldened by his acceptance of the "time stream" comment. "And timekeepers are human. I guess they dilute the divine or something for them."

"Timekeeper," Josh said softly, and, apparently satisfied, he went back to the chips. "You were lucky you didn’t take a reaper’s amulet by mistake."

"Yeah, lucky," I said, feeling uneasy. That Kairos had come back for my soul was creepy enough, but why had he targeted me? How would my being dead move him to a "higher court," as he had said the night he’d killed me? Was I fated to do something so horribly wrong that it endangered angels?

"Maybe just being human isn’t enough to use this thing, and that’s why I can’t do anything with it," I said morosely as I swung my amulet, and Josh perked up.

"Well, what should you be able to do with it?"

Blowing my purple bangs from my eyes, I thought about it. If it was a timekeeper’s amulet, I might be able to do what Ron could – in theory. "Besides thought-touch with a reaper? Um, I guess I should be able to stop small chunks of time," I said, remembering the shifting shadows when Ron showed up or left. "Or go misty – kind of ghostlike. I’ve seen him do that. Change memories. Ron changed my amulet’s resonance twice, now. Barnabas can shrink an amulet’s influence down so it doesn’t interfere with black wings smelling out a victim and Barnabas can use amulets to find the target, so I’m assuming a timekeeper can do the same. And he said something once about laying down a fake trail for the black wings to trick the dark reapers who follow them for the same reason."

My gaze dropped to the table. "Barnabas says I might not be able to touch thoughts with him because my amulet used to belong to a dark timekeeper and he’s a light reaper. Polar opposites. The only thing I’ve tried to do is thought-touching."