Searching for Always (Page 17)

All he needed was a trip to the grocery store.

ARILYN FINISHED EATING HER bulgur salad with edamame, bought some doggy treats from the Barking Dog Bakery, and headed back to the firehouse. Now that she’d gotten some fresh air and protein, she was back in good spirits. Yes, the morning had started as a challenge, but at least it ended on a high note. Just having Stone admit he was trying to change some of his bad habits eased her stress. He’d spent most of the morning zoning out, rolling his eyes, and being generally surly.

Usually she worked well with clients who hated the process and even ended up winning them over. She’d never been annoyed or lost her temper before. The only explanation was her crazy schedule paired with trying to heal from a broken relationship. Yes, the man was clueless, but it wasn’t his fault. Her job was to enlighten him so that he could come away from the course with some tactics to make a better life.

She couldn’t lose her focus.

Humming under her breath, she took a deep breath of the crisp fall air. She loved this time of year, with apple picking, pumpkin harvests, and the gorgeous golden light that bathed the earth. The river nestled between a wall of bright red and burnt orange climbing high to the massive mountains that made the Hudson Valley home. Verily was filled with the lunch crowd grabbing an espresso or wrap or strolling past the gift stores for a bit of window-shopping. Who could be unhappy on such a day?

Her step lightened and she turned the corner. Then stopped cold.

Stone Petty sat on the curb outside the firehouse. He held a Dr Pepper in one hand and a huge sandwich in the other. As he shoved the awful fried mess into his mouth, he barked into a cell phone propped between his ear and shoulder. Instead of backward, his hat now perched to the side like some sort of gangster. He alternated between bites and screaming.

“I don’t give a crap what the dickhead said! I clocked him going thirty miles over the speed limit and then the little shit called me names, practically challenging me to make that ticket stick. Who cares if he got a pretty-ass lawyer? I’m going to court, and I won’t be changing it to a faulty headlight no matter who his father is. You got it? Good. Nah, I’ll be there. Yeah, forced vacay is a bitch, you know? See ya, Sam.”

In horror, she watched as he gobbled the rest up, slurped some soda, and this time used a napkin to wipe his face. Her shadow fell over him. He looked up.

“Oh, hey. I’m on time. Just finishing lunch.”

Arilyn blinked. A hazy red fog swarmed her vision. Breathe. She just needed to breathe. “I thought you wanted to change your fast-food habits?” she asked. Her voice sounded high and pitched. Definitely not normal.

He squinted in the sunlight and unrolled himself from the curb. Stretching a bit, he studied her with those intense eyes that probed under her clothes and beyond. “I do,” he said. “I got a fish fillet. Eating Nemo instead of Elsie the Cow’s better, right?” He took a loud, obnoxious sip of soda. “Or do you have a problem with that, too?”

And she knew right then and there he was screwing with her.

He’d set her up for a fall. He thought her methods were stupid, and he wasn’t about to try any of them. This was war in all its bloody forms. He’d fight her for every inch, every class, and try to drive her insane.

Did she expect him to embrace her philosophy on the second day? No. But he was deliberately baiting her. He enjoyed pissing her off and making a mockery of everything she passionately believed in. He wasn’t even going to be polite about it.

The Arilyn she’d made herself into with all that work would’ve swallowed it. Bowed her head to his ignorance, prayed for his health, and moved on. She’d take his ribbing with a smile and a peaceful serenity because she was the better person.

Well, forget that.

No. She had one even better.

Fuck that.

He wanted her miserable for the remaining six weeks? Done.

But she’d spend her last waking moments making sure he felt the same.

He stepped back, cocked his head, and studied her as if he realized she’d come to an amazing lightbulb moment that would affect him. “You look funny. A little aggravated. Am I not able to eat what I want, or does this class limit my freedom of choice on that, too?”

She almost laughed. Almost. Instead, she pasted on her false, cheerful smile. Arilyn would die before he figured out he knew how to push all of her buttons. “You can eat anything you like, Officer. I can only offer you other options. I can only remind you that after forty, your statistics for heart attack, cancer, and diabetes rise, especially with a diet high in fat, salt, and sugar. I’m sure it doesn’t matter that soda can also be used to burn off corrosion in a car battery and is probably dooming you to ulcers and all sorts of interesting digestive problems.” She winked. “But that’s America for you. Land of the free, home of the brave, and all that. Enjoy the rest of your lunch, and I’ll see you in a few minutes.”

“Hey. I’m not forty yet.”

She widened her eyes in a total innocent expression. “Oh. Gee, sorry. My bad.”

The uneasy expression on his face brightened her mood. Take that, Officer. She made her way inside, greeted her other two students, and began setting up for the afternoon session. Her cell pinged and she quickly answered, noting she had two minutes before the official start.

“Hello?”

“Arilyn? It’s Anthony from Animals Alive shelter. How are you?”

She smiled. As the director of Animals Alive, Anthony Pearson was the driving force behind the not-for-profit shelter, which rescued animals, spayed, neutered, and did behavioral therapy for problem animals. They struggled every month to pay the bills, and fostering the animals helped tremendously, since the shelter was always overcrowded. Many people were afraid to foster in case they got too attached and couldn’t keep the animals, but Arilyn thought of the higher good and tried to take them in groups. The shelter volunteers were all friends and worked overtime to try to make up for the lack of funding.