Searching for Always (Page 63)

“Did you have great sex? Glorious, orgasmic, all-night, I-can’t-walk-this-morning sex?” Kennedy demanded.

“No.”

“What?” Kennedy threw up her hands. “Dudette, if that didn’t make you give it up, nothing will!”

Arilyn rolled her eyes. “I wanted to, but he said I was too drunk. Gave me the speech about wanting me to remember it and no regrets in the morning.” Every time she thought back on the scene, he edged a notch up in the respect department. It took a strong man in control not to follow his penis, and he’d been as crazy in lust as she had. Yet he wanted her to be sure. How sexy and cool was that?

Kate nodded in understanding. “I like. I’m sure you were pissed at the time. I think Slade did that to me once, but the next morning you realize he’s a real man.”

“Agreed,” Kennedy said. “So when are you guys gonna do it?”

Arilyn groaned. “Is nothing sacred?”

“Hell, no. When?”

“Not sure. Our date this weekend got hijacked by Poppy and Mrs. Blackfire.”

Kate choked on a sip of water. “What? You actually saw the Wicked Witch of Verily in a social gathering?”

“Worse. Poppy invited her over for dinner. It was quite cozy.”

Kate shuddered. “That woman scares me. Is she still trying to cut down the Tree of Spite?”

“She tried, but I foiled her wicked plan. Poppy likes her, so he keeps inviting her over.” She paused, trying to introduce the odd thought delicately. Ever since Mrs. Blackfire talked about her lost husband, she’d become more sympathetic in Arilyn’s eyes. “She seemed different. Kind of human.”

Kate shot her a look. “It’s a guise so she can cut down Gen’s tree in the middle of the night. Don’t trust her! Even Robert avoids going by her lawn, and he loves everyone.”

Arilyn decided it wasn’t a good time to list the few assets of her neighbor. “Well, they were the main reason nothing happened. We’re keeping the relationship hidden because of the anger management class.”

Her friends shared a pointed look. Kate gentled her voice. “Babe, you have to listen to us. Stone is not asshole Yoga Man. You can’t begin a relationship trying to hide things. Did you talk about what you both want?”

“Yes. He clearly said it will be an affair for however long we were both happy.”

Kennedy frowned. “Did he say he wanted to keep it private? Or is that your idea?”

“No, he said he wanted to date and take me out. I’m the one who doesn’t want my two other students from anger management to know. It would be awkward.”

Kate beamed. “Good, so he doesn’t want to sneak around. I want you to invite him to the wedding.”

Her mouth fell open. “What? No, that’s impossible; you already have the seating charts and food orders. Absolutely not.”

Kate stabbed a finger in the air. “I’m the bride, and I want him there. This will give us an opportunity to meet with him. I won’t let you go down that road again, A. No more secretive affairs that only end up hurting you. This guy is gonna have to deal with your friends or he’s toast.”

Kennedy jumped in. “Agreed. It’ll be a good test. A guy who goes to a friend’s wedding is brave. Confident. He’s not afraid because he has nothing to hide.”

A rush of emotions flooded her body. The idea of having a real date to accompany her in public thrilled her. She’d gotten so used to being alone while her friends brought their partners. How would it feel to finally belong? To be happy with the man by her side and show him off?

But they weren’t serious. Not like that. They’d have sex, and date, but when things got too complicated, he’d check out. Funny, she’d always believed Jacob was honest about his limitations and that made him a better person. Now she realized it was just a convenient excuse. How much better to claim she had been warned when he eventually hurt her?

Was Stone the same? Was his honesty and up-front deal to her all disguised to make his exit clean and stress free?

Maybe inviting him to the wedding would be a good test. If he declined, she’d know he’d never intended to be anything more than a roll in the hay. If he accepted?

Well, she didn’t know.

Arilyn pressed on the energy points on her wrist to open up the chakras. Stress was beginning to block up her channels, and that wouldn’t be a good start to her day. “I don’t know, Kate. Why is dating so damn confusing?”

“Because we’re dating men,” Kennedy offered. “Invite him. You’re at the bridal table anyway, we’ll all have dates, and there’s room to squeeze one more in.”

“But it’s in a few days!”

“Even better. Spring it on him before he has too much time to analyze.”

“Please, A,” Kate urged. “Just ask him.”

Arilyn nibbled on her lip. “Okay. I’ll try.”

“Good.” Kate jumped up from the chair. “I can’t believe on Saturday I’ll be married. You’re all set to take Robert Friday?”

Arilyn nodded. “I have the house all set up for him. Poppy’s going to walk him in the afternoon. I have the vet on call, and I promise to text you twice a day with updates. You just need to enjoy St. Lucia.”

Kate smiled. “Thanks. You guys are the best.” She began to tear up, and Kennedy groaned, tugging her hand toward the door.

“No more crying, I can’t take it anymore. We need to save ourselves for the ultimate breakdown on the wedding day or we’ll have nothing left.”