Letting Go (Mitchell Family #1)(27)
Author: Jennifer Foor

I felt his face kissing me below my belly button. I licked my lips when his hands found the elastic part of my shorts. As the fabric began moving downward, I felt soft kisses on each of my hips. After removing everything, he ran his chin roughly over the smooth skin between my legs. As good as it felt, all I could think about was how happy I was that I had shaved this morning. Colt sat up, leaning on one of his arms. He made me feel uncomfortable when he just stared at my naked body, while dragging two fingers around each of my hips and in between. His fingers slid deep between my legs and when they entered me, I let out a soft moan. He cleared his throat as he focused on my face, while his fingers worked me on the inside.

“Do you want me to stop?” He asked while still moving his fingers slowly in and out of me.

“No, please don’t stop Colt. It feels so good. Just please ……don’t stop.” I moaned.

I tried to sit up to watch him, but at the same time he started stroking the sensitive part with his thumb.

My body jolted up off the bed as I let out an uncontrolled cry and then collapsed on the bed, breathing hard, but still wanting more.

Colt climbed up until his face was even with mine and he kissed me full on the lips. As he pulled away he let the saliva from our tongues act as a friction as he drug his lips over mine. “I want you Savanna, but I won’t take things any further unless you tell me to.”

“Yes, oh God Colt…I want you so bad. Please…..please f**k me.” I begged. I could not believe that it came out of my mouth. Ty used to ask me to say it all the time, but I felt ashamed.

I could tell from the look on his face, that he liked me using that word. I felt dirty, but he obviously loved it. Within seconds he had removed his boxers and was already biting into a condom wrapper. He positioned his body over mine, but held most of his weight with one of his arms. I gasped when I felt his hard shaft pressing over my own readiness. He was slow and gentle with his first movements, but after my body relaxed, I found myself pulling on his ass, so that he could thrust harder. He filled me with heat and the harder he gave it, the more I enjoyed it. I dug my nails into his back when I started to feel him finish inside of me, the idea of it turning me on so much that it started happening to me as well. With only a few more thrusts, he collapsed over top of me, breathing heavy into my hair.

Colt and I lay there naked for hours talking. I laughed so hard that I couldn’t breathe at some of his stories. His sense of humor was contagious, and I found myself hanging onto his every word. There were even some moments where he would grab my hand and just passionately kiss the back of it again and again, while his green eyes were locked on mine.

I found it so comforting that he didn’t hold back with me. If I asked him anything about his past, he would tell me. He wasn’t one of those secretive guys I had always assumed he was. Instead, he was just living life enjoying himself whenever he could.

Colt told me about his girlfriend from college. He caught her with his best friend who was also his roommate. There was no need for him to explain how awful that was, just knowing Ty had slept with someone else, even if we were broken up, was hard enough. I couldn’t imagine it happening while we were together. In fact something like that would just be unforgivable to me.

It was probably around midnight when we heard the front door opening. I looked over to Colt with giant eyes of concern. He sat up and threw the sheets over my naked body.

“Who’s there?” He called.

“It’s just me Colt. Sam was scratching at our door.” I heard his aunt saying from the other room. He jumped up and wrapped a blanket around his waist, but before he could make it out of the bedroom, she was already noticing things out of place in the living room. “Do you have company dear?”

Colt whispered the word “shit”, before walking out of the bedroom. “Actually, yes, I do. Ran into an old friend today. Sorry I didn’t ask your permission.”

I was lying in that bed shaking like a little scared kid. If she walked into the room and saw me, my life was over, for more reasons than just the obvious.

“Colt, you don’t have to ask permission. You are twenty three years old. Sorry I interrupted. Have yourself a good evening.” His aunt said before I heard the door closing.

Colt walked to the bedroom door and leaned against it. I had to admit, that although I was still shaking, he looked sexy as hell standing there with only a blanket hanging off his hips. “You want something to drink Darlin’?” He asked nonchalantly.

I shook my head, but remained quiet as I watched him exit the doorway.

Chapter 16

Colt

Leave it to my damn aunt to scare the Willys out of Savanna. When I walked back toward the bedroom, her face looked like she had seen a ghost. For the life of me I couldn’t figure out how in the hell I had gotten myself into this mess in the first place. I knew one thing though, I wasn’t regretting one second of it. Savanna was an amazing person and I would be a fool to not want to spend every free moment with someone like her.

I walked into the kitchen and took my time getting something to drink. When I had emptied the glass, I refilled it for Savanna. Before making my way to the bedroom, I managed to lock the front door, something I needed to get into the habit of doing from now on. Although, as of right now, I wasn’t sure Savanna would ever want to take the chance and be with me like this again. For all I knew, she was getting dressed and preparing to go home instead of staying the night.

I thought about letting the blanket drop and just delivering her a drink in only my birthday suit, but after seeing her shocked face, I didn’t think she was in a mood for jokes. With one hand holding the blanket tight and the other holding the fresh glass of sweet tea, I walked back into the bedroom.

Savanna was sitting up in the bed. Fresh tears covered her eyes and she was holding the sheet up to her chin, covering every inch of her skin from my view. I set the tea on the table bedside the bed and knelt there next to where she sat. “Darlin’ are you alright?”

She nodded her head, but at the same time I watched her scrunch her face up and start crying. I climbed up on the bed next to her and pulled her into my arms, tryin’ real hard to keep the blanket from falling off my waist as I did it.

Savanna buried her wet face into my chest and cried her hardest. I stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head. There was nothin’ that I could really say to her. We were in this situation, that neither of us planned, but both of us had to live with the guilt of it. I kept callin’ Savanna my friend, and she was very much that, but with every moment I spent with her, I couldn’t help but wonder if she could ever be more than that.