Blind Devotion (Page 19)

Take your time.

The longer he took preparing her and getting to know her the better it would be for him. He worked slowly, shaving away the hair that was in his way.

She didn’t move as he worked, giving him plenty of time to work.

“Have you shaved a woman before?”

“No. I’ve seen a woman do it before.” His thoughts drifted to Ashley, the best friend he’d lost. She’d died too soon.

“What are you thinking about?” she asked.

“Nothing.”

“You’ve gone tense, and you’re silent. Is it about the friend that you lost?”

He frowned. “How would you know that?”

“I’ve lost my dad, remember? It doesn’t take a genius to know that you and your friend were involved.”

Letting out a sigh, he swished the blade in the water before sliding the blade across the side of her pu**y. He was almost done.

“I f**ked Ashley often. We were best friends, but she didn’t expect anything from me. I shared shit with her that I didn’t with anyone else.”

“Why didn’t you marry her?” she asked.

Pussy chuckled. “If you knew Ashley, you would know she wasn’t the marrying kind.” Thinking about Ashley in white didn’t sit well with him. She didn’t want to get married. Ashley didn’t trust in men. She trusted in the rules of the club and Devil. “She f**ked all the club. Ashley wasn’t a one man woman.”

“Were you okay with that?”

“Yeah, I didn’t want anything else from her. I’m not the jealous type.” However, when it comes to you, I refuse to share.

There would be no way he’d leave her alone with other men from the club. None of the boys would take advantage of her, but Sasha was his woman.

“Really? You sound like a lot of women’s ideal man.”

He laughed. “I doubt that, baby. I’m not the jealous type, and I will not be told what I can and cannot do. I refuse to pick a woman to settle down with.”

“It must be nice not having to worry about your life,” she said.

Pussy frowned. He finished her pu**y and wiped her clean. “How come you never got a dog?”

“What?”

“You know, the dogs that help blind people to get around.”

Sasha’s hands moved to her stomach. “Kenneth wouldn’t get one for me. He spread a rumor around town that I was terrified of them.”

“Don’t you think it’s strange he’s trying to isolate you from everything you’ve ever known?” Pussy hated this man the more he found out.

“I’m blind. My mom adores him. I don’t see a point in arguing with him. He’s made of money, and I wasn’t going to let my mom be unhappy.”

“Yet, with him she’s become a pill popping alcoholic?”

Running his fingers across the smooth lips of her sex, Pussy felt his c**k harden. She was so f**king beautiful.

“You don’t know her.”

“You’ve got to be careful.”

“I’m always careful.”

He chuckled. “You’re alone with me, Sasha. I wouldn’t say you’re careful.” Getting to his feet, he stared down at her body. “I’m going to clean this away.”

Pussy left her alone. In the bathroom, he cleaned away the mess he made and stared at his reflection in the cracked mirror.

What the f**k are you doing?

He was losing his mind. Sasha had dominated his thoughts from the first moment they met, and they’d not even seen each other. Staring at her in the diner, he thought she could see. Later on, when he found her left alone he’d found out the truth.

Don’t mess with her.

Devil’s words ran through his head. “Don’t f**king interrupt me. This girl, you’ve taken her away from her family and telling me you’re not letting her back to the people who can protect her? Please, tell me, Pussy, if that’s not laying f**king claim to her, what is?”

He couldn’t let her go back to that monster of a stepfather.

You’re getting too involved.

Ashley appeared in his mind with her smiling face. They’d just f**ked, and she’d given him an orgasm with her tits. She was lying on the bed with her feet kicked back in the air.

“What are you going to do if you ever fall in love?” Ashley asked.

“Simple, I’m never falling in love.”

“You can’t never fall in love. I bet the woman you finally give your heart to is going to be the most loved woman in the world. You’re too sweet for your own good.”

Pulling out of the memory, Pussy moved toward the doorway to watch Sasha. She was lying on the bed, tapping her foot in time to whatever tune was in her mind. He could never hurt her. She’d been hurt too much in her short life.

All he wanted to do was take her away from the pain and give her something to love. He knew he’d be good for her. She’d never want for anything.

Over the years he’d f**ked many women and gotten what he wanted out of them. None of them left a lasting mark, not even Ashley. She only played in his mind because of their friendship. Sasha had taken him by surprise.

He’d take her to the clubhouse before he took her anywhere else.

Entering the bedroom, he cleared his throat.

“You’re back?”

“Yes.”

“You took a long time.”

“I’ve been standing there watching you, baby. You’ve no idea how hot your body is.” He gazed down at the bed and gave her a final chance to turn back. “This is your choice, Sasha. Once I get my jeans off, I’m going to f**k your tight cunt and make you feel on cloud nine.” He heard her gasp. “This is your last chance to back out. I’ll put my shirt on, help you get dressed and then we’ll listen to a movie or something.”

“I don’t want to listen to a movie. I want you to f**k me, Pussy. I want you to show me how good it can be between a man and a woman.”

“You know you’ll get to feel this with a guy you deserve.”

Why are you giving her a reason to stop tonight?

His c**k was hard as a f**king rock, begging to get as close to her as possible.

“Do you not want to? If you don’t want me then we can get dressed.”

Before she finished, he removed his jeans, kicking his boots across the room. He wanted her. Kneeling on the bed, he took hold of her hand and placed her fingers around his shaft. “Baby, wanting you is not a problem. I f**king ache for you.”