Traitor Born (Page 62)

Dread filters through me, even though Reykin already told me what was being planned. I set down the piece of buttered toast I was about to eat. “Won’t it appear strange,” I ask, “when my mother isn’t by my side as I accept the honor?”

The Virtue chuckles. “You’ve already accepted the honor,” he replies, as a secondborn attendant refills his coffee, “the moment your brother killed himself. It will look stranger if we don’t announce your ascension. You can’t return to Swords for a proper ceremony at the St. Sismode Palace until you replace your mother as the leader. This is a compromise. Not to worry, though. Soon you’ll become The Sword, and everything in that Fate will be yours.”

Perhaps the strangest part about all of this is the fact that he’s openly discussing the demise of a member of my family, who I would’ve taken a fusion pulse to protect only a short time ago. I once labored under the notion that only secondborns were expendable, but it seems that all value for life perishes in a power struggle. I’m not delusional, though. There won’t be any tearful reconciliation with Othala. One of us will have to die. I’d change that if I could, but I can’t. Nothing good will come from my mother’s rule if she’s aligned with Census. I shudder, thinking about Agent Crow in an even more powerful position than the one he holds now.

“Are you cold?” Clifton asks.

“I’m fine, thank you,” I reply with a fake smile.

“I’m glad to see you two getting along so well,” The Virtue says with a smile of his own. “It makes me less worried about the future of Swords. Salloway will make a much better Fated Sword than Kennet ever did.”

I choke on my water, slamming down the glass goblet, gagging and wheezing. Clifton reaches over and gently pats me on the back until I can take a breath.

Nervously, and with a rueful smile, he says, “I haven’t told Roselle yet about the engagement. I was going to explain it to her in a few days—after she’d had time to recover from the grief of losing her brother.”

The Virtue waves his fork in a gesture of dismissal. “She’s a soldier. She understands alliances and strength—she’s a St. Sismode, for Virtue’s sake! You don’t have to romanticize it. This needs to happen. Her family is on the verge of decimation. She needs someone on her side that she can trust. She already trusts you. I see it between you two. Don’t make her go through this alone.”

“Excuse me?” I gasp, wiping my teary eyes with my napkin, trying to regain my composure. “Am I to understand that you made an alliance on my behalf?”

Fabian nods. “I’ve accepted Firstborn Salloway’s offer for you. He’ll be your husband, the Fated Sword. You’ll be wed as soon as we can settle things in Swords.” He takes a bite of his meal and chews, gesturing at me with the knife in his hand. “You’ll want to start trying for an heir right away. Your brother was an idiot. He refused to choose a Fated Sword and provide an heir. It would’ve kept the Rose Gardeners from becoming so powerful. Not one for strategy, your brother. Although they tell me that he might not have been able to reproduce near the end of his life. Whatever he was taking made him sterile.”

“How do you know that?” I ask defensively.

“His autopsy was very revealing. We’ll spare you the details. It wasn’t pretty. I’m surprised he lasted as long as he did.”

“How did his addiction start?” I ask. “Do you know?”

“That’s a question for someone at the Sword Palace, I would think,” The Virtue replies.

I plan to pursue the question if given an opportunity.

The topic turns to logistics. Clifton is to accompany me to the Silver Halo, where the Opening Ceremonies will be held. My introduction as the Firstborn Sword will take place as the competitors are brought to the field.

While Fabian drones on, Clifton’s eyes are on me, trying to gauge my reaction to the announcement that he’s my fiancé. When the meal finally ends, Clifton and I stand. The Virtue bids us a good day, with a promise to see us both this evening, and then he strides away.

I walk from the table with a piece of toast in my hand, feeling Clifton trailing me. The fat koi swim to the surface near when I tear off pieces and toss them into the water. Standing next to me, Clifton waits until I’m bereft of bread to take my hand gently in his. The contact is sensual, and my heart doubles its pace. My belly fills with butterflies. My cheeks color for some reason. It’s still just Clifton. Don’t be an idiot.

“Oh, my swords!” Clifton gasps with a soft chuckle. His green eyes sparkle. “Are you blushing, Roselle?”

“I’m not blushing,” I mutter. “You’re blushing.” I try to take my hand back without hurting him, which I so could. I could beat him senseless for not telling me that he petitioned for me.

“I am blushing,” he says softly. He puts my hand against his chest so I can feel his heart. It’s racing, like mine. “You’re going to have to tell me what you’re thinking, because I’m back-footed right now,” he says, putting it in fighting terms we both know. “You’re aching right now, and this is the worst timing in the history of the world, but you’re not alone. I need you to know that I’ll always protect you. No matter what. I don’t know how we’ll work out together, Roselle, but I’d like you to know that I want us to.”

“Is this . . . never mind.” I try to lift my hand, but he tangles his fingers through mine.

“Please, ask me anything,” he begs.

“Why did you petition for me? Is it power that you want? Because I’ll give you power. You can be my right hand anyway. You wouldn’t have to—” Clifton leans down and kisses me. I wasn’t expecting his perfectly full lips on mine. It scares me—the intense ache that his exquisite kisses cause. I shouldn’t feel anything. It’s Salloway. Inter-Fate Playboy. In a league of his own. Arms dealer. Massive ego. Unrelenting cunning. Extremely dangerous. String of broken hearts. That Salloway. But . . . my pulse flares. My fingers clutch his shirt. My knees weaken. This feels like when I handled explosives for the first time—formidable, deadly, like something is about to be destroyed.

I step back, breaking our kiss. “Clifton—” But he pulls me back to him.

“I’ve wanted to do that since the day we met.”

“You mean the day you asked me for private lessons?”

He groans and bites his bottom lip, adorably, before saying, “You cannot blame me for that. I’d just been introduced to the most confident and poised women I’d ever met. I thought I knew you. I’d been expecting the girl I’d watched for years. Nothing could have prepared me for the reality. You were no girl. You were a goddess. You had me at your mercy.”

“I don’t remember it like that.”

“How do you remember it?”

“My mother had threatened me with severe consequences if I didn’t perform well at the press conference. You were an interesting thread in a terrifying web.”

The light in his eyes fades a little. “I’m sorry. You shouldn’t have been in that situation. It took me too long to tear you away from our enemies. Nothing about your Transition went as planned.”

“You didn’t fail me,” I reply, reaching up and smoothing the hair away from his eyes. His expression softens. “I don’t want you to be disappointed, Clifton. I care about you deeply.”