Shades of Twilight (Page 29)

when the confidential gossip was spread, but that didn’t stop it from growing like kudzu.

Gloria and Harlan’s two children, Baron and Lanette, kept their respective families as far away from Webb as they could.

Only Webb’s mother, Yvonne, and his aunt Sandra seemed convinced of his innocence, but of course they would be. He’d always been Sandra’s favorite, while she practically ignored Gloria’s grandchildren. A definite rift was growing in the family. And as for Roanna, who had discovered the body, she was said to be suffering from shock and had all but sequestered herself. She had always been like a puppy dog at Webb’s heels, but not even she had anything to do with him. Word was that they hadn’t spoken since Jessie’s death.

The insidious vines of gossip spread the rumor that Jessie had been savagely beaten before she’d been killed; someone else said she’d been mutilated. They said that Webb had been caught in flagrante delicto with Roanna, the little cousin, but credulity stopped short of actually believing that. Maybe he’d been caught, but with Roanna? Why, she was skinny as a rail, unattractive, and had no idea how to make herself appealing to a man.

Anyway, obviously Webb had been caught with someone, and gossip ran hot with speculation on the unknown woman’s identity.

The autopsy on Jessie’s body was completed, but the results weren’t released pending the results of the investigation. Funeral arrangements were made, and so many people attended the service that the church couldn’t hold everyone. Even people who hadn’t known her personally attended out of curiosity. Webb stood alone, an island around which everyone else moved but never quite touched. The minister extended his sympathies. No one else did.

At the cemetery, it was much the same thing. Lucinda was heartbroken, weeping uncontrollably as she stared at Jessie’s flower-laden casket, supported on brass rails over the raw, open mouth of the grave. It was a hot summer day,

without a cloud to mar the sky, and the white-molten sun soon had everyone dripping with sweat. Handkerchiefs and miscellaneous bits of paper were used to languidly fan perspiring faces.

Webb sat on one end of the first row of folding chairs that had been placed under the canopy for the immediate family. Yvonne sat beside him, firmly holding his hand, and Sandra sat beside her. The rest of the family had taken the other chairs, though no one seemed eager to be the one sitting directly behind Webb. Finally Roanna. slipped into that chair, a frail wraith who had grown even thinner in the days since Jessie’s murder. For once, she didn’t stumble or drop anything. Her face was white and remote. Her dark chestnut hair, usually so untidy, was pulled sternly back from her face and tied with a black bow. She had always jittered around, as if she had too much energy to control, but now she was oddly still. Several people gave her curious glances, as if not quite certain of her identity. Her too-big features, so unsuited for the thinness of her face, somehow looked better suited to the remote severity that now swathed her. She still wasn’t pretty, but there was some. thing … The prayers were said, and the mourners tactfully steered away from the gravesite so the casket could be lowered and the grave filled. No one actually left the cemetery, except for a few who had other things to do and couldn’t wait around any longer for something to happen. The rest milled around, pressing Lucinda’s hand, kissing her cheek. No one approached Webb. He stood alone, just as he had at the funeral home and then the church, his expression hard and closed.

Roanna stood it as long as she could. She had avoided him, knowing how he must hate her, but the way people were treating him made her bleed inside. She moved to his side and slipped her hand into his, her cold, frail fingers clinging to the hard, warm strength of his. He glanced down at her, his green eyes as welcoming as ice.

"I’m sorry," she whispered, her words audible only to

him. She was acutely aware of all the avid eyes trained on them, speculating on her gesture.

"It’s all my fault people are treating you like this." Tears swam in her eyes, blurring his outline as she looked up at him.

"I just wanted you to know that I didn’t … I didn’t do it on purpose. I didn’t know Jessie was coming downstairs. I hadn’t talked to her since lunch that day."

Something flickered in his eyes, and he drew in a long, controlled breath.

"It doesn’t matter," he said, and gently but firmly removed his hand from her grip.

The rejection was like a blow to the face. Roanna swayed under the impact, her expression stark with despair. Webb muttered a curse under his breath and reluctantly lifted his hand to steady her, but Roanna stepped back.

"I understand," she said, still in a whisper.

"I won’t bother you anymore." Then she slipped away, as insubstantial as a black-clad ghost.

Somehow she kept her control. It was easier now, as if the layer of ice that encased her kept everything from spilling out. Webb’s rejection had almost cracked the ice, but after the initial blow, the layer had thickened in self-defense, becoming even stronger. The hot sun beat down on her, but Roanna wondered if she would ever be warm again.

She had scarcely slept since the night she’d found Jessie’s body. Every time she closed her eyes, the bloody image seemed to be painted on the inside of her eyelids, where she couldn’t escape it. Guilt and misery kept her from eating more than a few bites, and she had lost even more weight, The family was being kinder to her, perhaps because of their own guilt about the way they had treated her immediately after she’d found Jessie’s body, when they had thought Roanna had killed her cousin, but it didn’t matter. It was too little, too late. Roanna felt so distant from them, from everything, that sometimes it was as if she wasn’t even there.

After the grave had been filled and the multitude of flowers positioned to cover the raw earth, all of the family and a good many others drove back to Davencourt. The upstairs had been off-limits for two days, then Sheriff Watts had simply sealed off the murder scene and let the remainder of the floor be used, though everyone had felt strange at first. Only Cousin Baron and his family were staying at the house, though, since all of the other relatives lived close by. Webb hadn’t slept at Davencourt since Jessie’s murder. He spent his days there, but at night he went to a motel. Aunt Gloria had said that she was relieved, because she wouldn’t have felt safe with him in the house at night, and Roanna had wanted to slap her. Only a desire not to cause Grandmother more stress had restrained her.