Glamorama (Page 164)
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"It's all pretty dim," I concur, shivering.
"Oh, you're so ruthless," she sighs, twirling the parasol, dancing away, stranding me. I have been standing in the same position for so long that my leg has fallen asleep.'
A trimmer Edgar Cameron-a minor, fleeting acquaintance from New York I haven't seen since last Christmas and whose girlfriend, Julia, is a reasonably fashionable vacuum I f**ked after I first started dating Chloe-has nodded at me several times since he entered the party and now, since I'm standing alone, holding a glass of champagne, trying not to seem too bereft, I am a prime candidate for a visit. Julia told me that Edgar owns a hairless cat and is such a drunk that he once ate a squirrel he found in an alley off Mercer Street "on a dare." I used to kiss Julia like I really cared, like I was going to stick around.
"I owe you money, Victor," Edgar says apologetically, once he makes his way over. "I know, I know. I owe you-what? Oh let's just make it an even two hundred." He pauses worriedly. "Will you take francs?"
"Edgar, you don't owe me any money," I say softly, staring over at Jamie posing for a photographer.
"Victor, that's very cool of you but I would've picked up my part of the tab at Balthazar the other night if only I'd-"
"Edgar, what are you talking about?" I sigh, interrupting him.
Pause. "I wasn't at Balthazar last week, Edgar," I say carefully. "I haven't been in New York in..." My voice trails off, something tiny and hard in me starts unfolding.
But Edgar's laughing. "You seemed to be in a much better mood the other night. Paris bumming you out? Oh look, there's Mouna Al-Rashid."
"You could say that," I whisper. "Edgar... when did we have dinner?"
"Last Tuesday," Edgar says, not laughing anymore, his smile fading. "At Balthazar. A whole bunch of us. You put it on your card. Everyone gave you cash..." Pause. Edgar stares at me as if I'd suddenly fallen asleep. "Except me. I offered to go to a cash machine but-"
"I wasn't there, Edgar," I say softly, my eyes watering. "That wasn't me.
"But we went dancing afterwards, Vic," Edgar says. "You were celebrating." He pantomimes someone having a good time. "B-list models all night, a booth at Cheetah, the works."
I wipe away a tear that spills out of one eye, trying to smile. "Oh man.
"Victor, I mean, I don't..." He tries to laugh. "I mean, I called you at your apartment the next day. I left a message. I offered to take you to lunch."
"I don't remember any of this, Edgar," I choke.
"Well, you seemed very upbeat," he says, trying to convince me. "You were talking about going back to school, to Columbia or NYU." Pause. "You weren't smashed, Victor. In fact I don't even think you were drinking." Another pause. "Are you... okay?" Again, a pause. "Do you have any pot?"
"Are you okay, Edgar?" I ask back. "Maybe you were really drunk, maybe-"
"Victor, my girlfriend, you know, Julia? Well "No, not really."
"Well, she said she ran into you at the Gap the next day," Edgar says, frowning. "The one on Fifth Avenue? Downtown?" Pause. "She said you were buying sunscreen and looked, um, fairly cheerful."
"Wait-who else was with us?" I ask. "At Balthazar?"
"Please?"
"Well, it was me and Julia and Rande Gerber, Mira Sorvino, someone from Demi Moore's production company, Ronnie Newhouse, someone from the Cardigans, and of course Damien and Lauren Hynde."
Very carefully I hand the champagne glass I'm holding to Edgar, who tentatively takes it from me, mystified.
"Victor, you were actually quite enchanting that night," Edgar says. "Really. There's no need to cry. My god, you and Damien patched things up, the club's a resounding success and -"
"Edgar, please don't." Adrenaline rushing through me, I fumble around in my jacket pocket, find two Xanax, throw them in my mouth, toss my head back. I take the glass of champagne out of Edgar's hand and down it so quickly I start coughing.
"You and Damien were talking about opening another place," Edgar says. "In TriBeCa, I believe."
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