Zane & Lucky’s First Christmas (Forever Love #3.5)(41)
Author: J.S. Cooper

“I don’t know.” I shook my head. “I didn’t open it.”

“Oh.”

“Open it now and read it if you want.”

“I’m scared to.” He shook his head. “I wasn’t ready for this.”

“Do you want me to read it to you?”

“Would you mind?”

“Of course not.” I took the letter and opened the envelope carefully. I stared at the handwritten note and my heart surged with love for Zane’s mother. I cleared my throat and began:

My darling Zane,

I may never get to hear about your first kiss or see you at your first dance. I may not get to read you your first bedtime story or get to tuck you in at night. I may not see your first heartache or get to hear about your first love. Or hear your voice change as you grow from a boy to a man. I may miss your wedding and the birth of your children. But my darling, Zane, know that I am always there with you. I am the wind beneath your feet, the light when you wake up, the twinkle in the sky above. I am your mother and I will always love you. If you could only see how much love my heart holds for you; you would never doubt that you are all my dreams come true. I’m blessed to have known you and loved you for nine months and I will continue to love you for the rest of your life, from earth or heaven above. Know that you are always in my heart, just as I shall always be in yours.

Your loving mother

xoxo

I stared at Zane with my heart in my mouth as I finished reading the letter and his eyes were shining bright with wonder and tears.

“She really loved me.” His voice was soft. “I can feel her. I think she’s always been here with me. She’s always been here to protect me.”

“She loved you more than anything.” I nodded. “I know what she felt for you because it’s the same thing we feel for our babies. We love them more than words can say.”

“Do you think we’ll be good parents?”

“We’ll be the best parents.”

“We still have to take that parenting class.” He laughed. “And the Lamaze class.”

“We have so many classes to take.” I joined in his laughter.

“I guess as long as we’re willing to grow and learn we’ll be okay.”

“We’ll be okay because we love each other.” I leaned over and kissed him. “Love is all we need.”

“Then we’re going to be fine because I love you so much that it would fill three galaxies.”

“I love you, Zane Beaumont.”

“I love you more, Lucky Dancing Queen Beaumont.” He held my face in his hands and then kissed me. “Now, it’s time for us to have ‘let me get you pregnant on our wedding night’ sex.”

“Oh, Zane.” I laughed and then gasped as his fingers worked their way up my stomach and under my negligee.

Epilogue

A year and a half later

Zane

“David, put that down.” I ran over and removed the Christmas ornament from his little fingers. “Your mother will kill me if you try and eat that.” I chided him and he grinned up at me, with slobber running down his face.

“Oh, Ruby, no, no, no.” I grabbed her up as she crawled along the floor and tried to pull the dogs tail. “I’m going to kill Noah.”

“Why are you going to kill me?” Noah sauntered into the living room with a huge grin and then he started laughing as he surveyed the mess. “I am not responsible for the hurricane that hit this room.”

“Not funny.” I glared and handed Ruby over to him. “I’m mad because you went out and got a dog for Skylar without even asking and now Ruby is obsessed with his tail and I’m scared that one of these days Bruiser is going to take a bite out of her hand for bothering him.”

“You know Bruiser loves Ruby.” Noah blew a raspberry on her cheek and she giggled. “As do I, how are my little pumpkins today?”

“Fine.” I shook my head, feeling very tired. “It’s hard looking after kids you know.”

“Lucky left you by yourself, huh?”

“I don’t know how she thought I could handle them both.” I shook my head. “It’s crazy.”

“They’re only a year old. How much trouble can they be?” Noah looked at me like I was exaggerating and I just shook my head. He had no idea how much trouble babies could get into. I grinned to myself as I thought about all the fun he was in for, when Robin gave birth the next year.

“You’ll see.” I smiled at him as he continued making faces at Ruby. I watched my brother with my daughter and I couldn’t believe how much love was running through my veins. Ruby Lane and David had only been in my life for a year, but I felt like I couldn’t remember my life without them in it. I loved them both so much that I could barely contain myself from kissing them all day and night. Little Ruby Lane with her wispy blonde hair and bright blue eyes was the spitting image of me and David looked just like his mother with his brown curls and big brown eyes. Both of them were slightly plump, with round red chubby cheeks and they were both adventurous. I had to make sure I was watching them every second or they were into something.

“Has Ruby been bossing David around again today?” Noah laughed as he sat on the couch and moved the Christmas ornaments to the side.

“I guess so.” I ran my hands through my hair and checked on David again to make sure he had nothing in his hands. “She was telling him something, heaven knows what.”

“She’s totally going to have him doing everything for her.” He laughed and I joined in. Ruby Lane was definitely the more dominant and protective of the two and she made sure everyone knew it.

“Right now, I wish I had someone who was helping me out.” I looked at Noah pointedly. “I told Lucky I’d have the tree up by the time she got home.”

“Where is she again?” Noah looked around the living room and grinned.

“She went grocery shopping.” I shrugged. “And most probably to lunch and the mall and who knows where. She’s been gone almost all day.”

“Maybe she’s been buying presents.”

“I wish she would have told me.” I groaned. “I wouldn’t have minded going shopping while she looked after the kids.”

“You’re worried she’s going to be mad about the mess huh?” Noah laughed and I joined in. I surveyed the living room and groaned. There were pieces of tinsel strewn all over the floor, with random ornaments everywhere and pine needles scattered on the floor. The throw pillows were on the floor instead of the couch and the room smelled like Bruiser, David and Ruby were all farting up a storm. In a nutshell, the room looked like a pigsty and I knew that Lucky was not going to let me live it down if she came home to this mess.