Shades of Twilight (Page 22)

Booley looked at Lucinda. She wiped her eyes and said faintly, "No, I would never have disinherited him."

"Even if they divorced?" he pressed.

Her lips trembled.

"No. Davencourt needs him."

Well, that undercut a damn good motive, Booley thought. He wasn’t exactly sorry. He would hate like hell to have to arrest Webb Tallant. He’d do it, if he could build a strong enough case, but he’d hate it.

At that moment a flurry of voices came from the front entrance, and they all recognized Webb’s deep voice as he said something curt to one of the deputies. Every head in the room, except Roanna’s, swiveled to watch as he strode into the room, flanked by two deputies.

"I want to see her," he said sharply.

"I want to see my wife."

Booley got to his feet.

"I’m sorry about this, Webb," he said, his voice as tired as he felt.

"But we need to ask you some questions." Jessie was dead.

They hadn’t let him see her, and he desperately needed to, because until he saw it for a fact himself, Webb found it impossible to truly believe it. He felt disoriented, unable to sort out his thoughts or feelings because so many of them were contradictory. When Jessie had yelled at him that she wanted a divorce, he’d felt nothing but relief at the prospect of being rid of her, but … dead? Jessie? Spoiled, vibrant, passionate Jessie? He couldn’t remember a day of his life when Jessie hadn’t been there. They had grown up together, cousins and childhood playmates, then the fever of puberty and sexual passion had locked them together in an endless game of domination. Marrying her had been a mistake, but the shock of losing her was numbing. Grief and relief warred, tearing him apart inside.

Guilt was there, too, in spades. Guilt, first and foremost, because he could feel relief at all, never mind that for the past two years she had done her best to make his life hell, systematically destroying everything he’d ever felt for her in her relentless quest for the fawning adoration she’d thought she wanted.

And then there was the guilt over Roanna.

He shouldn’t have kissed her. She was only seventeen, damn it, and an immature seventeen at that. He shouldn’t have held her on his lap. When she had suddenly thrown her arms around his neck and kissed him, he should have gently pushed her away, but he hadn’t. Instead he’d felt the soft, shy bloom of her mouth under his, and her very innocence had aroused him. Hell, he’d already been aroused by the feel of her round bottom on his lap. Instead of breaking the kiss, he had deepened it, taking control, thrusting his tongue into her mouth for an explicitly sexual kiss. He’d turned her in his arms, wanting to feel those slight, delicate breasts against him. If Jessie hadn’t walked in at that point, he probably would have had his hand on those breasts and his mouth on the sweetly pebbled nipples. Roanna had been aroused, too. He’d thought she was too innocent to know what she was doing, but now he saw it differently. Inexperienced wasn’t the same as innocent.

No matter what he’d done, he doubted Roanna would have lifted a hand or spoken a word to stop him. He could have taken her there on the kitchen table, or sitting astride his lap, and she would have let him.

There was nothing Roanna wouldn’t do for him. He knew it. And that was the most horrible thought of all.

Had Roanna killed Jessie?

He’d been furious with both of them, and with himself for allowing the situation to happen. Jessie had been screaming her filthy insults, and abruptly he’d been so fed up with her that he knew it was the end of their marriage for him. As for Roanna-he never would have thought she was devious enough to set up the scene in the kitchen, but when he’d looked at her after Jessie’s vicious accusation, he hadn’t seen shock on Roanna’s too-open, too-expressive face; he’d seen guilt. Maybe it was caused by the same dismay he’d been feeling, because they shouldn’t have been kissing, but maybe … maybe it was more. For an instant he had seen something else, too: hate. LINDA KOWARD

They all knew that Roanna and Jessie didn’t get along, but he’d also known for quite some time that, for Roanna, the animosity had been very bitter. The reason for it had been obvious, too; only a blind fool could have missed seeing how much Roanna adored him. He hadn’t done anything to encourage her, romantically speaking, but neither had he discouraged her. He was fond of the little brat, and that unquestioning hero worship of hers had definitely stroked his ego, especially after one of the endless battles with Jess. Hell, he supposed he loved Ro, but not in the way she wanted; he loved her with the amused exasperation of an older brother, he worried about her lack of appetite, and he felt sorry for her when she was humiliated by her own social awkwardness. It hadn’t been easy for her, forever being cast as the ugly duckling to Jessie’s beautiful swan.

Could she have believed that ridiculous threat Jessie had made, about having him cut out of Aunt Lucinda’s will? He’d known it was nonsense, but had Roanna? What would she have done to protect him? Would she have gone to Jessie, tried to reason with her? He knew from experience that reasoning with Jessie was wasted effort. She would have turned on Roanna like a bear on fresh meat, dredging up even more hateful things to say, vicious threats to make. Would Roanna have gone to such extreme lengths to stop Jess? Before that episode in the kitchen, he would have said no way, but then he’d seen the expression on Roanna’s face when Jessie burst in on them, and now he wasn’t certain.

They said she’d been the one to find Jessie’s body. His wife was dead, murdered. Someone had bashed her head in with one of the andirons from the fireplace in their suite. Had Roanna done it? Could she have done it deliberately? Everything he knew about her said no, at least to the second question. Roanna wasn’t cold-blooded. But if Jessie had taunted her, made fun of her looks and her feelings for him, made more of those stupid threats, maybe then she could have lost her temper and hit Jessie.