Avoiding Responsibility (Avoiding #2)(36)
Author: K.A. Linde

Hours later Lexi was awoken by a vibration emanating from her phone. She reached over to her night stand to silence the sound and plopped her head back down on the pillow. A second later the noise began again. Rubbing her tired eyes, Lexi reached forward once more and retrieved the cell phone. The bright light that flashed when she hit a button made her immediately close her eyes again to shield herself. Then as they adjusted to the screen, she realized she had two text messages.

Clicking on the first message it read, "Everything is fine here. You were right."

A smile crept onto her face. She loved those words. They were some of the best words in the English language. She knew she had been right. All along he had just been freaking out for no reason. In all likelihood, everything had settled down by the time he had arrived back in Hartsfield.

Remembering that there was one more message, she pressed the next button which said, "Sorry I screwed up. I’ll make it up to you. Give you that New Year’s kiss for real. Forgive me?"

Lexi yawned dramatically at the early hour before typing out a response. "Yes, what’s the plan?" she asked before falling back into an easy slumber.

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Thanks for all my reviewers: Cupid’s Psyche (everyone should go check out her new sequel Effortless), helena33139, RandomBoringStuff, Spunkyorange, Chelsea, Karennn, musicalfishieXD, hayleytibbs, WyldeLoneStar, Kelly Rogala, ssolomon09, jennalizing, and Frozen . by . Sloth.

K.A. Linde

Weeping Willow

I hope the ring you gave to her

Turns her finger green

I hope when you’re in bed with her

You think of me

– Kelly Clarkson "Never Again"

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Chapter 11: Present

The next morning Lexi awoke to the sun beaming in through her windows. She smiled at the interruption of her slumber. Not that she exactly wanted to be awake just yet, but the weather had been so awful in New York the last month, it was intoxicating seeing the sun. She slowly crawled out of the bed she had slept in…alone, and peered out the window. The view was nothing especially spectacular since they were in the middle of the city, but it was still green. That was another thing that Lexi had been missing a lot of since being in New York, to get to greenery she had to go Central Park.

She crawled out of bed, threw on a pair of sleep shorts and a loose tank top, and mechanically stumbled down the stairs. Walking to the coffee maker in the kitchen, Lexi fiddled with the device until it started dripping out what she was craving. She stared at the machine hoping it would finish quicker, but knowing that if she watched it that it would take longer. She pulled two mugs from the cabinet just as the machine finished and poured the steaming brew to the top of each mug.

"This is the best part about you being back in the house," Ramsey murmured as he staggered bleary-eyed into the kitchen.

Lexi flushed and turned back to the coffee maker. She couldn’t acknowledge that kind of comment yet between them. "Here," she said handing him his favorite mug.

"Thanks," he moaned chugging the steaming contents as if it were his life force.

Lexi giggled a little as he sputtered from the heat of the beverage. "Why do you drink it like that every time? You don’t even like black coffee."

"If you can drink it that way, I can," he said between sips.

"I’m used to it. I’ve been drinking it like that for years."

"So give me years," he said wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling her against his body.

"Uh…um," she stammered having no reply to that statement.

"Calm down. I’m just playing with you," he said nuzzling her neck as if everything were back to normal. It was a nice feeling. She missed this kind of thing. But she couldn’t get caught up in it…not yet.

"I’m calm," she said pulling away from him and taking a sip of the coffee. She was thankful for the distraction.

His smile didn’t falter though. He just proceeded to guzzle the remaining contents in his mug and pour himself a refill. "So are you ready for today?" he asked eyeing her carefully.

"Yeah…" she said slowly. "We’re going to your…parent’s house right?"

Lexi had never been to Ramsey’s house. It had been a continual source of contention. She hadn’t wanted to go because of the off chance that she might run into Bekah or Jack. And she wasn’t certain that he had ever wanted to bring her home. His reputation preceded him especially with his parents. The first time she had been in the same room with them, his father had brought up Ramsey’s past discretions.

Not that Ramsey was ashamed of Lexi by any means. He just didn’t want to humiliate her in front of his judgmental parents. They didn’t approve of him and any girl that he would bring home would only suffer under the same criticism, even someone who was currently studying law at a top university. The lack of family connections on Lexi’s part was never brought up, but she knew it was also a problem.

He nodded seeing only slight hesitation in her demeanor. Reassured by the fact that she wasn’t freaking out, he continued, "Some kind of formal luncheon. Should be mostly big investors. Nothing to worry about."

Lexi was pretty sure that Ramsey was the only person that didn’t bat an eye at the prospect of being surrounded by a sea of "big investors." She wasn’t exactly sure what these people would look like, but if they were anything like his father then she was already intimidated. She knew how to handle wealthy people, but she wasn’t so sure that she knew how to handle these kind of people.

"Right…big investors…no biggy," she said shrugging her shoulders in an attempt to mirror his indifference.

He chuckled at her obvious discomfort. "You’ll be fine." Lexi poured the remaining contents of her drink down her throat to keep from responding

"Yep," she said brushing past him.

"Hey, are you sure you’re ready for this?" he asked a little tentatively. She knew he wasn’t talking about dealing with big investors now. He was talking about Jack and Bekah. The thought made her skin crawl. The last thing she wanted to do was deal with them together, but she couldn’t help it now.

She had woken this morning feeling refreshed and prepared for the events of the upcoming week. Yes, things hadn’t exactly gone as planned since she had arrive in Atlanta, but things rarely did. She knew people were hiding things from her and it drove her crazy. However, this didn’t make them any more willing to share information with her. Wasting time wondering wasn’t going to help her either. Sleep had given her some perspective on the situation and she was ready to push forward.

"I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t ready," she told him before turning and walking back up the stairs to change.

Ramsey and Lexi arrived at his parent’s house a short while later. She stared up at the giant edifice more surprised at the enormous house than she thought she was going to be. After all she had been expecting something spectacular…and they had delivered.

"This way," Ramsey said directing her to the side of the house. "You don’t want to go through the front," he warned.

"I don’t?" Lexi asked raising an eye questioningly.

"Not unless you one, want to be bombarded with a bunch of questions or two, want to run into a sea of bridesmaids."

Lexi smirked. "Good plan. Around the back," she said scampering after him.

The back yard was several acres at least. The perfectly cut lawn ended at a clear blue lake, and from across the great distance she could see a hole from the club golf course. An overgrowth of beautiful trees separated their lawn from the surrounding houses giving them the privacy that they had paid for.

As Lexi looked across the expanse, she immediately landed on Jack. Their eyes met across the lawn, and Lexi couldn’t help herself she smiled. She could tell even from this distance that he had cleaned up. His suit was pressed, beard shaven, and hair cut short once again. He looked every bit a part of the family already.

When she had seen him the day before, he had been a mess. Disheveled, uncouth, and haphazard were the only way she had been able to describe him. Yes, he was her Jack. He still made her catch her breath at the sight of him, but somehow it had been different. While he looked more like the Jack she had first gotten to know in that quaint coffee shop all those years ago, something about him had just been downtrodden.

She knew now of course that he looked that way because he had been second guessing himself. Could the man who refused to commit, who hated the idea of marriage, actually go through with his plan? She hadn’t thought it possible, and apparently he hadn’t either. Lexi still had her doubts.

For one, she hadn’t told Bekah about their erm…affair in the hallway. The tattered dress was stuffed in the bottom of her closet somewhere, proof of their indecent night together. She wasn’t exactly proud of herself for that night. After all those times she had told herself that no matter what, she was not going to give into him. She had given into him before and no longer was that going to be the case. Then she had let everything slip through her fingertips…everything.

Before this ridiculous week, she could count the number of times she had seen Jack since that night on her hands. She had avoided him and pushed him out of her mind. Out of sight, out of mind had been the easiest scenario. Luckily, Ramsey had been there through it all.

As Ramsey popped into her mind, she realized guiltily that he was still standing next to her. She gulped loudly before reaching up and tucking a lock of hair behind her ear. The smile Ramsey sent her way was adorable. He knew what she was thinking…or at least he knew she was nervous. She silently praised the lord that he didn’t actually know what she was thinking, because otherwise he wouldn’t be smiling at her.

"Come on," he said motioning her forward.

She took a deep breath and followed him across the lawn. This was the moment of truth. As they drew closer, she felt Ramsey reach out tentatively for her hand. Despite her feelings on the matter, she allowed her fingers to intertwine with his. His presence calmed her nerves some, and she held her head a little higher.

"Ahhh Ramsey, good to see you could make it," Ramsey’s father said as they approached.

Ramsey’s smile was forced. "Of course. How could I miss any of the events planned for my baby sister?" he asked the words falling out of his mouth dripping with sarcasm. Before his father had a chance to respond, Ramsey added, "And you remember Lexi, yes?"

Lexi smiled brightly at the imposing man standing before her. He was at least as tall as Ramsey if not an inch taller. He had a hard set face with deep set wrinkles as if he had been frowning his entire life. His belly had long since bulged over his waist line, and the tailored suit did nothing to hide his porpoise figure. His blonde hair was sprinkled with salt and pepper gray, and his own forced smile was anything but kind. In fact, he blatantly stared at Lexi as if he should know her from somewhere, but somehow he found her too insignificant to remember.

"Oh yes, Lexi," he drawled after a moment. "Pleasure to see you again I’m sure."

The statement sounded like a rehearsed line and Lexi tried not to take offense to the fact that they had been introduced several times previously. "You too sir," she piped up.

"Speaking of your sister, where the hell is she?" Ramsey’s father growled his attention already lost.