Soaring (Page 137)
Soaring (Magdalene #2)(137)
Author: Kristen Ashley
I stared up at him knowing in that moment that the blow he wanted to land on Mickey was a blow he hoped to land on Mickey that was really directed at me.
Why were some people such assholes?
I stared coolly into his eyes. “And you should be aware that when a woman shows little enthusiasm for your calls, has no time for you, and stops answering, that’s her way of saying that she’s not interested. A gentleman would leave it at that without pushing her to doing more, which is always awkward and uncomfortable. But just to say, Boston, we’d had a single date. Frankly, I didn’t owe you anything.”
“I disagree,” he retorted.
“You’ve made that clear,” I assured him.
He looked down the aisle and back to me. “I guess there’s nothing more to say except have a good day.”
“The same to you.”
He didn’t mean it.
I didn’t either.
He nodded and walked down the aisle.
I didn’t nod and walked down my aisle thinking that perhaps I should start going to a different grocery store. Wayfarer’s was a gourmet market. I could get things a lot cheaper if I drove to the big supermarket in the next town.
The problem was, I liked Wayfarer’s and what was the point of being filthy rich if you couldn’t shop at expensive places that you liked?
When I had the groceries packed in the back and I was in the Rover, I called Mickey and told him what happened.
I did this hesitantly, thinking he might be mad that Boston confronted me.
He burst out laughing.
When I could get a word in he might hear, I asked, “You think it’s funny?”
“Hilarious,” he confirmed.
“Well…” I trailed off, not knowing if I liked that or not.
He heard my hesitation and explained, “Babe, you can stick up for yourself. My heiress is no doormat.”
I knew I liked that.
And in hearing it, I thought of that encounter and I thought about how I’d handled it. I didn’t go all Felicia Hathaway polite. I didn’t cower under the confrontation. I didn’t apologize about something I had no reason to apologize for.
I stuck up for myself.
I was no doormat.
This made me happy.
“I guess it was kinda funny,” I told him.
“Fuck, I hope that asshole finds a woman. I’ll feel bad for her but once he finds someone to put his dick in regularly, he might let the rest of the hot chick population of Magdalene out of their misery.”
To that, I giggled.
And soon after, we rang off.
I drove home in my Rover doing it not a doormat.
I had a firefighter boyfriend and I could cope with the danger of his job (outwardly, inwardly was my business). I had a position as a volunteer in a nursing home where part of the role was losing people I’d come to care about, this being regularly and without warning. And I had two kids that I’d forced to become estranged who were back with me, one bragging about how we were happy after all that had happened.
I was not a doormat.
I was not an heiress.
I was not a doctor’s wife.
I was me.
Amy.
And the best part about that?
I was pretty awesome.
* * * * *
“Erm…what?” I asked Mickey.
We were in his bedroom the evening of the Boston Stone incident. It was Thursday. He had his kids back.
And he’d just told me that Aisling had told him that she wanted me to go shopping to decorate her room.
The twist was that she wanted me to do this with her and Rhiannon.
And the twist to that was, Rhiannon had agreed.
So far, it had been a good week in a variety of ways. One of which was the discovery that Aisling was now showering regularly.
This was positive but not exactly surprising. Rhiannon had phoned Mickey and told him they’d had not one but three chats. The first one was reportedly dramatic, much like experienced by Mickey. The second one was surly.
Rhiannon didn’t give up and the third one was beneficial.
Apparently, Aisling wasn’t adjusting to high school very well. There were some girls she didn’t like, who she never really liked, but it was difficult to avoid them like she used to do as unfortunately they shared a number of classes. Classes that, also unfortunately, Aisling’s friends didn’t share so she had no one “at her back.”
According to Ash, “it wasn’t that big of a deal” and that “they just don’t get me, I’m not into the same crap as they are.”
Rhiannon then cottoned on to the fact that they were possibly picking on her and pointed out that she should give them less to pick on, in other words, having a shower and taking care of herself better.
She also asked if she and Mickey needed to contact the school.
Aisling had flatly refused this and before any headway that was gained could be lost, Rhiannon backed down. However, she asked for Mickey to keep an eye out when he got the kids back just to make sure that Aisling was still improving.
It seemed she was. She not only showered, she also helped me with dinner. She wasn’t back to her quiet but present self, but it was something.
Mickey was relieved. Mickey also communicated this to her, taking every opportunity to do that he could, without making it obvious or overbearing.
He’d also started calling her his “pretty girl” or his “gorgeous girl,” things he used to say but he said them now still infrequently but with greater regularity.
These were from her dad, not some cute boy, but it was plain to see she was responding. When he said them, her face would change in a way that was good, not bad. Or she’d hunch her shoulders like she was trying to hold the subtle compliments to her.
It didn’t hurt that Cillian, as if he sensed all this was happening (when, at his age, I was sure it was flying right over his head), got in on the act. He praised her cooking. And the first time she said she was going to watch TV with us instead of slinking to her room, he’d cried, “All right! What should we make Dad and Amy watch, Ash? I’m totally thinking Arrow.”
“Someone kill me,” Mickey had murmured, and both his kids had laughed (both of them!).
We’d watched Arrow. I’d never even heard of it but it was pretty good, even if I wasn’t into superhero kinds of things.
What was great about it was that Cillian and Aisling kept up a running commentary, catching us up on back stories we could have no idea about.
And Aisling was almost as into this as Cillian.
So the efforts of the three adults in Ash’s life were obviously working. It wasn’t a miraculous change but the silence, isolation and gloom seemed to be lifting.