Cold Fire (Page 62)
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I tried to marshal my thoughts, but I could not keep the accusation from popping out.
“Would you have let me drown?”
“You must be both clever and strong. Otherwise you are of no use to me. That is one.”
“What manner of creature are you, that you can breed with a saber-toothed cat and a human woman, and no doubt other females besides?”
“I am the Master of the Wild Hunt. That is two.”
His words hit as a blow. I sank to my knees as the truth poured over me.
My sire was the Master of the Wild Hunt, before whose spears even cold mages were powerless.
Had Tara Bell known? Blessed Tanit! Of course she had known!
“Did you kill my parents?” I whispered.
“Yes. That is your third. Now, Tara Bell’s child, I will ask you three questions.”
“Even though it wasn’t Hallows’ Night, you found a way to kill them,” I cried. “It was your voice that said ‘Daughter,’ not my father’s. It was your arms that pulled me out of the Rhenus River while leaving them to drown. You killed them, and saved me.”
“Your destiny was chosen before you were born because I made you. Tara Bell promised to bring the child to me, but she disobeyed me. So I punished her.”
“I hate you.”
“You can’t hate me because you do not know me nor do you know anything of me.” His voice’s timbre was limned with an indifference so supreme it was like asking the sun what it thought of you and receiving no answer. “You are a mortal creature bound and ruled by the tides and currents of the Deathlands. The tide that surges through you, you name as hate because you have no other way to describe it. But you need not remain bound and ruled by the tides that govern other creatures. How do you cross between the worlds?”
His question compelled my answer. “With my blood.”
“In the Deathlands, in what ways can you weave the threads that bind the worlds?”
“I can see in the dark. I can hear exceptionally well. I can conceal myself.”
“What is your name?”
I gritted my teeth in stubborn resistance, sinking to sit on my heels as I pressed my right hand to the locket. Its heartening pulse rose and fell like my father’s breathing when as a young child I had sat on his lap as he told me stories. I grasped my sword’s hilt and thought of my mother. With my elbow I brushed the hem of my jacket, feeling the stone I had picked up from the road. I remembered what Vai’s grandmother had told me: Names are power.
I pressed my lips together. Keep silence. Tell no one.
“Do not defy me. You do not have the strength. What is your name??”
Despite my struggle to keep them closed, my lips parted. For all my life I had been told to call myself Catherine Hassi Barahal. Yet the name his command called forth was the name Camjiata had given me, the name that linked me to the mother who bore me and the father who had chosen to raise me. “Catherine Bell Barahal.”
A black fleck like ash flickered in those blank bright eyes. “Now your name is mine, and you are mine. You are both my offspring and my servant, obedient to me because you are part of me, bone of my bone and blood of my blood. I will tell you this one thing, Catherine Bell Barahal. I admired your mother. Tara Bell was a female strong of will, with the strength of iron, and with the heart to accept fear but not succumb to it. You are like her. What I did not understand until later was that she harbored a reckless disobedience deep in her heart. But I now understand better how chains bind the vulnerable. In the end, she agreed to all I demanded because she was a slave to the threads that bound her to other creatures.”
I thought of my mother, tall and strong, a loyal Amazon in Camjiata’s army, sworn to celibacy. On an expedition to explore the Baltic Ice Sheet, under the light of the aurora borealis, she had debated with Daniel Hassi Barahal, using words as a form of flirtation, maybe even courtship.
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