Shelter in Place (Page 6)

She stopped, stared at the mall she’d shopped in, wandered in, grabbed her first meal in for as long as she could remember.

It would take time, she thought, almost numb, to clear the dead, to treat and transport the wounded, to take statements from those who’d escaped injury—physical injury, she corrected. She doubted anyone who lived through this night would come through unscathed.

Paramedics poured in now, but there were so many beyond their help.

A woman with blood running down her arm cradled a man—beyond help—in her lap. A male in a Red Sox jersey lay facedown. She could see gray matter in his head wound. A female, early twenties, sat weeping in front of Starbucks, her apron spattered with blood.

She saw a little pink sneaker, and though she prayed the girl who’d lost it found safety, it wrenched her heart.

She saw a man—early twenties/late teens—stagger out of GameStop. His thick glasses sat askew over eyes as dazed as a dreamer’s.

“Is it over?” he asked her. “Is it over?”

“Are you injured?”

“No. I banged my elbow. I…” Those dazed eyes skimmed over her, then over the bleeding, the dead. “Oh jeez, oh jeez. In the—in the back room. I got people in the back room. Like they said to do if … They’re in the back room.”

“Just hold on a minute.” She turned away to use her radio, to ask if she could lead a group out, and to what checkpoint.

“What’s your name?” she asked him.

“I’m Chaz Bergman. I’m, like, the manager on duty tonight.”

“Okay, Chaz, you did good. Let’s get your people out now. There are officers outside who’ll take your statements, but let’s get everybody outside.”

“I’ve got a friend. Reed, Reed Quartermaine. He works at Mangia—the restaurant. Can you find him?”

“I’ll find him.” Essie added him to her list.

“Is it over?” Chaz asked again.

“Yes,” she told him, knowing it for a lie.

For everyone touched by the violence that day, it would never be over.

* * *

Reed had Brady on his hip when he spotted some of the Mangia crew. Some sat on a curb, holding each other. Rosie, still in her cook’s apron, covered her face with her hands.

Eat that pasta, she always said to him. Fatten you up, skinny boy.

“You’re okay, you’re okay.” Reed closed his eyes as he started to crouch down to her. She leaped up, wrapped her arms around him.

“You’re not hurt.” Rosie cupped Reed’s face.

He shook his head. “Is everybody okay?”

Rosie let out a sound, like something tearing.

“He came in and…” Rosie broke off as she registered the boy Reed held. “We’ll talk about it later. Who is this handsome fellow?”

“This is Brady.” Not everyone was okay, Reed thought. “We, ah, hung out together. I need to help him find his mom.”

And call his own, Reed thought. He’d texted her from inside, told her he was okay, not to worry. But he needed to call home.

“The good guys came. Reed said.”

“Yes, they did.” Rosie worked up a smile with tears flowing over it.

“I want Mommy.”

“I’m going to ask one of the cops to help.”

Reed straightened again, walked toward a cop—a girl cop, because he thought Brady might go with a woman. “Officer? Can you help me? This is Brady, and he can’t find his mom.”

“Hey, Brady. What’s your mom’s name?”

“Mommy.”

“What’s your daddy call her?”

“Honey.”

Essie smiled. “I bet she has another name.”

“Lisa Honey.”

“Okay, and what’s your whole name?”

“I’m Brady Michael Foster. I’m four years old. My daddy is a fireman and I have a dog named Mac.”

“A fireman, and what’s his whole name?”

“He’s Michael Honey.”

“Okay. Hold on a minute.”

Firefighters were among the first responders, so Essie tracked one down. “I need a Michael Foster. I’ve got his son.”

“Foster’s one of mine. You’ve got Brady? Is he hurt?”

“No.”

“His mother’s en route to the hospital. Two shots in the back, fuck me. Foster’s looking for the boy now. He didn’t know they were here until our paramedics found Lisa.” He rubbed his hands over his face. “Can’t say if she’ll make it. Here he comes.”

Essie saw the man rushing through the shell-shocked crowd. Compact build, brown, close-cropped hair. His body jerked, sagged, then shifted direction as he ran toward his son.

In Reed’s arms, Brady let out a squeal. “Daddy!”

Michael grabbed his son from Reed, folded him in, ran kisses over his head, his face. “Brady, thank God, thank God. Are you hurt? Did anybody hurt you?”

“Mommy fell down, and I couldn’t find her. Reed found me and he said we had to be real quiet and wait for the good guys. I was real quiet like he said, even when he put me in the cupboard.”

Michael’s eyes swirled with tears when they met Reed’s. “You’re Reed?”

“Yes, sir.”

Michael shot out a hand, gripped Reed’s. “I’m never going to be able to thank you. I’ve got things to say to you, but—” He broke off as his mind cleared enough to notice the blood on Reed’s pants and shoes. “You’re hurt.”

“No. I don’t think … It’s not mine. It’s not…” Words dried up.

“Okay. Okay, Reed. Listen, I’ve got to get Brady out of here. Do you need help?”

“I have to find Chaz. I don’t know if he’s okay. I have to find him.”

“Hold on.”

Michael shifted Brady on his hip, pulled out his radio.

“I want Mommy.”

“Okay, pal, but we’re going to help Reed out.”

While Michael talked into the radio, Reed looked around. So many lights, everything bright and blurring. So much noise. Talking, shouting, crying. He saw a man, moaning, bleeding, on a stretcher being loaded into an ambulance. A woman wearing one shoe and with a slow trickle of blood sliding down the side of her face limped in circles, calling for Judy, until somebody in a uniform led her away.

A girl with a long brown ponytail sat on a curb talking to a police officer. She just kept shaking her head, and her eyes—like a tiger color—glinted in the whirling, swirling lights.

He saw television vans and more bright lights behind the yellow police tape. People were crowded behind the tape, some of them calling out names.

It struck him, suddenly and hard: Some of the names they called would never answer again.

He started to shake from the inside out. Gut, bowels, heart. His ears started to buzz, his vision blurred.

“Hey, Reed, how about you sit down a minute? I’m going to find out about your friend.”

“No, I need to—” He saw Chaz, coming out with a group of people, with cops moving them along. “Jesus. Jesus. Chaz!”

He shouted it, like one of the people behind the police tape, and sprinted.

* * *

On the curb, Simone waited to feel her legs again. To feel everything again. Her body had gone numb, like someone had given her a full-body shot of novocaine.