The Beekeeper's Promise (Page 9)
Mireille took a handful of acorns from her pocket and tossed them into the trough with a sound like the rattle of hailstones, which caused the pig to open one eye. ‘I do miss lots of things about home,’ she remarked, ‘but I’ll be quite happy not to be here when your time is up.’ The pig grunted in reply.
‘It’s hard to imagine you in Paris, wearing your chic dresses and working in that elegant atelier. I don’t think I’d enjoy living in the city at all.’
Mireille smiled at her sister. ‘City life certainly isn’t for everyone. One of the apprentice seamstresses has already packed up and gone home to Normandy. She hated Paris. It can take a while to make friends there too. It’s strange that you can be a lot lonelier among all those people than you ever would be living in the countryside. But I’ve made friends with some of the other girls now, and I do enjoy the work – even if some of the clients are impossible to satisfy! Maybe you can come and visit me one day and I can show you round.’
‘Maman doesn’t like you being so much nearer to Germany. Everyone’s been nervous ever since the Nazis marched their way into Czechoslovakia.’
‘Don’t worry; Paris is safe enough. There wouldn’t be so many refugees flooding into the city if it weren’t. The best thing everyone can do is to get on with their day-to-day lives. Perhaps you and Maman could come and visit me together. I can show you all the sights. The Eiffel Tower is amazing, and the churches are simply huge!’
Eliane thought of the little chapel where they would go tomorrow to put their Toussaint flowers on the ancestral graves. Its simple, whitewashed walls and solid oak beams always made her feel safe. And in the churchyard the earthy scent of chrysanthemums would perfume the air, reassuring the souls of the departed that they weren’t forgotten and they could rest peacefully. Even as another year ended, there was the reminder that the seasons would turn and, after winter’s death, there would be rebirth in the spring.
She spared a thought for Mathieu, who would be in the train by now. Her heart beat a little faster when she recalled the hours they’d spent sitting on the riverbank. With other people, he was usually so silent; but when the two of them were alone together he relaxed, confiding to her his hopes and his dreams. She smiled as she thought of the way his dark eyes shone when he described his work in the vines and everything that he was learning in the winemaking chai. But then she reminded herself that the trip he was making today wouldn’t be an easy one for him . . . How sad it must be for him to lay his offering of Toussaint flowers on his own mother’s grave, as he had done each year since her death.
As if she had read Eliane’s thoughts, Mireille said, ‘Mathieu’s nice. I enjoyed meeting him.’
Her sister nodded. ‘He’s a good friend to us all.’
‘I get the impression he’d like to be something more than just a friend where you are concerned, ma p’tite.’ Mireille grinned.
Eliane’s cheeks flushed as she studiously concentrated on scratching the back of the pig’s neck. Then she smiled in her turn. ‘I like him too. Very much. It feels . . .’ She tailed off.
‘Yes?’ prompted Mireille.
‘It feels right. It feels like we have a future. I can see us together.’
‘Well, if it feels that way, then it is right.’ Mireille gave her sister’s arm a fond squeeze. ‘I’m glad.’
Just then Lisette opened the kitchen window, pausing for a moment to enjoy the sight of her two girls exchanging confidences, before she called to them. ‘Please can you bring some more wood for the fire when you come in? Supper’s nearly ready.’
Abi: 2017
My bedroom in the attic of the mill house is an oasis of calm and order among the chaos of the building project.
‘We started at the top and are working our way down,’ Thomas had explained. He and his team of builders have created a light, airy room with limewashed beams, and added a bathroom tucked in under the eaves. There’s an old-fashioned bath with claw feet, where I can soak to my heart’s content, and a wooden towel rack that holds two of Sara’s fluffy towels. She insisted on bringing a few finishing touches down from the château – a worn, but still beautiful Aubusson rug; a watercolour painting of beehives beneath a blossom-laden tree; and a canopy of mosquito netting, both pretty and practical, which she drapes above the wrought-iron bedhead. I’ll be able to draw it around me as the nights begin to grow warmer, leaving the windows open to allow the cool breath of the river to caress me as I sleep.
Pru was highly disapproving at first when I announced my decision to check out of the yoga retreat and spend the summer living and working at Château Bellevue. But Sara invited her to come and see where I’d be staying and I could see that Pru was impressed. I promised I’d send her regular texts, letting her know how I was getting on and reassuring her that Sara and Thomas weren’t actually slave masters keeping me here against my will.
After the first night, even though I was in an unfamiliar room, in a strange house in a foreign country, I felt immediately at home. The whitewashed walls of the attic bedroom emanate calm and tranquillity (even when the builders are busy shattering the peace and quiet elsewhere in the building with their noisy power tools). And the honey-coloured floorboards give off a faint scent of beeswax that perfumes my dreams.
There is a sense of placid permanence about the mill house, standing firm as the river rushes by, the water whipping itself into a froth as it cascades over the weir. The vast mill wheel no longer turns, although Thomas has said it wouldn’t take much to get it going again. ‘They still used to grind flour here just a few decades ago,’ he’s told me. ‘Ask Sara to tell you the story of the family who lived here. It may look peaceful now, but in the war years this area was occupied by the Nazis. Even today, this community bears the scars of that time. The wounds may have healed a bit, but they are still there, just beneath the surface.’
At his words, I glanced around, taking in the graceful limbs of the willow tree trailing green fingers in the water, the cluster of ancient buildings whose cream stone walls basked in the early-summer sunshine and at the pool beneath the foaming weir where brilliant-blue dragonflies hover. It’s hard to picture this place as anything other than harmonious. But as I’d stood there I’d run my hands down the sleeves of my shirt and felt the faint ridges of my own scars, which I keep hidden there. I know as well as anyone that sometimes you have to look beneath the surface to discover the secret history of places. And of people.
And then something Sara said when I moved my things into the mill house echoes in my mind. As I’d set down my small holdall of belongings, I’d mused, ‘It’s funny, isn’t it? The different paths that bring us here from such different backgrounds and places.’
Sara had smiled. ‘You know, Abi, we all bring our own baggage along with us. Perhaps that’s what we humans have in common – what binds us together. When you get to know this place a little better, you’ll begin to see.’ Her eyes were like dark pools, fathoms deep. ‘There’s something about this corner of the world. It’s drawn people to it down the ages. Not just the tourists and the people who come on yoga retreats, but pilgrims and others too. Local people say there are three very ancient lines of energy – ley lines – that converge here. And then there are three rivers that converge in this region, the Lot, the Garonne and the Dordogne. Three of the pilgrim routes to Santiago de Compostela from the north meet here too. Who knows? Call it what you like, but maybe there’s something that draws people to this place just at the point in their lives when it’s most needed.’ She shoots me a shrewd glance. ‘Anyway, I’m glad that our paths crossed when they did.’
Standing beside the river now, I run my hands over the scars beneath my sleeves once again and I think, Me too.
Eliane: 1939
The day after Good Friday was the only time the ancient bread oven at the mill was fired up. Everyone had the modern convenience of a range, or even one of the new electric ovens, in their own home. But it was a tradition in the Martin household, handed down through the generations, to bake the plaited loaves of bread for Easter Day in the mill’s original wood-fired oven.
Mathieu had become a frequent visitor, spending all of his spare time with Eliane. In the past month, they could often be seen working alongside one another in the vegetable patch by the river, clearing the last of the winter crops and preparing the ground for spring planting. On that Easter weekend, he came over to help Yves and Gustave stoke the fire and bring the four-à-pain up to the right temperature for baking. In the kitchen, Eliane hummed as she helped Lisette and Mireille – who was back from Paris again for a few days – to knead the bread dough and then deftly plait it into three loaves that would prove in the warmth beside the range for a while longer before they were carried out to the oven.
Spring was always one of her favourite times of year, the season of new life and new beginnings. In the walled garden up at the château, the bees were venturing forth on a daily basis now, blissfully drinking the nectar from the abundance of pear blossom that frothed above the hives.